It was already 19:30 and I was sitting on a sofa on the roof of an apartment with Jeongin, Felix and Hyunjin. We were laughing half drunk. The music sounds on the roof and several people were present but frankly I did not know them. I knew just Jeongin, Jisung, Changbin, Felix, Hyunjin, Seungmin, Minho and Chan. They were friends of the university. They were really nice and sometimes very strange but good. Of course I knew other people on this roof but nothing more. For example Yerin (GFriend), Jimin (ASC), Somin, BM and so on.
The party beat its full if we say that. Some others smoke. It was really nice. I start my third bottle of beer when I burst out laughing at Hyunjin's joke. It's really funny or it's just alcohol I do not know. We continue quietly to tell bullshit.
I deviate my gaze on the people of the roof and I see Chan staggers slightly. It makes it attractive to a sense. Who will not find him attractive ... I smile at his condition and then look at Minho and Jisung who dances in a strange way while Seungmin films with his phone. My god the next few days will be folders on folders for both of them. I'm sorry for them already. I finished my bottle and decided to get up to get something softer ie coke. Nevertheless, it is quite hot on this roof. I get up and head for the other end of the roof. But what an idea to put the sofas at the opposite of coolers and food. I would never understand but good. It is not a sure thing to compare to some on the roof who are almost drunk dead as I head for my idyll basically the cooler with the coke.
I take the drink and pour it into a tall glass and add ice cubes for more freshness but in real I just like ice cubes. I decide not to join the boys immediately and to walk around if we can say that. I head for the rail of the roof and look at the city illuminated by all the lights. In truth it's beautiful. I sip my drink when I feel a look on me. I turn my head and see Chan next to me with a smug smile on his face. Ok well he is drunk what is normal enough. I smile at him and focus on the sight that was given to me.
Chan: Tell me,you're in love?
I turn my head towards him and look at him with raised eyebrows.
-"Why this question Chanie. Are you? "
-"I don't know, but anyway. Y/N.... I want to do something but I do not know if it's ok to do it. "
I turn to him completely and look at him then turns to me. We stay face to face.
-"It's rare to see the big Bang Chan hesitate to do something ... but more seriously I can not help you Chan but you know you're not very sober so it could be although you will regret it so I do not advise to do it but do what you want "
Chan: "I'm not that drunk Y/N... I still have very lucid thoughts. Ok I'm not going straight but I know what I'm doing. And besides it's not two glasses of alcohol it will come to the end of me see, you know me! "
I laugh a little at his reflection and told him that I go to join the boys on the couch but this one holds me by the wrist. I look at him stunned and stand in front of him and look him in the eyes while waiting for any explanation.
Chan:"Y/N.... I want to do this thing."
-"Oh.... If you really want it Chan, do it"
Chan:"Ok ... can I kiss you?"
I am surprised. I frown for fear of having heard badly. He notices it quickly enough and repeats his question once more.
-"Chan .... will not you regret it?"
Chan:"No."
-"Chan ... listen, you're under the influence of alcohol. You do not think clearly, I assure you. "
He's getting closer to me and we're only inches away from each other.
Chan:"I'm sure Y/N. On and some. Do you know that alcohol sometimes helps to do the things you want most, so in normal times you would not have done it for lack of courage? And..."
I cut him in his monologue.
-"Since when it takes approval for you to do something Chan."
Seeing that he did not understand my implied I close my eyes and resume:
-"Kiss me Chan."
Without further ado Chan have put his soft lips. He moves his lips against mine with incredible sweetness. It's lips are sweet but at once bitter with the taste of alcohol. He puts his hand on my cheek and deepens the kiss. I smile. Yes I have a crush on Chan one of my best friends and so what? Him also to what I can see. I'm happy. All in all alcohol can be a good effect on some people.
END... or not~
