Phew~~
Because the filming was long today, it was early in the morning
Only after everything is doneKyungsoo came into the hotel
Only then did I look at the phone screen.
About the song here and there
The reaction is writtenThere were calls coming in.
But, what I'm most curious about is the reaction
There was no contact from just one person.
Clearly, I have a lot of feelings for myself
ContainedIt's called an album
You must have known...
What do you say when you know that fact?
Will you react?
I was most curious about this...
..........................
Acquaintances including members
Comments on the album
ContactsAmong the main ones...
With the previous contact concluded
From Jong-in
There was no contact whatsoever.
Even missed calls...
What happened?
Did something come up in the meantime?
Or maybe you didn't notice?
I was trying to contact you out of curiosity
In the mobile phoneThe numbers on the clock
I stopped Kyungsoo's fingers.
'I'll go home and see it tomorrow anyway.
We can talk about it then.'
I threw my phone on the bed
To the bathroomIt was Kyungsoo heading towards.
The next day,
After finishing the morning shooting schedule, it was evening
Only after everything is doneKyungsoo arrived home
A dark house with all the lights off
Looking around, for some reason
I felt empty.
Clearly today I
I thought it was the day I came home
Jong-in also knew
It was a day without any special schedule.
So at the time Kyungsoo arrives
Come homeI said I would be there
It was Jong-in
The lights are off and have been off since yesterday
No contact all day
I feel sad because of Jong-in
It was Gyeongsu.
This is the first time something like this has happened.
I can't contact you for no reason...
Come to think of it, it always comes first
Contact me
First, express yourself
The role that was always waiting was Jong-in.
At some point, it became too familiar
I did something for Jong-in
I'm the first to step forward
In that moment, Kyungsoo realized that there was nothing there.
I'm originally like this...
I'm embarrassed to express it
Because I'm just not good at it
I'm sure you'll understand though.
I think you know what I mean without me having to say it.
My heart says it's not like that.....
So I speak through my songs
I wanted to
Kyungsoo suddenly felt uneasy.
All of these are my
It could be selfishness
I started to think.
Always in words and actions
Please express it
It was the servant I was talking about.
'Brother~ No matter how much I think
What's the point of just thinking about it~
We are in your head
I can't even see it~
I like you and I love you
I need to express it to know~
You're not talking to me, are you?
Same goes for fans~
My brother doesn't express his embarrassment well
So there are a lot of fans
I'm sorry. There are many fans who misunderstand.'
I know it in my head, but it doesn't work well.
The habit of holding back words for fear of making mistakes
It seems like it's frozen in front of the fans
Like Jong-in said in front of me
Words just don't come out of my mouth.
Love for the fans too...
My feelings for Jong-in too...
How can I convey it well?
Sitting on the living room sofa and doing this and that
I was thinking about
at that time
Tiring~
I hear the front door opening
A familiar silhouette appeared.
[Huh? Hey, you're here early.
I'll upload it when my brother says he'll be here
I came as fast as I could...but I was a step late.]
[Where have you been?]
[Ah~~ If you come first, it'll be a surprise for you
I wanted to do it...but I failed~]
Then, it was Jong-in who held out something.
Inside the nicely packaged shopping bag
With blue roses
There was a flower I had never seen before.
Looking at yourself with surprised eyes
Jong-in looks embarrassed in front of Kyung-soo
He said, scratching the back of his head.
[Yesterday, I was listening to my brother's song, and we used to
My brother bought it for me when I went to the concert
I suddenly thought of roses
So this time I told my brother
I wanted to give it to you.
But finding a blue rose
It was so hard~~
So it took some time.]
[.................]
Burying his face in the flowers and saying nothing
Looking at Gyeongsu
Jong-in asked.
[Why aren't you saying anything?]
[...I remembered...]
[Of course. How could I forget that?
I even remember the language of flowers...]
At Jong-in's words, Kyung-soo raises his head
He smiled brightly with his characteristically pretty eyes.
[Thank you...it smells good.]
[Do you like it?]
[Yeah~~ It's pretty. But what is this flower next to it?]
[Ah... that...'Lisianthus']
[Lisianthus?]
[Yeah~ Unchanging love.]
[Unchanging love...?]
[Yeah...the flower language is unchanging love...
Miracles and unchanging love_
That bouquet of flowers
Here are my thoughts on your album.
I heard my brother's song yesterday and immediately
I was trying to contact you but it was in writing
How can I express my feelings?
I thought there wouldn't be any
So I kept thinking about it and just did it.
I don't know what I'm feeling and what I'm feeling right now
I don't know how to express this...
I can't think of the words to express it.]
Kyungsoo was listening to Jongin's words without saying anything.
He hugged Jong-in quietly.
Jong-in naturally rested his head on Kyung-soo's shoulder.
Put your arms around your waist and rest your chin on it
He continued talking.
[I listened to your songs a lot yesterday.
It was embarrassing, but I also cried.
My brother's heart is full in the album
There was tea~
I always tell Do Kyungsoo that I don't express myself to him.
I was complaining...
Is it possible to be this moved?
I'm so touched I don't know what to say
What should I do?
I didn't know so I couldn't contact you earlier.
This is really a big deal.
As time goes by, my feelings for my brother grow
It's not decreasing
It's getting bigger and bigger...
Now I can keep talking about it
Words like “I love you” and “I am lacking something”
My heart
I can't express it all. What should I do?
Always give me all your feelings
Not afraid to reveal
Even though it's Jong-in
Always talking about this lack.
How can you be so blind
Can you like me?
I always think about it
You must have grown up receiving a lot of love.
What a loving person you are.
To this kind of person
I feel so loved.
I also want to give confidence to this kind of person.
Don't express your blind love to me
Even if you don't, I still love you,
That I won't leave you...
[love you...]
Looking at Kyungsoo who quietly talks about love
Jong-in with surprised eyes
I looked at Gyeongsu.
Before you speak, first
I didn't know how to say I love you
Because it was Kyungsoo, he did it properly
I'm confused as to whether what I heard is correct
It was Jong-in.
Looking at such a servant, Gyeongsu is unwavering.
With a straight look in your eyes
He whispered again.
[I love you, Jong-in.
In my life, there is a person named Kim Jong-in
How big a part does it take up?
You wouldn't know.
Can you feel it?]
Kyungsoo takes Jongin's hand and holds it to his
Placed on the left chest.
Thump~thump thump~thump~
Kyungsoo's fingertips
I can feel my heartbeat.
Irregularly at a slightly fast pace
A beating heart.
[Thinking of you, seeing you,
When I feel you
My heart is always beating like this
I'm running.
Me too. As time goes by, you
It gets better.
I can't express my feelings well
Sorry.
But now, if it's not you, I
I don't think it will work.
So please stay with me from now on.]
[This is really too much, Do Kyungsoo......
I do all the cool stuff myself.]
Tears of happiness welled up in Jong-in's eyes.
And then soon I became the happiest person in the world
Give a warm smile.
[I love you too...
It was like that in the past too,
Even now...
From now on.....forever.....]
Looking at that kind of seed, Kyungsoo's face also
A bright smile spread across his face.
We will continue to be together in the future.
Like any lovers, I get jealous
And get angry
And love again,
Sometimes the heart that loves each other
Rather, they become poison and hurt each other
I'm hurt,
I will spend time like that.
Maybe our story is like a fairy tale
Like the ending
"~I lived happily ever after.
It may not be the ending.
But, I can be sure.
Kim Jong-in. I regret choosing you.
I said there won't be any
and,
I hope you will continue to shine with your color in the future too_
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People often say
The temperature of love
The feeling called love
The maximum valid period is also
I never cared, it just happened that way
I just still
Like drinking a cup of coffee in the morning
As the sun rises and sets toward the west
It's so obvious that I love you
Yeah I’m gonna, I’m gonna love you
Like breathing
I’m gonna love
It's so obvious
I’m gonna, I’m gonna love
Still the same
It's so easy for me, it's so natural
I think I knew it from the very first moment
I will love you for a long time
Like the common flow of seasons
As spring passes and summer takes its place
The midday sun is quite hot
It's natural for me to love you
Yeah I’m gonna,
I’m gonna love you
Yeah I’m gonna,
I’m gonna love you
Still the same
I’m gonna love you - D.O.
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