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_World Episode 20

“Good morning~”

“Good morning~”



Three days have passed since the meeting with Mr. Kwon Soon-young. Mr. Kwon Soon-young returned to his unit the next day, and Sergeant Lee is still hospitalized in our hospital.


“Teacher, you look in a good mood today?”

“Ahaha.. is that so?”

“Oh, teacher, by any chance...”

“ ..? ”

“Do you know the soldier who came that time?”

“If you are a soldier...”

"The person who spoke like that and said he would receive treatment from the teacher"

“Why is that person…?”

" yes ..? "



As expected, it's Kwon Soon-young.



"No.. I know we're not strangers, so why?"

“Then, could you please continue this for me?”

" yes ..? "

“I saw you yesterday and you were so my style...”

“Ahaha.. that’s it.. “



Who said that Kwon Soon-young was a virgin? She's so popular, they're just going to lock her up somewhere... I don't think this will work because she's a soldier.



“That’s actually...”



At that moment,



“What are you all doing?”

"Yes..? Oh.. I just wanted to say hello.. "

“I’ve been receiving greetings since morning.”

" .. sorry "

“A while ago, someone came from the military base and was looking for Professor Kim.”

"Me..? In the military..?"

"It seems like that person was the one who was begging Professor Kim to treat him at that time."

"Aha.. yes.. "



Anyway.. it really helped my life..!



Eventually, I headed back down to the lobby on the first floor and looked around for someone in military uniform. If this guy was here, why wouldn't he just sit there? Why is he wandering around like this?

at that time,



" what ..? "



I saw Kwon Soon-young chatting with a woman I'd never seen before in a hospital cafe. What the heck was that...

I was angry, but I tried to hold it in and approached him rationally. You're dead.



"I heard you were looking for me."

” ..?! ”

"Captain Kwon Soon-young."

“Ah.. here”

"Excuse me, but could you just tell me what's going on? As you can see, I'm a very busy on-call doctor."

" her.. "

“ ..? ”



Suddenly, the woman sitting across from me burst into laughter. "Huh? You're making me feel uncomfortable?"



“Hey.”

" yes ? "

“What’s there to brag about if you get caught secretly drinking coffee with another man at a cafe?”

"What?"

“I’m sorry if you didn’t know, but this person is my boyfriend, so if you knew and did this, please get out of the way.”

" her .. "



Why has he been laughing so hard since earlier? No matter how I look at it, it doesn't seem like Kwon Soon-young would have asked that woman to drink first. He just did it



" and .. "

” ..? “

"Look at me. Follow me."

"..yes, I understand."



You're dead, for real













” … ”

“ … ”

“..I’ll give you a chance to explain.”

"As you know, I looked for Yeoju as soon as I got here... and while I was waiting... that woman from before randomly..."

“.. Look into my eyes.”



Swish,



“ … ”

“Looking at your eyes, you can tell it’s not a lie.”

" phew .. "

“You know that’s not a good thing, right?”

“..I know.”

"Okay then. Just tell me what you want to do."

“ .. that’s it”

” ..? “



Hug,




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“Can you spare some time tomorrow evening?”

“No.. why are you asking me to do that again while holding my hand.. “

“Because I really, really want it.”

" .. I want to refuse it when I see what happened today"

” … “

“.. Since you said it was urgent, I’ll give you some time.”




So, after making a dinner appointment with Kwon Soon-young for the next day, I headed back to the emergency room, and Kwon Soon-young said she would stop by Mr. Lee's room before leaving.




“Oh my, Teacher Yeoju, you look happy?”

“Oh.. is that so?”

“..so can you continue that for me?”

" that .. "

" yes ? "



Swish,



"Because I like that person. I'm sorry..."

“Ah..! No!”



It's okay. The fact that I like him is no longer hidden and can no longer be denied.

Because I think I'd love that person to death.



















The next night,



“Should we go now..?”



The time I had promised Kwon Soon-young arrived, and for the first time in a while, I took off my gown and put on my skirt, blouse, and makeup. Because...



“..I should confess first.”



Since I was the one who kept insisting on meeting her in Korea, I thought it was my responsibility to end this relationship. In that situation, I wanted to develop this relationship further.

I just loved it so much that I wanted to completely abandon my person.

Honestly, I was surprised that Kwon Soon-young asked to meet first today. I was the one who was going to make the appointment anyway...

It really seems like fate.


So I headed to the meeting place, holding a bouquet of flowers.



“.. I’m really nervous”



By the way, this person went to a cafe rooftop... I was a little surprised at first by the specific location. Did he want to drink something at this cafe?



After a while,




Strangely, Kwon Soon-young, who usually kept her promises, did not show up at the location an hour late without any notice.

Did something happen on the way here..?


at that time,

Squeak,



“Why are you so late..! I was worried..ㅇ”

“ ..is that so?”

” ..!! ”



I was a little, no, quite surprised. His voice had never been this low or cold when he spoke to me, so why was it so cold now?

My body, frozen so quickly, refused to move. Perhaps I was just really shocked.



“What happened today..? I don’t feel well.. ㅇ”

" .. under "

“ … ”


Swish,


“Let’s stop.”

"..!! What did you say..?"



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“Was it difficult when I told you to stop?”

"Now that's it.. "



My body, which had been stiff for a moment, trembled and my heart fell apart like crazy. Suddenly... why on earth?



“Why..? There must be a reason.. “

“There is no reason.”

“ … “



He said the same thing as Yoon Jung-han: There's no reason for us to break up now. But I know what he means. There is a reason, but it's not something he can tell me.

but ..



“ .. That’s all I have to say. Then this..ㅁ “

“Why.. always”

“ … ”



thump,



“The people I like always have no reason to like me.”

” ..!! “



I think that the simple reason that I hate you would not have made me sadder than I am today.

I tried to hold back the tears that were about to fall, and wiped away the tears that still came out, and with difficulty opened my mouth.



“ .. I might be really late ”

“ … ”

“I won’t be so picky like Jeonghan.”

“ … ”

“.. No matter how much I think about it, I don’t think you have a reason, but I’ll just assume you have no reason to tell me.”

“ … ”

“Still.. will you accept this?”



With trembling hands, I handed him the bouquet of flowers I'd left on the desk. Still, I couldn't refuse, because it was meant for him.



“Why the bouquet...”

"I was going to confess today. Let's start dating for real."

“ ..!! ”

“But.. I got dumped before I could confess.”

“ … ”

“..I’m going to go first.”

“ … ”



I got down from the rooftop first, quickly got into the car, and only then did I finally let out the tears I'd been holding back. The tears were flowing so fast I couldn't even cry out loud.

No, my heart just ached and hurt so much that no matter how much I cried, it didn't get better.

So I couldn't leave the parking lot for a while, and after crying for a long time and being exhausted, I was finally able to go home.




The next day,




I tried to pretend I was fine, holding ice to my swollen eyes. Of course, in reality, I wasn't fine at all.



“Did the female lead cry..?”

“I think I cried a lot yesterday watching a sad movie.. haha”

“Oh my… your eyes are really swollen.”

“It’ll probably go down soon. ”



That will never happen. At least, it will be impossible for my eyes to close until I forget him. And forgetting him will probably be nearly impossible.



“..I’m going crazy.”



How could I forget that person, who comes to mind every moment? Even if I try not to think about it... That person



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He was a person who was attractive to me at every moment.



“How can you expect me to forget..?”



Trying to soothe my gloomy mind, I headed to the hospital cafe and ordered a sweet chocolate latte. I figured something sweet would make me feel better.



After a while,

Swish,


“The chocolate latte is here.”



I trudged toward my clinic, my chocolate latte in hand. Truly, trudging, without any strength.

I even thought, as if it were a joke, that we'd run into each other in this boss's room. If it really was fate... If we were truly destined...



at that time,

Knock knock,

widely,



"Oh, I'm sorry.. "




I was walking around dazed and bumped into someone. Oh my, my head hurts now...

however,

Swish,



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"..is this intentional or coincidental?"

“ ..!! “

“.. No. I’ll go first.”



So the person tried to pass me by and I unconsciously blurted out my thoughts.



“I missed you so much.”

” ..!! “

“I missed you so much..”

” … “

“Looking at it this way, it really is...”

“ … “

“It’s better.”

” … “

" .. why do we "

” … “

“Should I only love this hard..?”

“ … ”

“It’s really over…?”

“..I hope you take good care of yourself.”



That person just passed me by like that, and I sat down, feeling like it was really over. Is this really the end? Is everything going to end like this all at once?

And so, once again, my world came crashing down.