My dream was like that: After my fighting with Xiumin we just ignoring each other and didnāt talk at all but you calm down your lover boy and trying us to agreed and be back friends again but anyone of us canāt gonna to compromiseš¤š¤. You really loves us both so you create plan with others members to reconcile to be friends again with Xiumin because you didnāt wanna seen him in suffer and do that for himššš. You ask me to come with you on concert so I agreed, going together for shopping to looks nice and put little make up to look naturalš. Ā We gather in place where concert will be held but before we get in I tell you that Iām scared to meet with Xiumin but you cheers me upš. We go in and sit on our place when you excuse me and go said hi to your lover boyš. You came back and said you wanna introducing me to others members but I didnāt wanna when before my eyes appeared Xiumin. I shyness said hi to him but he grab my hand and hugged me. I said him to let me go but he whisper in my ear: I really miss you, can we talk after my concert? I was suprised his reaction but I agreed and you take my hand and go together to other members to introduce me. I said hi to all them: My name is Natalia, nice too meet you, wish you good luck on your concert but I wanna go back to sit when Kyungsoo grab my hand and kiss gentlyš. I was feeling embarrassed and Iāve seen reaction of Xiuminš³š³. We had lots of fun and after concert Iām meeting with you Xiumin to talking about what happened between us. We feeling awkward and didnāt know how to start our conversation but I started saying: Your concert was amazing I really loves thatš„°š„°š„°. So he smiled to me saying that he forgive me everything and wanna be friends again because he love me so much as friend but at the moment I started crying because I realised that I love him more than friend but I will hide this feelings because didnāt wanna hurts you. He ask me why I crying but you interrupted because Kyungsoo wanna ask me something. I just wanna run away when I close door my tears just dropped and I started going to exit because I didnāt somebody seen me but I hit Kyungsoo: I said sorryš. He looks at me asking is something happens but I started crying again and he hug me at the time when Xiumin wanna walked you at home. Xiumin wanna walk me too but I said if he donāt mind I wanna Kyungsoo take me to home. So we going together you with Xiumin and me with Kyungsoo. Meanwhile I said him that Iām sorry about that but he said that he happy because he wanna know me better and ask me to go out with him. I said Iām sorry Kyungsoo but Iām married person but when he heard that he still wanna go with me on date so I agreed. I just thank him to walk me home and you kiss Xiumin on lips and I Kyungsoo on cheekš. We feeling tired but I tell you honestly what I feel for your lover boy but I tell as well that I going out with Kyungsoo. Next day I dress nice on meeting with Kyungsoo but I knew you two following us to see what happens. I had lots of fun but It was time to say goodbye and thank him for helpš. He grab my hand gently kisses, come closer to me and ask can I let him to kiss me on lips that was shocked me but my tears started falling again and I said yes but he very well knows that I love Xiumin and wanna see if he will be very jealous of him. When he touch my lips gently I feel safe, I panic and run away. I just walking calmly when somebody grab my hand it was Xiumin. I ask him what he doing here? He hug me and I said him to let me go. He let me but telling me that he saw what happend? So I ask him are you jealous? He looks straight in my eyes answering me: Yes Iām very jealous of you but I know Kyungsoo is good person and take care of you. At the moment I looks with tears in my eyes saying that you should thinking about your girlfriend not for me. I will be alright you donāt have too worry but my tears dropš. He ask me again why Iām crying but I said him I canāt tell you and you should take care of your girlfriend but he suddenly kiss me on lips and at the time I wake upš.
