Jin and Hoseok were the first ones with the permission to pay me a visit they will arrive with the change of the guard shift so they will come in and left later with the person that ended his turn in the hospital, we will have some time in the morning to be a little ready to see anyone, I have slept for a few hours but Baby was enduring another night without resting properly.
She didn't insisted on washing properly my hair, of course I made her end all wet but she didn't minded either. She braided my hair so it will have nice waves after drying on his own.
Baby dressed a little more decent with jeans and a blouse and took the time to do her makeup, she said that didn't wanted to see like a zombie and be asked constantly if she was well.
I realize she wasn't as lively as yesterday but it's probably because in the moment Baby takes a seat, her eyes will close and she insisted on being awake, to rest properly at night.
I was thinking to myself most of the morning, to tell that I didn't learn which crazy nurse was in charge of me by lunch time, I was given regular food, the taste was bland but it will suffice my hunger. The boys came during that time so Baby left us all alone to have real food on her sistem.
She didn't take that long, the guys were surprised Baby came back so diligently she new the guys had a limited amount of time to be with me, so she tried to let us talk without her.
They have asked how was to spend so much time with her in that small room so I told them about how she managed the nurse, so they wouldn't ask any personal questions about how I felt about her.
I couldn't take my eyes from her as Baby walked barefoot placing her things were it wouldn't look messy and staying standing until they left. My phone was buzzing like crazy telling me how pretty she was, or why Baby tried no to be too close. I silenced them telling them if they wanted to die.
She received a notification and hurried like crazy to her laptop urgently she copied something from her phone and played the video of a girl doing a solo.
I could see the nice performance as she dialed a number and started to talk in Spanish, a hight speed, at some point she was writing an email in English as she continued on the phone. And she seemed really tired she wrote some more mails on Spanish and English.
She said one of her artists got her choreography stolen for a contest, since she manages the work of the people under her care Baby has footage of who is the original owner of the choreography. Probably can't do anything about the contest but surely will stop this to happen again because most of people can't demonstrate their own work to call someone else is a fake creator.
Baby had to give permission to her sources to provide the footage from her security sistem to register her artists and students progress and creations. The one using the choreography once worked as a teacher for children, but she easily demonstrated that had bad habits and got fired after 3 months.
I wanted to do something for her but I didn't know what could I do here at the hospital, being captived in this small room. But got an idea and asked to my group members for some advice... I told them Baby got bad news from her company, obviously that took her smile away and to suggest me something that could give her some strength, to left the problem be solved by the people Baby gave the authority to decide on her place.
Namjoon and Jimin joined us by dinner time Baby also gave us some privacy and we hurried to get a surprise for her, it was a simple cushion with a picture the group, we had took it the other day, we spent time together but they didn't told me they had chosen another picture to the other side of the puffy item.
They liked to do this kind of surprises together and more if they were giving support to someone that had been so nice to us and our staff. PD have called me to see how I was doing and how was she managing the situation because the security team were always telling good things about her, to make him realize how quickly Baby gained their hearts and trust.
She didn't noticed anything because Baby was really tired and almost falling sleep standing, she seemed a little confused about what they were telling her. Actually Namjoon had to suddenly speak in English to make it easier for her. Jimin hugged her hard enough to break a bone or two, but she at least smiled a little because of them.
Baby took off her makeup and her pretty eyes had purple marks on her skin and they were really red and watered because she haven't rested properly. The young woman was about to prepare the chair to try and get some sleep but the door needed to be opened again to let the nurse come inside to do her job.
I recognized that I was running low on my tolerance about their behavior and that I wanted to kill her (the nurse).
Baby locked the door finally and I got her before she reached the uncomfortable place she got to rest. She didn't resisted my actions and was just careful with my sling
- Baby I want to take care of you... I know it should be the other way around but you need some time off to forget about everything in the world - she just said it sounds wonderful with a sad expression on her face. Then I asked her why couldn't she take my offer and Baby only said that it was too good to be true... and because I would forget about her as soon as she was sent to become something she always feared to be because if big are the lights on you then stronger gets the shadow.
I wanted to tell it wasn't true but I can't lie about how much we struggle with the fact that we are treated differently from the rest of the people that doesn't have a public face to protect. I just wanted to make Baby forget about the world tonight.
I was a little frustrated with myself but today I can't imagine doing another thing... I pulled her closer carefully , she didn't tried to look at me but didn't refused me either. I hold her hand and she was trembling I guided her to my bed that was on a flat position from before. I, nicely and sweet convinced Baby to seat on it , got on her lap knees at each side of her.
I posicioned her hands on each leg, of course my legs weren't dressed since the gown I was wearing now was a one piece, probably the nurses fault. It hurts to notice how she was trying not to touch me much or not enjoy my advances because Baby was trying her best no to fall for me.
I remember in the past... it was hard to get te attention of the girl I was interested on, after I became more famous my life was so full of surprises that I didn't liked anybody in particular, recalling more recent times I had to be careful of the woman throwing themselves into me, like the nurses or literally going all over me, to the point of not being able to be allowed to go outside without a bodyguard.
Baby liked my little mischievous behaviors to make her nervous, flustered and to pay a lot of attention to me. I also liked her smiles and savage side to stop me from seduce her, to enjoy myself. She clearly said the moment when she realized it, she liked something I said or suggested to do but never did.
- can I touch your arm? - Baby looked into my eyes and I said yes. I didn't broke the eye contact as carefully used the opportunity to move her hand a little up my tight and made her hold on my waist. I commanded her to do exactly the same thing with the hand I couldn't held because of my injury. She bited her lower lip before she got the courage to smoothly slide her had up and get the other side of my waist.
- can I be closer?- this time Baby only said that it was okay and helped me to be closer enough to provide chills to her, the good kind of chills. She smells really good so I touched her neck with my nose, with a left to right motion so Baby will feel something from her shoulder up to her ear.
- Fall for me tonight Baby, don't think of anything else, focus on me, give me a chance to be part of you...I want to kiss you tonight - blurted totally serious.
Baby was fighting with herself to indulge herself on my proposal, her lower lip trembled and a small tear fell wetting her cheek, I trapped it with my lips before it went lower she also didn't said anything when she moved her face so our noses were side by side and closed her eyes to continue her motion to make contact with our lips.
The light contact burned whatever plan I had in mind as I pressed harder to properly start the kiss. I didn't hurried to get a more intense kind of kiss. I entertained myself with that soft action. I repeated the kiss not getting enough from her, Baby also did her part moving on her own to get my mouth if I lifted a little the pressure.
I liked her lips, stopping for a moment to look at her face, I asked if she wanted more and Baby only said "please kiss me" then I decided to go all out holding her neck and slowly heating the way I was kissing her, until I was exploring her mouth with my tongue. She obviously moaned to the sensation.
We kissed lightly and harder as we see fit, I don't know the time we spent together doing it but the morning came up and we were sleeping peacefully together. She was the bigger spoon making a pillow with her arm for me and the other one just resting over my hip not touching the sling.
I managed to move into a sitting position and smiled because Baby noticed I was no longer next to her, I seriously needed to go to the bathroom and washed myself a little my lips felt tender as I brushed my teeth happy after what happened last night. She took the bed all to herself not caring about the t-shirt she was using to sleep, wasn't covering much at the moment.
She wasn't totally aware of it but Baby seemed to sense my presence in the room because she smiled and tried to open her eyes, her mouth was pink and swelling like mine and that made me feel proud of it. She stirred like a cat before sitting to regain enough strength to left the bed.
- Min Yoongi - she said
- that's me - I played along.
- thanks for last night - Baby said blushing.
- what exactly is the good action I did last night? - I teased her.
- hmmmm, I learned something new about myself, I learned something new about you and definitely learned the real meaning of awesome - she said smiling and teasing me back as I checked her from the chair as she seated Indian style to talk
- continue - Baby got my attention.
- firstly... I didn't know I was capable of doing anything in the state of zombie I was last night, secondly... you are the best one I got to kiss - I didn't let her continue to the number three until she explained the reasons for that affirmation
- well.... everything felt perfect to me - Baby decided to get up and cover her body properly
- and the last reason is because your mouth tasted like sweet and poison at the same time, the addictive kind of poison... you know it's going to kill you, but can't resist not having it- she said before reaching the bathroom
Those words really did wonders to my ego and self confidence.