I wanted to cry but hold my tears, maybe I was doing the right decision, going with my heart on this occasion... because I never, not even once, felt that voice in my head to stop me altogether and to not get involved in his promises... but Suga didn't promises me anything, he just is there at the right moment and at the right place.
My lips burned after the soft sensation of his lips. I decided to send a little message to PD about Suga going in. His phone was on silent mode since yesterday so I could feel it buzzing on my pocket. I took a look and it was Namjoon, they had to record a presentation, so he was waking everyone, I answered telling him that he just entered the operation room and that I'll tell Suga to call when he gets out and awake. I didn't checked around his phone but noticed he had took a picture of that moment that I asked him to take off his boots to use them as a wallpaper, and that warmed me.
I was bored playing a puzzle game on my phone when a call entered. It was from Yoongi's house so I answered and the same male voice from earlier came through the device. He asked whom I was and a lot of things that her mom had told him arlier, I briefly talked until he started to say to be careful with him because of his money and lot of stuff I didn't understand. Something about being his dirty secret and so more. I just let him rambling on and on and tell him I understand and finished the call.
His phone also revealed a call from Hoseok and I answered, he greeted me and asked how I was doing and how was our night at the hospital... all the regular questions. We talked about him and the nurses crush on him, he cheered to hear me so awed about his hidden talent to attract women, at some point he decided to ask how I feel spending all that time with him and I honestly answered. I took his silence to comment on the weird call I got from his house and what I understood and what I remember since he used so many difficult words.
Hoseok didn't said anything harsh about it, just to forget about it and tell them when they could call his friend. A nurse came through the door and told me that the operation will end soon and the doctor will inform me. I texted the guys and PD.
The doctor came later than expected to tell everything was OK, the operation was a little more difficult than planned but nothing they couldn't manage. Now I have to wait until someone will guide me to see him because he was on the awake room and they needed to see him react.
I called again to his house and told them the good news and that Yoongi will call them later when he waked from the anesthesia. But that he will probably need to sleep some hours until he regain the power to manage a conversation properly. The woman was grateful to heard and I tell her all about the doctors recommendations and that I will definitely deliver all the love words she sent. I was wondering if she would be able to see his son hurt from the operation but healthy because his previous condition was really hard to see him so limited.
I wanted to meet his family, they sounded nice on the phone... well most of them. I noticed how many calls he receives but a lot of them wasn't from known numbers so I let them accumulate on his missing call list.
I stretched my body a little because I was seated for a long time as a man called my fake husband's name, it was funny but I didn't wanted to look like a crazy person as he explained me what to do and to ask him some questions like if he recognized me and if he remembers where he is because the patient was a little rude when the nurse asked... was one of the nurses he had met before? or were they to close? he needs a lot of space to himself sometimes.
The weird lights on this room surprised me, he seemed so small and weak, that I carefully approached him, I tried not to stare and be discret to call his attention. I decided to use my fingers to move his bangs
- hun... I need you to open your eyes, I know that you are tired and uncomfortable but it is a second so they can confirm that you recognize me and let you rest as much as possible...- He looked at me trying to figure properly my features
-mmmm...- I told him to take his time and he tried to move but I told him that he needed to stay still because of the sling he has to wear so I moved to be at his level and he told me to come closer and closer
- would you lend me your lap to sleep tonight?- I smiled to that and gave an OK signal to the man. I told him that I'll ask the doctor for permission to take care of him like that and he said to obey him instead, pouting like the big baby he is capable to be. I kissed his forehead before I the man tried to grab my elbow to unceremoniously guide me back outside.
What a frustrating man, it wasn't enough with the nurses glaring me to death to get the attitude (If he had something crawling up his ass wasn't my fault) I waited there and notified everyone that I could talk to him for a minute and will wait until he was sent back to his room. After an hour they finally installed him on his bed he was tired of the position but enduring the discomfort, it showed on his face or did I imagined it?
I tried to make sure he was good before I went to use the toilet, I had spend hours waiting drinking juice from a vending machine and a tuna sandwich from there too. It was morning hours now but I doubt I would fall sleep easily. I brushed my teeth and combed my hair to look a little more decent.
The replacement bodyguard came with donuts and iced coffee I thanked the guy before bringing the treats inside. Suga had opened his eyes at any little noise he noticed. I was seated on a chair as close as possible because he didn't enjoy no being captable to locate me just looking.
Suga's P/V:
The medication may be is too strong, I was confused and concerned about her everytime, I opened my eyes and if she was out of my sight it would to stress my out, she actually tried not to desapear from my side during my sleep period this woman has been calling me all kinds of pet names like honey, darling and love... the thing is, that didn't disgusted me when it used to irritated me, because I have a name, is not that hard to use it.
She briefly touched the tip of my nose with his finger before going to attend the door, her voice was light and lively as usual but she properly kept the conversation on a polite note, she properly learned the name of the guy before taking what the security team insisted to gave her, because she never left my side just enough for the doctors and nurses to work or going to the bathroom. I knew it was daytime already but didn't thought she was alert since I was called to the operation room, she was on her phone and properly taking care of my needs.
- wow, we got donuts and the biggest iced coffee I had ever seen I hope is sweet because I don't usually have coffee -
She said taking everything out of the bag. The nurse tried the door and noticed it was open so she entered, my caretaker jumped in surprise to stand next to my bed as she recognized the woman she pulled up her mask and reached to carefully placed one on me. Before she gave her space to do her work.
The nurse retired all the bags attached to my IV telling me the next bag is due in 4 hours but to call if I was in pain. I couldn't manage a word when she started elevate the bed without telling me she just ramble about when I will be given a camomile tea or milk for breakfast, to see if my body was ready to recibe any food. She also was looking to what Baby placed around and how forbidden was caffeine for me, that she didn't noticed is... she was hurting my body as she elevated the bed to a sitting position.
At first I just was surprised but it started to be uncomfortable enough to make me grunt. Baby slapped her hand out from the command and lowered the bed a little so I could breathe again I wanted to turn but it was really difficult I didn't have the strength to move.
- GO CALL YOUR SUPERVISOR BEFORE I DO IT MYSELF! If you don't know how to treat humans better look for another job - the way she talked got me goosebumps, she didn't yell but her voice sounded strong enough for the nurse to panic but didn't move at all.
- I see, unprofessional and deaf - Baby pushed the nurses button and lowered the safety bed rail of my good side, and checked on my status, the security man came in before any other nurse, with worried face, he was here minutes ago
- Please come in and help me - Baby commanded not bothering to look at him, he tried to analyze the situation since the nurse just walked backwards until she reached the wall.
- Love we are going to help you, tell if you can't move ok?- I answered to give me a second, meanwhile she explained to the guy how she wanted to move and he focused on her instructions.
She really did a good job so I was lifted princess style, without hurting. She arranged my bed until she considered it was right before ordering to place me in a seating position.
It was really great to seat properly, I got comfortable sitting before she rolled up the bed spread to hide my lower half. Another nurse knocked on the open door nothing her colleague was there, Baby asked if she was the nurse in charge, the negative response made her ask politely, to bring that person in or whoever that was supposed to supervise the other woman work. And alarmed she hurried outside, Baby pushed the green button to turn off the nurse call.
She told the ward to stay at the door and don't let the woman out until her supervisor came in, she also thanked the man and apologized to create all this ruckus. He just smiled proudly at her because he noticed she wouldn't permit anyone to consider her a mere companion, she was seriously responsible of my care.
She didn't pay any attention to the woman, I was given a hot camomile tea for breakfast and Baby helped to clean my face with a wet towel, and also asked if I wanted to use the toilet of to comb my hair. I really appreciate the opportunity to use the bathroom and checked if I was able to stand on my own, with her help before let me go on my own.
I took my sweet time doing my routine with one hand before I came back fresh and more alert. The doctor came in a little worried, asking what happened to be contacted, because of the protocol the hospital try to have a small interaction with famous patients so the notice doesn't run around.
Baby apologized before explaining the situation and to note the incident because she wouldn't permit this kind of accident again, she also apologized to the nurse for being rude to her, asked to pay more attention and asked to confirm first the person is aware of what would happen, before proceeding with her job but she will report the situation properly if she is not capable do a better job.
I think the nurse was about to burst and kill the dancer if the doctor wasn't there. My wife was bossy managing people, I haven't seen such a thing ever, and was dying to tell the boys and PD. I was left alone with the doctor and the nurse they did my check up quickly because he had to come in before his program, she tried to pull something out but the doctor ordered her around, so she had to shut up during the process. He advised not to wet the area until they considered it was healed enough to not create any infection, not washing and drying it the right way or by myself.
I felt they talking at the corridor and her apology for all the difficulties she made, but the doctors laugh let me understand how easily she warmed the man's heart. The nurse was finishing her duty of changing my bed and leaving a clean gown and towels for me as I checked my phone, not looking at her. I was more comfortable on the chair were we slept before my operation.
She was about to touch Baby's breakfast but I saw her before she could make it desapear in the trash can. She tried to justify her actions but I just informed her that it was my desire, so she almost threw everything into the small table before she swapped the floor and left the room until lunch time.
- Such a scary wife I have - I said teasing her as she came in and closed the door properly, she came to me and apologized, sincerely I can't understand this woman. She looked tired but didn't waited for my response as she pulled a towel and some clean underwear she asked if I wanted to have a shower first but I like to have it before dinner.
She was ready to go to going in, when I tease her telling my company instead to do something to change my mind, she furiously blushed before desapearing into the bathroom. Baby didn't wasted time to come out with her damp hair and smelling like ripped fruit and noticed I was about to stole some coffee, the ice had disappeared and the cup was more filled but she just said to not bottom up the thing, because she doesn't want to see me in pain because of my decision.
- Are you not going to stop me?- she denied, Baby took a donut and knees before me, her nice smell wake my stomach that rumbled and she carefully pulled a piece and waited until I opened my mouth. She feed my slowly, didn't cared that I had some good sips of it but just enough to finish the soft meal.
With my last bite my shameless side decided to take action and get her fingers a little into my mouth, she was totally focused on feeding me, so her eyes darkened, as she forgot about me to see me lick my lips clean, a little more conscious of the gesture than needed.
The nurse asked to bring a small snack for me and Baby realized she was spacing out and grabbed my coffee from my hand as she got the door completely flustered she took a big taste not caring to share the straw and made a face, because didn't liked the beverage, that ended in the trash can as she hurried to ate a donut to erase the taste. I covered my face with the mask so nobody would see my wide smile... that pure reaction to my favorite drink.