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it's hard

If it's hard, tell me.
You can tell me anytime

I can't speak,
Even if you're okay, I'm not okay
I'm scared, I'm afraid rumors will spread
You listen and like other kids
I'm afraid you'll look at me with disgust

I'm scared, even you approaching me
If you walk towards me step by step
Are you coming to me to hate me like other kids?
Or maybe he's trying to have it, I thought.

Everything you say
Makes me tremble with fear.

I want to lean on you and rely on you
That doesn't work well,
I'm just so scared and afraid...