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Chocolate

Extremely sad don't read if you are having a bad day.




Kyungsoo parents loved Kyungsoo so much, they were blessed by having such an innocent son. 
His parents after so much planning decided to have another son, Kyungsoo really wanted a baby brother or sister to take care of.
Kyungsoo was really blessed to have such a beautiful family. He was always a good kid. So when his small brother arrived to his home he was mesmerized he was like a drop of water, but younger than him. 
Years passed and Baby DyungSoo was now in his first year of basic school. Kyungsoo was starting highschool so he was often asked if Dyungsoo was his kid.
Kyungsoo was so gay but the others didn't have to know that.
He only opened up to his best friend, Baekhyun, that was his first boy crush but after few kisses and a Park Chanyeol stealing his first crush... Kyungsoo decided to just treasure his first love and ended all romantic feelings towards Baekhyun. 
Kyungsoo really wanted to feel the love he saw in Baekhyun's eyes when Baek was watching Chanyeol doing his antics and being the dumbest of the year. 
But he didn't found anyone that early in his life.
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That day was the first time Kyungsoo overslept, he was the early bird of the family so all of them were getting late.
His father had an urgent meeting in his company and had to revise some important documents but still got in time.
His mother was a bit delayed but that day her immune system wasn't the best. After securing Dyungsoo in the back seat of the truck and heading inside of their house, she felt dizzy. She had to support herself with one of the chairs and grab their son Lunch, they were getting late.
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Kyungsoo was in history class when one of the director's secretaries get into ther classroom and told his teacher that Kyungsoo was leaving early.
His dad awaited in the parking lot. Kyungsoo had a smile on his face because that day was particularly funny, he was asked to prom by a senior when he was taking the bus to school. and then at lunch the same senior give him a chocolate cake. Kyungsoo's favourite.
He had the cake in his back pack still.
He knew something was wrong,when he watched his father suit with big stains of dry blood.
His smile now gone. With a big knot in his throat Kyungsoo asked his father why his suit was ruined, if he was ok!
But Kyungsoo's father didn't look at him and drived to their house. His father asked Kyungsoo to change into their funeral clothes. 
Kyungsoo didn't move, and his father was furious and stomped his feet to his room, yelling they had to go in 20 minutes. After closing the door of his bedroom, Kyungsoo heard the shower running and his father cries in agony.
Kyungsoo had no idea his life was going to change.
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Kyungsoo had wore the funeral suit his mother bought for him earlier that year, to bid his farwells to his uncle Henry, his aunt's husband. that time the suit was too loose but now it fitted right. 
Kyungsoo wondered if his mom will meet them there. He also wondered if his little brother had to stay for his drawing club again, and his mither is waiting for him at the school parking lot like other times. 
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His father had a serious face, no emotion, nothing at all in his journey to the funeral. Kyungsoo wanted to know who werr they going to say their lasts words to, they have to be important so he skipped last class....
He immediately thought of his grandfather, he was a little ill last week.
His father parked the car near the entrance of the building and stayed still for a few minutes. 
Kyungsoo was really worried he could feel how distressed was his father.
His father called his by his name and told him that his mother was in a car accident and that she died in the hospital because she had internal bleeding hard to reach and doctors couldn't risk their license due to malpractice.
his baby brother was in vegetative state and he had a 0.000001% of waking up. 
Kyungsoo hear it all, but he stopped listening and started to hyperventilate. He could only think it was his fault for waking up late. 
His father told him that wasn't the case, her mother had a heart attack when Kyungsoo was born but survived and since then her heart wasn't the best. Her last check up was not good. And she was death before the crash.
He was told all the story but Kyungsoo could only blamed himself.  Kyungsoo fainted and his father was alone in the room they rented to received their family.
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Kyungsoo father was a successful CEO, had the perfect family and lost it in an instant. He started to arrived late at home after the accident. In the mornings Kyungsoo tried to smile for him and his father could only recall his beautiful wife, Their sons were exactly the same as her. He stopped visiting Dyungsoo because he only watched his wife in him. After 3 months it was unbearable for him and took a decision. He planned everything for his sons so after opening a bank account for Kyungsoo and making his last will he went to the near beach and committed suicide.
Kyungsoo found the will and the papers when he returned from visiting his baby brother. He called Baekhyun so he could track his fathers car. They lived in the same town but in opposite sides. 
Baekhyun ran as fast as he could and asked for the plate number and after some hacking, he found it in the systems the car had lots of bills that last hour and then stopped.
Baekhyun had a bad feeling and called Chanyeol, Chanyeol's dad was always home and had a car. 
They both waited in agony till Chanyeol and his dad arrived. 
In the meantime Baekhyun told Kyungsoo that he needed to report it so they could found his father soon. 
Kyungsoo called and when they arrived near the last bill direction the police and ambulances were there covering his dad's body.