I don't know how to feel about it lately...
It might only be one season, but...
It has lasted me quite a while now.
these thoughts and feelings.
I'm not doing this for attention.
I have thoughts that in the future I have a high probability of committing suicide.
I'm not saying this as a joke.
I am a person who considers herself to be too positive, which has not been the case lately.
I feel like I'm not capable.
by myself, like that
The excuse of "I don't want to be an adult".
I could say that I don't know what to do,
because I feel completely incapable
to finish my studies which
have been postponed for each
things that happen to me...
A nice...
Almost no one knows me here, that's why I'm writing all this here.
I don't want anyone to worry about me.
Maybe it really is just a phase, and I'm absolutely saying that to reassure myself...