Like My Father

Like my father. My father is a public figure. But he doesn't know that my mother was pregnant. I... don't know my father either. No, I know him, but I've never met him in my life. That's why my father... was like that. There were times I cursed at my father, even though I didn't even know him. I broke up with him without even knowing him, and he's living happily on his own. I cursed him so much, and then one day, I was transported back to the past. What should I do now?