Rain-soaked railings and
The dark river flowing below moves parallel to each other.
The rain pours down relentlessly, as if pushing against my body,
I don't even think about avoiding it.
The destination doesn't come to mind,
The footsteps just roll forward.
The rain carried by the cold wind struck my face mercilessly,
I didn't care.
Is it rainwater, or the remains of some emotion?
An unknown tear gathered in the corner of my eyes
It flowed down my cheek and seeped into the darkness.
Is someone watching me?
Cars that pass by at a rapid pace
They all pass by, shaking like inflated vans,
The light emitted by the headlights briefly shone through the rain.
It disperses and quickly seeps into the black void.
Even the light and noise do not touch my heart,
There was no longer any emotion left in my body.
Life has been around for a long time
All that remained was the feeling of being slowly drained from my body.
Is it time to die now...?
Turn your body to the side and grab the railing.
The cold metal digs into my palm,
Still not shaking or afraid.
Endless darkness beneath our feet,
Rather, it made my heart calm.
Even if it's by mistake, your hand
I don't think I'll slip off the railing.
It's so annoying.
You leave death to me
The wind flutters my clothes, and the rain brushes my face.
It seems like all those feelings have already flowed far away.
Instead of feeling out of breath, in a corner of my heart
Rather, a strange peace settles in.
Kang Tae-hyun,,,
If only it weren't for you
Even as death approaches,
The world is still shaking in the rain.
"Is this where you barely escaped?"
A road wet with rain
His voice as he walked slowly without an umbrella
He drove a fancy foreign car and wore a fancy suit.
Just like the first day we met.
"Why? To die?"
He approaches slowly,
He looks at me as if he thinks my situation is pitiful.
"Come down now"
The eyes that look at me with annoyance as if it's no use
It cuts through the cool rain.
There is a cruel playfulness in his cold gaze,
The air that makes it difficult to even breathe envelops my whole body.
It even gives me courage I never had before...
My heart that wished for death, even if it was by mistake,
Now I was hoping to fall of my own free will.
His cold gaze in the rain and wind
Still tearing my body apart, but in a corner of my heart
The last words I have to say linger quietly in my mind.
"...I loved you with all my heart"
At that moment, all the noise in the rain faded away,
While sinking into endless darkness,
All that's left is cool air and
It was just the lingering feeling of the last word that was spoken.
I heard it passing through my sleep
The noise of the city gradually fades away,
Only the clear sound of water filled my ears.
Cold water wraps around your skin
Small bubbles brush past my shoulders.
The lights that were twinkling above the water
It stretches out as it descends into the water,
Those shards of light swayed like gentle breath.
As my whole body was immersed in quiet darkness
I slowly closed my eyes.
"Do you want to die? I'm sorry, but it's not over yet?"
A faint voice from somewhere opened my eyes.
Was it salvation?