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Good morning/afternoon/evening ☺️
I know I haven't been keeping to my schedule lately, and I want to apologize to all of you for that. This app has been very important in my life, and it still is. I've met some very valuable people here, and I'm so grateful for that. All of us together supporting BTS. So, believe me, what I'm about to say is hard, but it's something I absolutely need to do.
I never thought this day would come, or at least it seemed so far away. After so many years on the app, I've decided to leave (hoping it's not forever). There are many reasons; you know how it is—you grow up and have more responsibilities, like master's studies, work, household chores, and so on. But I want you to know that these aren't the reasons I'm leaving, because up until now I've been able to comfortably balance my life with this app.
The thing is, I was first diagnosed with OCD, depression, and anxiety, so I'm currently receiving treatment. The truth is, I'd known about these diagnoses for years, but I ignored them because I thought I was "cured" after only seeing a psychologist a couple of times. Besides, everyone around me kept saying, "There are people with worse problems, and they're not like you." So I decided I should "just keep living a normal life because that's what everyone else is doing." Of course, back then it was all just starting, and the symptoms weren't that severe; they were "manageable." But even so, there were times when my body would warn me, and I ignored them for the reasons I already mentioned (a huge mistake). I didn't realize that suppressing all of this would only make things worse (as my psychologist told me, I created a ticking time bomb, which eventually exploded).
This is so awful that I'm almost unable to fulfill my daily obligations and live a normal life. I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy.
Life advice: Take care of your mental and physical health. Remember that just as work and studies are important, so is leisure time, spending time with family and friends—make the most of it. There's always time for everything, but the most important time is the time you dedicate to yourself.
Second, I was diagnosed with an autoimmune disease, and this, combined with my anxiety and depression, made everything worse. I don't expect you to understand, but this is also why I haven't been able to keep up with the app. I think the best thing I can do is leave before I can no longer submit votes. Besides, I'm about to go on vacation and I want to fully enjoy it with my family (according to my therapist, this will help me relax).
Sorry for the long post, but I needed to explain my situation. I also hope you'll forgive me because I know I'm going to leave some of you with a few gaps, and that does worry me because it's happened before, and it's not nice, but I hope you understand. Take good care of yourselves and drink plenty of water. Remember, this isn't goodbye, but see you soon. You have no idea how much I'm going to miss you all, even though I don't know you personally, and don't worry, I'll continue supporting BTS with my streams.
I'm going to send the votes I was missing from yesterday and today's. When I'm done, I'll delete them so you can find new people and not lose any more votes.
P.S.: If anyone has an app that's easier to use to support (and doesn't require so much attention) the kids, let me know.
Good morning/afternoon/evening ☺️
I know I haven't been keeping to my schedule lately, and I want to apologize to all of you for that. This app has been very important in my life, and it still is. I've met many valuable people here, and I'm very grateful for that. All of us together supporting BTS. Therefore, believe me, what I'm about to say is hard, but it's something I absolutely need to do.
I never thought this day I would eat, or at least I saw it as far off. After so many years on the app, I've decided to leave it (hoping it won't be forever). There are many reasons; you know how it is, you grow up and have more responsibilities like master's studies, work, household duties, and so on. But I want you to know that these aren't the reasons I'm leaving because, until now, I've been able to comfortably balance my life with this app.
The thing is, first, I was diagnosed with OCD, depression, and anxiety, so I'm currently receiving treatment. The truth is, I knew about this diagnosis years ago, but I ignored it because I thought I was "cured" after going to a psychologist a couple of times. Besides, everyone around me kept saying, "There are people with worse problems, and they're not like you." So I decided I should "continue with a normal life because that's what everyone does." Of course, at that time, it was all just starting, and the symptoms weren't so severe; they were "manageable." But even so, there were times when my body warned me, and I ignored them for the reasons I already mentioned (a huge mistake). I didn't realize that suppressing all of this would only make it worse (as my psychologist told me, what I did was create a time bomb, which eventually exploded).
This is so awful that I'm almost incapacitated from fulfilling my daily obligations and living a normal life. This is something I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. Life advice: Take care of your mental and physical health. Remember that just as work and studies are important, so is leisure time, spending time with family and friends—make the most of it. There's always time for everything, but the most important time is the time you dedicate to yourself.
Second, I was diagnosed with an autoimmune disease, and this, combined with my anxiety and depression, worsened everything. I don't expect you to understand, but this is also the reason why I haven't been able to keep up with the app. I think the best thing I can do is leave before I can no longer submit votes. Besides, I'm about to go on vacation and I want to fully enjoy it with my family (according to my psychologist, this will help me relax).
Sorry for the long message, but I needed to explain my situation. I also hope you'll forgive me because I know I'm going to leave some of you with a few blanks, and that makes me worry because it's happened before, and it's not pleasant, but I also want you to understand. Take good care of yourselves and drink plenty of water. Remember, this isn't goodbye, but see you soon. You have no idea how much I'm going to miss you all, even though I don't know you personally. Don't worry, I'll continue supporting BTS with my streams.
I'm going to send the votes I missed yesterday and today's. When I'm done, I'll delete you so you can find new people and I don't lose any more votes.
PS: If anyone has an app that's easier to use to support the boys (and doesn't require so much constant attention
n), let me know.
My X account, in case you want to follow each other:
My X account if any of you wants to follow me, I will follow you back:
