February 27, 2021
In one year and four months of being a fan girl. First time in this kind of thing. It seems like my fear of the word "fandom" is slowly returning. Because every time I heard/see that word, I always see the word "fan war".
Just recently, I don't know what I'm feeling. Maybe I can feel the tiredness inside. I don't know how to explain it. It's like you gave me a gift last year but I just opened it today.
Overwhelmed ba? Idk. Maybe.
You know that feeling when you hear the word "toxic" all the time. It's even worse when you hear it over and over again. That's why I'm not surprised that I've seen so many people become inactive or take a break.
So I’m also on Tumblr, writing about SB19, other artist and other different stuff. I edited my entry there titled "What is like to be in a Fandom (A first-timer's perspective).
So I think I'll come back to this when I feel tired.
If you're happen to be in Tumblr, let's be friends there. I'll do follow back.
Tumblr: http://wishingelle.tumblr.com