Everything sucks

Shitty

Because of you, who said you hated foul-mouthedness
Even when I'm angry, I can't swear
The shoulders I spread wide for you to lean on now are just
an obstacle on the subway
You're so bad, you know, shamelessly
covering things up with lies
only coming back with a strange scent on you
then we shouldn't have loved at all
Yeah, that's actually better
might as well spit out some curses
I swear you never regret it
I was the only fool
Everything is so fucking awful
The you in those gentle photos
looks all the same
even the words that said this time would be different
Sometime, fuck off already, please
But sometimes I miss you
Yeah, okay, cut, I'm out. This is the last episode
freely getting through the backlog of movies and dramas
since I became cast-off, I guess I have to redo everything from scratch
even my clothes, my hair, even the way I walk
(Alright) Fine, you're not the bad one
let's say I was the one who wasn't enough
(Alright) I can't stay just a good friend, da-la, la-la
I'm so dumb, you know, stupidly
not even able to delete your number
do you think I'd be fine? Think about it
then we shouldn't have loved at all
Yeah, that's actually better
might as well spit out some curses
not some pathetic tears
what is it you really feel
Everything is so fucking awful
The you in those gentle photos
looks all the same
even the words that said this time would be different
Sometime, fuck off already, please
But sometimes I miss you
These days I'm doing okay, uh, oh-oh
I've put on some weight too, uh, oh
I've been seeing friends
Jiho, Munsung, Jamie, Sandy
but you
with mascara smeared from crying every day
it's so damn satisfying, like striking the ground, bang, it just clears my head
Oh, I could've died for you
only now do you
Oh, do you think it's a shame? Why are you selfish?
Why is it only now that you
I'll pass
I can live without you too