I teased the girl in my room, systematically, pulling her close when I needed her help, asking to feed me, staring long enough to make her nervous. The nurse on the afternoon shift, was more stressful than the first one, she was younger than me but not as much as Baby. She came around my room so frequently that we started to think she really didn't have much to do.
By dinner time our bodyguard came to ask Baby if she wanted something special for dinner since she had food from the vending machine for lunch. She said it wasn't necessary the food from the machine wasn't bad so I ordered some burgers combos for her and if I was lucky a little bit for me.
The new guard brought the hot delicious food just in time, I had and horrible tasteless porridge and I was hungry still. I stole the hamburger and hurried her to help me add some sauce. She ate too, we were in silence eating and watching a flim on her laptop. We decided on a scary movie she haven't seen before and truned the English subtitles to understand better.
Baby got startled when someone abruptly knocked on the door and took my half eaten burger from my hand and checked I was clean using her hand to do it in a hurry, before she went to see who was it. I covered my face and paused the film to see the nurse roaming around before she decided to take my temperature and constants, it's the worst pain to be examined by a woman that was trying to seduce me. She said she will bring my medicine in a bit so not to close the door.
Baby left the door closed but without the secure on so we will notice her coming back, she came closer to fed me some more bites, when we heard the door I was holding her hands to eat so couldn't use them to eliminate the evident dot of sauce on my cheek, Baby sucks it with a kiss as I hurried to put the mask on place and not to chew when the nurse was looking. My companion was red faced as she pulled some fries and ate them.
The nurse took her sweet time to place the medication and tried to caress my hand but, I pulled it out of her hold and said I was fine as rude I could, with my mouth almost full.
She insisted on to call her at any time or to help me to sleep, she stressed some words, and also got the nerve to suggest to keep me company if I wanted, Baby thanked her with the fakest smile I had ever seen, as she followed the nurse to lock the door properly.
- My goodness who selected the personnel here.... if she needed some action at night she should hurry to the one that gave her that big and noticeable ring, that she don't take off to work - she almost bite on my hamburger but noticed on time to give it back to me.
The film finished and I noticed she ate very slowly to not miss anything about the film or to help me. I went to the toilet but couldn't use the products I was instructed to use at night so I left them scattered everywhere and hoped on the bed to try to get a comfortable position to sleep or at least rest.
She came from the bathroom glowing from her skin care and brought mine to apply them for me. It really felt nice on my skin but laying on my side all night was another hurdle. Baby wasn't comfortable on her pijamas either, that she decided to change it using a little light from her phone. She was really a beautiful woman and with a sweet personality, with all my teasing and demands she maintained her good mood and took care of me as if I was the most dear person to her.
- Hey... can't sleep? If it hurts we can call the nurse she gladly would take care after you - she said with a smile.
- It's so uncomfortable...but please don't call that woman even if I am dying in pain - she lowered the rails and took a seat next to me she massage my good shoulder and neck helping me before let me tray to sleep some more.
I tried to kiss her but Baby said we shouldn't... even if her body didn't refused my intentions, it was the truth, we shouldn't become closer, maybe I wasn't her tipe or she liked someone else already and all this were childish games that I wanted to play.
Baby rolled her blanket and gave it to me to lay on it so I was more comfortable she just went to her chair and tried to relax
- Suga...are you sleeping? - she asked softly looking in my direction. I was wondering what could she be thinking all these hours we spend together
- I like you and that is kind of new to me, from time to time I meet someone that got closer to me... but there is always something inside me to make them lost interest and hopes with me. I couldn't trust them enough... but you are respectful and playful at the same time, you don't pretend to... that I'm reading too much from your actions... when you are close enough I am not scared or feel bad or disgusted of your proximity... I should confess that I feel fortunate to be like that with you. But I think if I indulge myself, not having in mind that one day we will have serious issues to stay in different projects... I would like to be more brave, to let you make me go crazy over you and then part ways as if we never met... I can't be that cold or strong... I... I am so attracted that I am scared of myself... because I want to touch you, to kiss you, to learn everything about you, that I think I need to resist, but your timing is so perfect that I can't think or understand you... I feel hot, special and weird because of you... If you want to just play around tell me so I can afford the consequences of my own actions -
I never thought I would have been doing all that to her, I mean to some extent I knew that she can see a man in me, I noticed how she accepts its and tried not be pushy or degrade herself asking for my attention, Baby never asked if I liked her or if I wanted something special from her.... she would return my comments with confidence on herself.
- Have you ever been in a relationship before? - I asked confused she said that not really, she liked some boys before and dated a little but the moment one of her alerts started it was difficult to trust them and go further in the relationship or don't accumulate more reasons for her to not develop love towards them
- How further have you gone? - I asked
- in the kissing and touching over the clothes area but not further, if there is not trust on my part I would stop it all no matter what they said... and believe me it isn't pretty... once I had to defend myself I got so scared that couldn't manage to be touched unnecessary for over a year. The man obviously run away from me scared that I really would call for help and report him, he wasn't a bad person but one day he suddenly took me to a small room and tried to make me touch him, the only thing I thought was to get out and think if his girlfriend was safe dating that nasty guy... I never knew what happened to them after that moment... I think you are the first to ask me about... how to call it... experience in life?-
- you should have reported him - I said furious but she didn't even know the full name of the man, Baby worked a couple of times with the woman but she was very irresponsible with her work, she only wanted to be recognized as a beautiful woman. I couldn't manage to continue the conversation I was lost in my thoughts and later I learned that I slept the rest of the night.
