a world that isn't real

the ending became my beginning?

"A year had already passed yet I'm still here, waiting for an answer." jin said.

While looking at his house's window, he saw a cherry blossom tree shining under the sun. As he was looking at it, many thoughts came into his mind.

"I thought giving up was the answer so.."

"so I gave up and lived like this for a year," he said it while letting out a big sigh.

I wish I didn't gave up. I wish I kept running. I wish I didn't let go and continue finding solutions for my situation. I wish I did those.

but..

It seems that the his ending became his new beginning..

but a beginning for what?

to find out the truth behind him and this world?

or..

to decide whether he wants to remain like that or no?