My dream started like that: I was in Korea with you and we spend lot time together and talking about your relationship with Min and others membersš. We get in to coffee shop and talking a lot when your phone starts ringing and I tell you to pick upāŗļø. When you stopped talk you look panicked so I ask you what happened and you started cryingš¢, I just trying to calm you down and you tell that you got phone from hospital that Xiumin had car crash so I ask waiter to order taxi and we go straight to hospitalš. After we arrived and paid to taxi driver and calm you down saying that everything will alright but you couldnāt call down so in meanwhile I call to Suho to meet with us in hospitalš. After we arrived we just go and ask nurse where we found Xiumin so they tell where we found and Suho cheers you up and I was going to talk with doctorš. After talking with him I was in shock but I knew I should tell you the truthš. I just come to you and ask Suho to buy us some drinks because I need talk with youš. Itās wasnāt easy to tell you but I calmly tell you that Xiumin is in coma and doctor donāt know when he wake up so I tell you to stay with him and talk all the timeš. You just stay all night with him and Suho take me to home to rest a little but I was silent crying as well so he trying cheer me up as wellš. At the time when I was trying get in home Suho ask me can he came in with me which is suprised me but I agreedš. He Ā just wanna talk with me in personal and thank you for everything what I done to Xiumin but I tell him itās not big deal because I will do it for everybody else š. He knew that is not moment but he ask me to go out with him even know that Iām married person I tell him that I give him answer when Xiumin wake up from comaš. After few days Xiumin wake up, you feel happy because me, you and Suho was there but you ask him how he feel but he looks strange at me and ask you who Iāmš¢. We both was suprised but I whispered you that I going back to home and you explain who Iāmāŗļø. You knew that I will be crying because he forgot about me but at the moment when I leave my tears dropped and Suho take me silence to homeš. I was really grateful to Suho about what he done but I tell him that I canāt go out him but he grab my hand, kiss on and wiped away my tears and suddenly kiss me on cheek š. Thatās shocked me but I tell him thatās I appreciate it his feelings to me but I canāt go out with him and Iām sorry about thatāŗļø. After few days I tell you that I coming back to England to be by side to my husband but you ask me to visit Xiumin because of what I heard I only bring you clothes to change and not visiting him to not confuse š. Last day you ask me to stay with him because you wanna change clothes and go buy some coffee so you wanna give me opportunity to said him goodbyeš. He was sleeping so I sit on chair and calmly said to him: I glad that nothing serious happened to you my friend but itās hurting my heart that you forgot about me, I just wanna tell you goodbye and be happy with your girlfriend because she truly loves youššš. I think is this a best solution to do now but I hope someday you remember about me my tears falling to his cheek because I kiss him on foreheadš. When I was goodbye be happy and slowly go to door he suddenly grab my hand what suprised meš®. I just turn around and sit on chair again, he just look at me by saying that had nice voice who sound really familiar I just smile to him and says just go sleep and donāt think about anything but he wipe my tears asking why Iām crying? That time you come back so I said I must go to pack myself but Xiumin ask you to leave for moment because he wanna said to me somethingš. You just leave for moment and I ask him what he wanna tell me: He ask me again why Iām crying and I answer him that I canāt tell him but he grab my hand and said if I donāt tell him he not let me goš. I said to him let go my hand but he was so stubborn so I keep silent and he only look at me which make me Ā embarrassed so I tell him that Iām crying because I feel happy that nothing serious happens to him so now can you let my hand Ā and wish him happy with you but he touch gently my cheek tell him he shouldnāt do that, so I just tell you to come in because we finished talk so I was go to home packing my stuff and go sleep because i need to be airport very early so I said goodbye to you and wish you be happy with himš. Next day I ask Suho to give me ride at airport but he still feel rejected by me so I tell him that when I fly here again I promise to go out with him because he knowing that I really love Xiumin as friend and he was little jealous of thatš. After few days you said that Xiumin leave hospital and he feeling fine that he still trying remember who Iām but I said to you thatās fineš. After that I wake upš.Ā
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