Even though I know, I don't know

You, who always focused on studying... I don't know you very well, but lately, you've been... Don't you? I'm always on edge, everywhere, every day. Do you know how I feel? This work is based on the author's actual school life. You can consider it almost identical. I'm still in middle school, but I'll skip ahead to high school. January 4, 2022 Today's Best #58 December 28, 2021 Today's Best #21