By your side

By Your Side 2

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(My mumbling: There was no wifi during the weekend..(excuse) I was just playing around, so there might not be much content.... The content might be weird....)



2019.01.02
Your birthday is coming up soon, but both you and your parents are just shedding tears.
Was it because I said something hurtful to you or because I went to see you?

2019.01.01
When I woke up this morning, you were gone.
Where did you go this morning?
Around 9 o'clock, the female protagonist came back and I asked her, "Where have you been?" out of concern, but she stopped at the front door without answering and looked at me with sad eyes. Then you
"Baekhyun, did I drink? But... I'm really conscious. I'm... so... conscious. Did I drink more? Hmm... Hyun-ah~ Hyun.."
"Hey, you... you must be drunk. Let's go in and sleep."
As I approached you, you looked at me and said something that made my heart sink.
"Hyun-ah..Baekhyun, you..why are you seeing me?"
"what???"
"I...know everything. I...know everything.."
"........."
"Where am I?"
"how.."
"........."
"........."
You said you knew. But you didn't seem to know what happened.
I got dressed and went to the hospital with Yeoju and Baekyeon.
(In front of the hospital room) I took a deep breath and went in, holding your trembling hand.
You looked so skinny and sick there. Looking at you...
"Am I...alive?"
"huh...."
At that moment, the female protagonist's mother came in.
"Baekhyun..."
"Oh...hello"
The heroine said, "Mom... I'm here... I..."
"Baekhyun...those kids"
"Ah... that"
Was I watching the female protagonist's expression?
"That...bad."
"Oh, I think I'll get caught soon," I said, trying to change the subject, but the female protagonist just looked at her aunt and said, "Mom..." I told my aunt, who seemed to be having a hard time, to go in and rest since I would be here, and my aunt said, "Then just wait a moment..." and left the hospital room.
At this, the female protagonist shed tears.
"Can I... go back?"
"........."
"What happened to me? Huh?"
I looked down at you and wiped the tears flowing from my eyes.
"You...you're just like that because you're sick. So if you're not sick..."
"You're lying, you're lying. Why are you lying now? Why.."
"Lady, I, I... promised to protect you, and I did..."
You were flustered and tried to wipe away my tears as they flowed down my face, but your hands could not reach me.
So I cried and told the truth.
"Hey, how should I explain this.... Th-your friend, you didn't know it, but your friends must have hated you, so... that... that bad X started harassing you without you knowing, 2 years ago when you lost your umbrella? I told you, right... that's when it started. And those kids started doing what the other kids did, no, they made the other kids do that.
Ha.. and then two months ago, I got into an accident where I pushed you onto the road."
You, who had been listening quietly, frowned at me
"Then where are they?"
"Couldn't he have run away?"
I was surprised to see that you were more calm than I thought, but I felt even more sorry for you.
Why aren't you angry? Why aren't you leaning on me? Why are you keeping all of that to yourself? As I was thinking about it, I saw the female protagonist smiling at me.
"Still, it's fortunate that Baekhyun has good friends."
As I watched you do that, I felt like crying again, so I lowered my head, fidgeted with my hands, and closed my eyes.
I felt something stroking my head, and it was Yeoju's hand...
"Don't worry, it'll be okay. Since you're so worried, I won't worry."
"Lady...me, you"
I took a step towards you, swallowing the words I liked
"Me too, me too, don't worry. I will definitely find it. I will definitely reveal it."
I felt like I was stroking your head, but in fact I didn't feel anything at all.
Ah.. I shouldn't keep being disappointed like this, but why is my heart so heavy? Why can't I hide my disappointed expression even though the heroine is in front of me? I'm worried. In fact, I'm worried that you won't come back, that I won't be able to hug you, that I won't be able to tell you that I like you.

2019.01.02 Yeoju, I actually like you a lot. I've liked you for a long time, so please... come back.