It has to be ruined nicely, baby haha
EP . 1
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under ...
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Let's die today...
A dizzying woman on a shaking rooftop.
The wind makes me sway,
The moon called me.
Come here haha
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Hmm...ha...
I wish I hadn't felt pain...
Then 50% of humanity would have died lol
It's been several years since I said, "Let's die today, let's die today,"
Of course, I thought the same thing today too.
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Park Yeo-ju, let's just end it
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Something like foolishness, wasn't it never there from the beginning? lol
As I live to comfort myself, the number of alcohol bottles just keeps increasing,
Depression just keeps creeping in
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Just die, damn it -
Even if you say that, it's the same
Even if your head wants to die, your body wants to live like a cripple
I guess there's nothing I can do about it
I leaned against the railing and stepped out.
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Haaaaa..-
The strong wind still blew,
I'm still alive lol
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Ahhh -! Why the fuck is the wind blowing so hard!!!
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I'd rather it rain or snow...
Come down from the railing
He put a cigarette in his mouth and lit it.
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Miss -! It's so windy that I can't even put it on.
The wind is the enemy
I blocked the wind with my hand and held it
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under..
안정하
Senior? Haha
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Mr. Jeongha?
안정하
You were here ~
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Ah - just to get some fresh air
안정하
It must be cold, come in.
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It's okay, I'm wearing a coat.
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Mr. Jeongha, come in, it must be cold.
안정하
I'm okay too haha
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Want one?
I said, handing the cigarette to Jeong Ha-ssi.
안정하
My daughter said she didn't like it because it smelled like cigarettes.
안정하
One would be fine, right?
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Nod -)
Jeong-ha took the cigarette and lit it the same way I did.
Let me tell you my story here,
My father passed away when I was born,
My mother took her own life because of depression.
I grew up alone in my grandmother's hands,
I went to the orphanage
That was the beginning of hell
My family relationships, my friends at the daycare center, and my teacher
Leaving me alone, cursing
led me to death
I made it to this place now
Finally, I escaped hell in high school,
I got a job at this company.
안정하
But senior
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huh?
안정하
Earlier, the employees were gossiping about their seniors...
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Oh, it's okay, I'm used to it
안정하
I'm going to get off work.
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Yeah, get some rest
안정하
Yes
The wind was so strong that I ended up taking a taxi.
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...
택시기사
Miss,
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yes?
택시기사
Did you know there's a serial killer in our neighborhood these days?
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Are you a serial killer?
택시기사
Yes, it happened twice this week alone..?
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ah..
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Please kill me... (mumbles)
택시기사
Be careful
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yes
택시기사
Well, I guess I'll survive somehow.
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..
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Ha... that's refreshing
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My mind feels at ease again after washing up haha
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This is why I can't die.
윤효성
What can't you die for..?
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Ugh -! What the f*ck, this is surprising
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This is trespassing! Sister
윤효성
whatever
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Huh.. why today?
윤효성
I'm done with my boyfriend.
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You said you were going to sort things out last time, lol
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Did you really organize it?
윤효성
huh..
윤효성
But since then, I've been so... so depressed
윤효성
I don't want to live.
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Then I guess I'll just die haha
윤효성
Do you think death is easy?
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...no
윤효성
..
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But if you want to die, then just die!
윤효성
It's such a shame to have lived this far...
윤효성
I don't want all the hard work I've put in up until now to go down the drain...!