“Are you feeling calmer now?”
" .. yes "
"Ha, I should have just stopped it more strongly... I'm sorry, it's my fault."
“No. Like an idiot, I... like a real idiot...”
“What is Captain Kwon going to do?”
“ … “
"No, I really thought I forgot"
"..the kid's voice calling my name is really funny.. "
” ..? ”
“That’s the voice I wanted to hear so badly back then.”
".. my lady"
“Senior.. What should I do..?”
I didn't even have the confidence to face Captain Kwon. I knew he wasn't the kind of person you could treat with a half-hearted attitude. I knew he was the kindest person in the world you could treat with the most kind heart.
She's such a pretty person... I wonder if I'm hurting her
at that time,
dripping,
“Yes, who are you?”
"This is the deputy commander. Is Ms. Kim Yeo-ju inside?"
“..this boss..?”
” ..? “
The one who knocked on the door was none other than this boss, and Teacher Choi patted my shoulder twice before leaving. Seriously, I'm ashamed to even see this boss...
“Why am I...”
"I haven't seen Mr. Kim since I got here yesterday, so I stopped by. Oh, this is a gift."
Swish,
" .. thank you "
“Did you cry by any chance?”
" .. that is "
“I don’t know who it is, but I think the person who made me cry will be crushed by the company commander.”
” … “
“.. Or is the person responsible perhaps the company commander?”
“I just... don’t know.”
“What do you mean?”
“Do I like Captain Kwon… or not?”
“ … ”
“Does Yoon Jeong-han still like that kid..?”
“If it’s Yoon Jeong-han… isn’t that the new doctor?”
"That's right. But Captain Kwon isn't someone you can approach with such a mindset. I know that..."
“.. Since when did you start to feel like you liked the new doctor?”
"Actually, I met him a long time ago, and he was a bit of a swindler. He was a bit malicious."
” … “
past,
The day we were informed of our breakup was the day the results of my and his child's specialist exams were announced. We were both nervous, having prepared for the exam with a double-crossing nose.
As a result, I was eliminated, and Yoon Jung-han passed. But it was okay. It wasn't just that Yoon Jung-han passed, I felt better that Yoon Jung-han passed.
If neither of them stick together, I hope it's Yoon Jeong-han who sticks together instead of me.
Because I loved that child that much
Because I truly loved that light
but,
" what..? "
“Let’s break up.”
“Why on earth…? At least give me a proper reason.”
"I hate you. Do you need any more reasons?"
"You call that talking?! "
“ … ”
"There's another reason. It can't be the reason for you."
“..let’s stop. Please.”
When I was about to lose my mind after failing the exam, the person I was sure would comfort me was not a warm consolation, but a cold farewell.
I found out later that the chairman of the board, Mr. Baek, who was a big shot at Yoon Jeong-han, had pressured our department professor to fail me and pass Yoon Jeong-han.
And then it was really funny to see him sitting right next to the professor and answering questions.
Even though I felt like I'd grown to hate that guy, every night I sought that light again. In the endless darkness, I longed for it to find me once more.
“Jeonghan.. huh Yoon Jeonghan.. ”
“Senior Yeoju..!”
Every night, I drank alcohol, struggling to fall asleep, and every night, I spent in tears. Now, I spent every night like that, searching for that voice buried in the back of my memory.
But, as if it were a joke of God, I came here and heard that voice again and it felt so good, it really felt like he was loving me again.
I couldn't do anything.
Back to the present,
“Like a fool... I don’t think I’ve forgotten it yet.”
“Why did you think so?”
“.. that person is calling me ‘Yeoju’ again”
“ … ”
"I couldn't push it away. The moment I heard that voice, I felt like I couldn't do anything."
“ … ”
“I don’t know if it was because I missed you or what.”
“ … “
“I wonder what I should do now.”
“..How about running away from Captain Kwon?”
" yes? "
“I’ve been away from Mr. Yoon, so I’m going to be away from Captain Kwon too. So…”
“ … ”
“You will know how much more painful and difficult it is to break up with someone. It will be very painful.”
“ … ”
“Wouldn’t it be less bad to not meet at all than to break up with such a confused mind?”
" .. I guess so "
"Of course, escaping from Captain Kwon won't be easy. But..."
“ ..? ”
“ OOOO O OOO OOO OOOO OO OOO “
“..is that so?”
Swish,
“Ah… I guess I’ll be going now for today. I have to prepare for roll call.”
“Thank you for the advice. Really.”
“ .. rather than advice ”
“ … ”
“It’s just my common experience.”
After those words, the sergeant left Medicube, leaving me completely alone. Speaking of experiences... it must be about the military doctor, right?
I spent the entire night in Medicube pondering how to escape from Captain Kwon, and how to find the courage to do so.
A week passed like that, and somehow Captain Kwon avoided me.
“Ha.. I’m really tired.”
In addition to the hand injury that left me unable to use it, the exhaustion from staying up all night was on the verge of overpowering me. Even in the emergency room, it never felt like this...
I decided that today I would just finish my morning rounds and organizing my charts and then go back to my room.
at that time,
widely,
" ah.. "
While I was organizing, the box I was keeping my charts in fell over and I realized that I was really doing nothing to help myself.
I'm crouching on the floor and organizing the charts that have spilled out,
Swish,
“.. Aren’t you overdoing it when your hands hurt?”
“Oh, senior...”
“Don’t collapse from overwork. You’ll be short of fluids.”
" .. yes "
"Mr. Kim"
" yes? "
Swish,
".. Our return date has been set"
” ..!! “
“Now I really have to decide.”
“ … “
I couldn't understand why the moment of choice came to me without warning and tormented me.
Now I really had to decide. Which light to choose.
A light that will brighten my world beautifully