A scene from a youth movie
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That exciting summer night with you,
We loved like a scene from a youth movie.
A day brighter than any other day
The cicadas on the tree were more noisy today
I cried. On the one hand, it was really sad.
At that moment, I heard the sound of a password being entered at the front door.
I went out to the living room and walked towards the front door.
My mother, who had been shopping since morning, was standing there.
“What are you staring at? Hurry up and listen to this!”
My mom yelled at me to carry the shopping cart.
Looking inside the basket, there were various radishes, cucumbers, and carrots.
It was full of vegetables.
“Mom, can you turn on the air conditioner?”
I'm holding out with just the window open and the fan on.
If things continued like this, I felt like I was really going to go crazy.
So I cautiously asked my mom
Of course, my mom said no and pushed me into the bathroom.
“Hey you! If you’re hot, wash with cold water.”
Well, I kind of expected it,
Mom is really going too far.
My mom also came home from grocery shopping in the morning and was very happyIt looked hot.In times like these, it seems better to go to school than to go on vacation.
I washed up with cold water as my mom said and came out.
I felt like I was alive after washing it with cold water.
I came out to the living room and saw him seriously taking a phone call.
My mom was there and I just ignored it
I went into the room.
“Oh, I just washed up, but I feel hot again.”
A moment after saying that, a knock was heard outside the door.
He came with a worried face and sat down on the bed where I was.
I spoke carefully.
"Subin's parents passed away."
According to my mother, Choi Soo-bin's parents are going on a trip.
They said he seemed to have died in a serious car accident.
A week agoLet's all be in harmonyI even ate rice.
“I’m going to the funeral tomorrow, so I’ll go to bed early today.”
I knew it and kicked my mom out of my room.
Sit on the bed for a momentI thought about it
Should I make a call here,Should I comfort you?
It was only a few seconds, but many thoughts ran through my head.
“Calling now will only cause more trouble,
You must be very upset right now anyway.”
After making that decision and looking at my phone for a bit,
I lay down on the bed and it came out sooner than I thoughtFatigue is setting in.
I remember falling asleep before 8pm.
When I opened my eyes, it was morning.
It seemed like Mom was getting ready to go to the funeral.
“Are you awake? Get ready quickly.”
Mom told me to get ready quickly so I couldn't be late.
I went into the bathroom with a heavy heart.
I'm very upset right now, but what about Choi Soo-bin?
I'm wearing neat and tidy black clothes
I went out of the house with my mom.
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Arriving at the funeral home parking lot
Soobin's older sister, Soohyun, called her older sister
My sister said she would come pick me up, and Soohyun's face
There was no sign of a particularly sad expression.
I entered the funeral home and went down to the basement.
There were also people whose eyes were swollen from crying so much.
There were also people who held funerals in harmony.
The room I entered was number 4.
There were several tables and on those tables
There was seaweed soup, rice, octopus, boiled meat, pancakes, etc.
Mom was talking to other people
Sister Su-hyeon also played a little prank on me.
“You’ve grown so much? You seem taller than me now.”
My older sister Soohyun told me.
I didn't know what to do so I smiled slightly and my sister
He said he would wait until you came to eat.
I'm eating while talking with my sister.
I ate at the funeral homeIt's too burdensome
I thought it would be full.I was just spacing out after eating
What about Subin? Subin suddenly came to mind.
I don't think I saw Choi Soo-bin when I came in here.
"Oh, Choi Soo-bin? She's over there. Go take a look."
Did my sister read my mind?
I walked slowly in the direction my sister pointed.
On that side, Choi Soo-bin was sitting leaning against the wall.
When I looked at Choi Soo-bin, he must have sensed the presence too.
He looked at me and I sat down next to Subin.
I asked if she was okay. Subin said she was okay.
I sat next to Subin and chatted about this and that.
I was there for about two hours. I was talking to Choi Soo-bin.
Time isIt went by faster than I thought.
Mom and Subin's momSince I was young
Since we were close, we stayed until the funeral was over.
Mom saw everyone getting out
I said let's go now. I put on my shoes and looked towards Subin.
He was staring at me.
Now that I look at it, my eyes seem a little swollen.
I waved my hand to Subin
Subin stared at me and slowly raised her hand.
I said hello.
“Good job, Suhyun.”
“No, my aunt worked harder.”
My mother and sister were talking
Mom told Su-hyeon to say hello to her older sister.
I lightly helped Soohyun sit down.
By the way, Choi Soo-bin is Soo-bin's parents
I remember not leaving the spot where the picture frame was.
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I'm not having a very good summer vacation this year.
I didn't think so. It was the first time I'd seen Choi Soo-bin's expression like that in my life.
My eyes are empty and unfocused. I wish this summer vacation would end soon.
I wish it would pass.