Ken's POV
(March, 2020)
"Hello everyone! I'm SB19's main dancer, my name is Ken!" I shouted even through the mike.
The people were shouting. The A'Tins.
"Manokeenn!"
"You're my chick!"
"Lost!"
"Whoah Ken!"
"Love you naminn!"
Those are some of the things I hear amidst the shouting.
I was touched and smiled for them.
We are here for an event for the Pepsi taste challenge.
After I introduced myself, we waved goodbye to A'Tin.
I'm the last one to introduce today, that's why.
"How are you, A'Tin?" the leader asked.
"It's okay!!!!" They shouted.
"Have you eaten yet, my dears?" Stell asked worriedly, because we heard they were in line since early morning and now it's night.
"No way!" They shouted again in unison.
"Hey Stell, they haven't eaten yet!" Jah said. It really makes Stell angry, hahaha.
"Eat after this!" Josh reminded them.
"Yes! WAAAAAAAAHHH!" They said and then shouted again.
"For now, we'll satisfy you with our performance!" I told them and they cheered.
We went to our positions.
*now playing Alab*
He yeahhh
JOSH CULLEN!
NA-SEVEN!
Deputy
Repeated!
JAM!
FIRE!
SB19!
Again is it there is on smilefor?
While we were dancing and singing, of course there were their fan chants as well.
We are even more motivated when we have fan chants.
And so the Flame ended.
We took a breath first and after seconds, Go Up was played.
Yeah we gonna go up
Yea yeah we gonna go up
JOSH CULLEN!
NA-SEVEN!
Deputy
Repeated!
JAM!
WE GO UP!
SB19!
Only light The I see...
And that's when we danced and sang again, our A'Tin did a fan chant.
After two songs, we greeted them again so we could catch our breath for a moment.
"A'Tin!!!!!" Pinuno
"LEADER!!!"
"WAAAAAHH!!!"
"SEEJUNNIEEEE!!"
"SEE
"Are you okay?" Justin immediately approached me and wiped away the sweat that I didn't realize had reached my neck.
He just used his hands and then wiped it off on his clothes.
The A'Tins shouted again.
"YES, IT'S OKAY!!!"
"YAAAAHHH!!!"
"MYGASH CITY!!"
"MY HEART WAS DRY WITH SWEAT!!!"
"KEEEENNNN!!!"
"Why are you only paying attention to them?" Stell said hesitantly.
I laughed at that. These are the two great failures.
"Yes, Stell and I didn't talk, you were just paying attention to the three of them." Josh said, so he shouted again and the two of them paid attention again.
These are really idiots.
I shot Josh, they laughed and screamed again.
"THE JOKEN IS BACK"
"JOKE!!"
"WHAT'S CUTE!!"
"HAHHHA CUTEEE!"
Sejun, on the other hand, patted Stell on the nose.
Well, of course, shout again, StellJun.
After a little teasing, we sang "Until the End".
While we were singing this, we didn't realize that Sir Robin had already come up on stage.
If it weren't for A'Tin's yelling, we would have been surprised to find Sir Robin right next to us.
He just waved there while holding the lightstick.
He looked at us and his smile was so big. We smiled at him too as he continued singing.
I also saw Teacher down at the bottom of the stage. He had been watching us for a while, and he looked like he was about to cry.
That's our last song for today. A'Tin was a little sad and we were sad too.
"Sorry A'Tin, we'll make up for it next time." Stell said apologetically.
"We love you all!" Jah said.
"Be careful, Davao!" I said in Visayan because I'm in Davao, amping means be careful so I told them to all be careful.
"Go home after this or eat first." Pinuno reminded.
"Stay tuned for our update later!" Josh teased.
We all shot him down, it must have been a surprise that we actually had an update on Josh.
So A'Tin shouted again, excited about what our update was.
We got off the stage and we all did a group hug, including Sir Robin.
The teacher came over and cried and hugged us.
"Congrats boys, you all deserve it." Sabi ni teacher.
We are all very grateful.
We've really noticed how many people come to our events and concerts, so it's just overwhelming.
We really started from nothing. We only watched a little bit, but even though we only watched a little bit before, we really enjoyed it, we really appreciate it.
When we arrived at the hotel, we rested for a while and then Sister Rose called us to eat.
"Congratulations, boys! I'm excited for you to perform together in another country next time." Sister Rose said happily.
Yes, of course. This is so exciting that I'm crying.
We have updated our concert.
This time we're at Araneta!
Time really flies, we already have a concert at Araneta.
We also updated them that there was a fanmeet.
A'Tin was happy and we were excited too.
×××××××××××××××××××
(March, 2021)
"Wait a minute, is this really true?" I asked them.
"I'm not dreaming, am I?" I added.
They were all crying, so they nodded to me and we gave a group hug.
We are here in Korea. For our first worldwide tour.
And I just can't believe it. It's just been three years since we debuted but here we are now. There's a worldwide tour.
We prayed first before going to the stage.
"Let's enjoy this SB19!" The leader said to us.
We wiped our tears and then went up on stage.
"Happy A'Tin!!!!" Pinuno shouted.
Our Korean A'Tin shouted.
"Mian. I only speak a little Korean. But saranghaeyooo!" I shouted at them.
He screamed again. This is so tearful.
"Are you all okay?" Jah shouted.
"YESSS!!!"
"OMAYGAHD JUSTIN!!!"
"SARANGHAE MAKNAE!!!"
"Stell, they are not talking to us!" Josh grumbled. Really crazy.
"A'Tin!!!! Do you love me????!!" Stell asked.
And of course the shouting at them was louder.
It's about to fall. Hahahahaha.
Besides, here in Korea, StellJun actually has more fans.
"Okay so today, we are gonna perform Tilaluha first!" Pinuno
"Omg, tears!"
"I LEARNED FILIPINO JUST FOR YOU GUYS!"
"WE LOVE TILALUHA!"
"WE LOVE YOU SB19!"
And as we sang.
After this is Alab and Go Up.
Then we greeted them.
There were games, there were other Korean A'Tins who joined us to play.
Then we danced and sang "Love Goes." The five of us were so shocked, and so was A'Tin because the teacher was with us.
Don't frown after love goes. Many people are singing to us. And Sir Robin came up again and started teasing us.
Then individual performances namin.
And now... Our last performance.
Until the End...
In my heart, alone
There is a melody that
Knocking on my doorsub-sub-sub-sub
'You shouldn't stare anymore'
in your eyes
Now, it's just you.visible
My memory hasn't changed.
In my dream it was therethe
I sang my part and I felt the song was so good.
And even if the world changes
I am always here.
I'm not even for you.
The heart will not change.
No one else, no one else
There is nothing left to search for.
My love is for you.
With you until the end
Maybe it's time to forget you.
My love is a wind that you cannot control.can be felt
I shouldn't stare into your eyes anymore.
'Cause you're still the one I see
My only hope suddenly disappeared
But my love is not lost
I sang again in my part that made me cry a little. I really felt the song. Maybe I was just overwhelmed by the events. I never thought we would be recognized worldwide. Our dream has come true.
And even if the world changes
I am always here.
I'm not even for you.
The heart will not change.
No one else, no one else
There is nothing left to search for.
My love is for you.
With you until the end
If we two were to meet,
for each otherisa
I was only supposed to sing until the part 'for each other', but I was so happy right now that I even sang along with StellJun in the following song.
And if I had said everything then, would anything have changed?
With every breath I take, I pray that you will be with me.
And if this is the last one, I want you to know that
I love you...
Justin sang while looking at all of A'Tin and then at me.
The A'Tins were shocked.
DearWe..
Now it's Sejun's turn and like Jah, first with A'Tin and then with Stell.
And finally, Stell.
According first to A'Tin then to Sejun.
But A'Tin's scream is really loud.
No one else, no one else
There is nothing left to search for.
My love is for you.
To you untillate
And after the song, the five of us cried.
I also saw A'Tins crying.
But I cried even harder.
Dad and teacher went up on stage and then we all hugged each other.
Mission Accomplished Philip John
I heard someone whisper to me. And that's when I finally burst into tears.
Yes, Felip. Your mission is complete.
To help SB19 become famous worldwide.
Thing is, I'm a guardian angel of SB19. And only now did all my memories come back after the song.
I came down to heaven after pleading with God that I wanted to help them become famous worldwide.
I feel hurt because they have so many bashers, and in their first year, there were only a few people who supported them.
God agreed to let me help them but under one condition, I would forget that I was an angel and he warned me that I would be the one who would be hurt the most because I would be attached to them but they wouldn't remember me.
I agreed. Without hesitation. Whatever, if it's for the four of them, I'll do anything.
And that's exactly what happened.
In the song, after my parts where I'm the only one, I'm slowly disappearing and they forget me.
In the part where Jah says I love you, it's Josh he's looking at. Josh is behind me...
I would have asked Him for one more year. Oh, even just one week. One day...
But I realized that I was being selfish. Because I've been on earth for three years. And I need to go up with them.
Love I have to you
With you until on Search...
Even if you've forgotten me. Even if you don't remember me anymore, I'm still SB19, right?
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