Practices have been harder and harder and I've been struggling to learn as fast as I can to keep up with my members.
Our debut is finally happening.
Although I feel relieved and happy about it, we have been waiting for this opportunity, some just months but others like me we've been waiting for years.
It feels unreal, I want to scream out of happiness but we don't even have time to do that. We must focus on recording, on our variety skills practices, english clases, on our dancing.
I got up and I saw the bed above the bunk. I closed my eyes and I suddenly felt unhappy.
There was something else I needed to focus on.
Pretending.