I want to say thank you

To be honest, I have so much to be grateful for. And yet, it was hard for me to say thank you to you, who is so hard to meet. Still, I have to repay the favor. I'll make your last day my last and live a meaningful last life. And, I'll tell you the words I couldn't say, the words I wanted to say, "thank you." [I want to say thank you.]