Because it's my first time in love
W. Flower Seed
At that moment, I gave up thinking.
The person named Kim Taehyung is no longer with Yoon Soohyun.Handsome manNot,First LoveIt was the moment when it changed.
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That afternoon, as soon as I got home from school, I collapsed on my bed. It was as if I had a cassette tape playing in my head, just thinking about that part of what Taehyung had said on the rooftop.
“So you like me… You’re crazy, you’re crazy!”
He was lying face down, just kicking his feet. Not only was his face incredibly handsome, but his speech was also incredibly exciting. At this point, I should have suspected that he was a player... Honestly, even if Taehyung was a player, it didn't matter to me. Honestly, isn't it stranger that he's never met a woman with that face?
I jumped out of bed and reached for the mirror next to my bed. And when I looked at my face in the mirror, it was crazy, like slime.
Those facial features! Ugh! When I looked at Taehyung's chiseled face after looking at him, his facial features were completely mushy. What are his facial features? They were completely mushy, like melted slime.
“…This slime likes Kim Taehyung?”
Ah, even I thought about it, and it didn't make sense. I threw the mirror on the bed and lay back down. I actually think that if you like someone, looks don't matter, but that's just a drama. In real life, the ugly person would probably be incredibly concerned. If your partner is obviously a good person, and you feel so ugly, it's only natural for your self-esteem to plummet.
I never once thought I had to get along with Taehyung. He was obviously a great guy. So, I decided to change my perspective. Unrequited love is cost-effective! I like it alone, and if I go out alone and fall, that's it.As a fanI decided to go.
I've been a fan for 0 years. There's only one thing I can do as an ordinary person who knows nothing.searchThis was it. I just turned on my laptop and started typing on the green screen.
999+ There was advice from seniors who had been into it even earlier than me. I was a bit taken aback by the sheer volume, but I moved my cursor and clicked on the very first post. I wasn't sure if I'd be able to read it all today, but I decided to memorize it anyway.
I will show you the power of a normal student who ranks second in the whole school!!
The next day, as soon as I arrived at school, I went straight up to the rooftop. It was because of Taehyung, who was there until the first period bell rang. Sure enough, as soon as I opened the iron door, I saw Taehyung sitting on a bench, eyes closed, enjoying the breeze.
“Taehyung!”
He flinched for a moment at the sound of his name, then slowly opened his eyes. Then, as he turned the whale toward me, he waved with all his might and sat down on the bench next to Taehyung.
“You look happy, chick.”
I nodded vigorously. I don't know when it started, but I seemed to have already gotten used to Taehyung calling me a chick. Taehyung's face snickered as he watched me nod, but it was such a simple gesture.Since that day, Kim Taehyung has become someone who only gives me excitement.It was a really strange feeling.
“Nothing else… Can I take a picture of you?”
"picture?."
One of Taehyung's eyebrows twitched. 'It's not that I'm different, but I decided to be your fangirl starting today!' Fangirl? Taehyung's face seemed to say, 'What the heck are you talking about so early in the morning?' My lips felt dry for no reason.
“So, why… like those fans like idols? Starting today, I’m going to be a Kim Taehyung fan too!”
“For what purpose?”
I thought he'd just tell me to do whatever I want. Surprised by his unexpected response, I stopped and looked at Taehyung. "That's... what's my excuse?" I was going to say I was just a fanboy because I couldn't say I had a crush. Taehyung didn't seem to understand. But I couldn't say I had a crush either.
As I stood there, blinking, Taehyung looked at me with a relaxed expression and sighed. When he said, "Are you going to watch it alone?", I quickly replied, "Yeah! Of course. Fandom is something you do alone!"
“Chick, but where did you learn that?”
Taehyung took my phone to take a picture, and with his eyes fixed on the phone, asked where I learned it. When I answered, “Of course I learned it at Cho Rok Chang,” Taehyung made a displeased expression. He muttered, “I told you, the internet only has useless stuff.”
At first, I thought he was acting like that because he didn't like the fact that I was a fan, but Taehyung's next words interrupted my thoughts.
“How many people can you fangirl over?”
"huh?."
So, I blinked when Taehyung asked how many people I could like. Looking at the green screen, it seemed like I could like multiple people... But I'm only going to like Taehyung, so maybe just one person? I thought about it for a moment and then answered.
“One person?”
The corners of Taehyung's mouth slightly rose. "Really?" he replied, raising his phone high in the air and pulling me by the shoulder. Embarrassed by the momentary physical contact, I widened my eyes and looked back and forth between Taehyung and the phone. As if reading my expression, Taehyung responded.
“You said you were a fan. Then you should take a picture with me.”
Huh?, that's true... but is this really okay? I thought. It was a one-sided love disguised as a fandom, but I unintentionally ended up satisfying my selfish desires, and in a panic, I wrapped my arms around Taehyung and snuggled close to him. This is driving me crazy. The musky scent pierced my nose. Not only is he handsome, but his scent is also nice...
“You have to look ahead. What if they see me?”
“Huh?, Oh yeah…!!”
Click, ㅡ
A photo of the two of us, left behind with a sound. Even after taking the photo, Taehyung didn't hand over his phone. He seemed to fiddle with it a few times, and soon his phone rang. It seemed like he'd copied the photos he'd taken with mine to his own phone.
Oh, wait a minute. Then I'll give you Kim Taehyung's number!... I almost got excited for a moment. I finally calmed down, whoosh, whoosh, I exhaled and was about to speak, but Taehyung's mouth opened first.
“I don’t have your number. Just in case.”
I thought to myself, "This is the true taste of fandom!" I accepted the phone. We took a picture together and got the phone number. I made a promise. I would continue to spread the taste of fandom. I must have been fiddling with my phone like that for a while. Then, I noticed the time on the top left corner of the phone.
8:45 a.m..
It was almost time for first period to start. I stood up, dusting off the dust from my skirt, and Taehyung followed suit. Now it almost felt like we were partners.
They walked side by side to the rooftop door and, as they were about to turn the doorknob, the doorknob turned first.
Huh? Is there anyone coming in? I thought for a moment, but then a familiar scent came from beyond the door.
“Yoon Soo-hyun!! Do you know how long I’ve been searching for you?”
Why are you here?…
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