2 months have passed.
*Cafe
SoobinBeomgyu?
Beomgyu: how is he? Is he doing great-
Soobin: are you stupid? Do you think he's fine? You never meet him for a months. He's like a lifeless man. He don't eat. Locked his self on his room. He is always drinking in the morning till the night! Then you're asking if he's doing great?! You dumbass!
Beomgyu: (silence) do you think it's easy for me ask about him? I hated myself! I hate myself for making him suffered.. but.. do you think I'm not suffering? I can't choose! I can't even show myself to them.. I don't have a strength to talk to him, to taehyun.. I'm weak.. I'm stupid.. but I don't want to lose them-
Soobin: then choose!! Choose one.. Yeonjun loves you so much.. you made him happy.. you're his inspiration-
Beomgyu: but Taehyun waited for a long time! Taehyun loves me too. Taehyun said I'm his happiness.. I am his everything.. tell me, how can I even choose one if I love them both? How can I hurt the other one without any regrets? (crying).. Do I really need to choose?
Soobin: (sigh)... yah.. you can't have them both.. you need to choose one.. you really can hurt the other but you have to choose.. Beomgyu, talk to them.. meet them.. don't hide.. you've been hiding for a months.. that months of you hiding because of fear is the months for them to suffer.. .. Yeonjun look so weak.. He is crying everyday... even his parent can't stop him.. can't stop him from drinking, breaking his things, locking himself.. he never listen to anyone... visit him.. maybe he will listen to you (sad smile)
Soobin leave me here at the cafe.. what should I do? He said that Yeonjun look so weak.. I can't.. I don't think I am able to look at him.. I don't want to see him like that.. it will break my heart.. knowing that I am the reason why he's like that..
I can't stop myself from crying.. They think I am hiding.. the whole two months that I am not showing myself.... I am crying.. I am drinking.. I am sleeping.. I am thinking about Taehyun and Yeonjun..
I need to choose but I can't.. I need Taehyun.. but I need Yeonjun too. I love Taehyun and so Yeonjun..
Should I not choose? Can I keep them both? Can I love 2 guys? People will judge me.. but.. but they don't know how painful it is for me.. how hard it is.. how complicated it is...