[Short Story] Missing You

Episode_01: Missing You



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BGM: BTOB - Missing You

(I recommend listening to it with BGM. At this time, the volume of the music should be around 3 to 5 notches with earphones on.)






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"....."

"....sorry."

"....."

"We... I think we should end it now."

"Did you meet another man..?"

"...Thank you."




A year that was long if it was long and short if it was short

I was happy to be with you for that year.

A week before departure,

As if you knew

He said goodbye to me.


She usually had a blank look in her eyes


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"I will be the one who throws away, not the one who is thrown away."


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"I can't abandon you. So you abandon me."




As if he had granted my request at that time

As if he knew that if I left, he would be abandoned

You abandoned me before I abandoned you.





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Our relationship is coming to an end

I wish this period was a comma

A comma that can be continued again someday


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Drunk on parting

I'm drunk again

I can't take you like before.



This is how Ire passed away.

I miss you so much, it's gone in an instant

A year will easily pass while I miss you.


Now I won't be able to see you even if I want to.

Because I won't be on this earth.

I was leaving to make you happy

Now I'm leaving to forget you.









The road to London that leaves you forgetting your purpose

It was desolate and empty.






The seat next to me is empty

Put my bag in your place

The luggage compartment, like me, has become useless.






And so the day dawned for me to leave for London.







2 years later_

London, England



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He gives Jimin the middle finger while he is teasing him.

Jimin is a Korean-British person, so he curses in English.

The point is that I can't understand Korean swear words.


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"Fucking son of a bitch, Park Jimin..."

"You always tease me about my ex-girlfriend."

"I told you my love story for nothing, really..."


I lay on the roof of the building and curse at my friend.

Taehyung missed Korea so much that he installed a wall and a sofa on the roof of a building he owned.

The rooftop is Korea, but the view is London.

It's an unusual combination.





The building that Taehyung owns is a kind of studio and home.

Let me introduce this building.

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The cafe-like lounge and reception room are on the first floor.

This is where I usually take orders and commissions for paintings and rest.






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Taehyung's studio where he draws is on the second floor

Sometimes Jimin comes and causes a ruckus before leaving.



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Thanks to my ex-girlfriend, a space designer, whom I met in England to forget her.

Taehyung's house, located on the third floor of the building, is a very feminine house that is full of emotions.

It's pretty, so I don't really plan on changing the interior.


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And the rooftop where Taehyung mainly works

Jimin asked why he was working on the rooftop instead of in his studio.

If that's the case, I'll insist on using the workroom as my studio.

Every time that happens

                          "Nope, The studio is my warehouse."                                          No, the studio is my storage room.               

He refuses, saying,

And the main reason Taehyung works on the rooftop instead of in his studio is



Because I used to draw pictures in the attic when I was with her







I guess love is inevitable.

Start a new love

No matter how hard I try to forget

I can't forget it.


How much more love

How much longer do I have to try to forget?

Can I forget you?


Even though I want to forget you

It kept coming to mind.

You must have forgotten me.

If we ever meet, that's the first thing I want to ask.

Have you forgotten me?

How did you forget me?







I wish my love was inversely proportional to the love I had for you.

Unfortunately, I can't do that_


I still miss you.