Try to calm your heart :(

violence

I am both a perpetrator and a victim.

When I was young, I suffered severe domestic violence from my father.

He threw a bowl of noodles at me because I got beaten up and ate late.

I suffered domestic violence to that extent.

But I'm doing that right now

When I was in high school, I used to beat up all the kids who were weaker than me.

I am now in a building called the courthouse.

The trial itself also left me with unpleasant memories.

When I was young, I didn't know what happiness was.