I'm sick, but nothing happens in the world [Short story]

I'm sick and the world is still the same

Be careful to pour out your heart

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Honestly, I'm having a hard time, who will understand my feelings?

I'm getting depressed

Tears just keep pouring out for no reason

I wasn't in my right mind

When I came to my senses, I saw a cutter knife in my hand.

And the dark red blood flowing from my wrist

My parents are crying while holding my wrist

I'm such a delinquent. I'm making my parents, who gave birth to me, raised me, and loved me, cry.

Even if it's hard for me, I have to hold on for the sake of my parents. I have to hold on, leaving behind the countless scars, big and small, on my wrists.

And yet, my feet are already heading towards the rooftop, standing on the railing.

Place your right foot in the air and step your left foot forward as if walking.

Perhaps there were so many knots in her heart that could never be resolved.

(-toouk

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