I'm not O.K.

Void

Kyungsoo needed money, even with all the money Jong In left in his care, he needed more to destroy the people that killed his lover.

Baekhyun helped a bit, stealing few cents from people around the world, easy as breathing.

Chanyeol location wasn't easy to find. Baekhyun had to deal with the Byuns but he couldn't kill them he couldn't be the monster they will be proud of, so mercy... That happened and made Baekhyun desappeared again.

When Chanyeol remembered Baekhyun, Mr. Park was really motivated to guard what what's left of his son's mind. He destroyed everything related to Baekhyun. Chanyeol sometimes thought about Baekhyun and smiled like before hell. But when there was no Baekhyun a sad sack of bones wandered around the house.

Chanyeol went to therapy and anything seemed to change. Mr. Park kept the paper Baekhyun left. Mr. Park doesn't want his son to keep going on the grey path. Mr. Park send his son to Baekhyun the light of his life.

Baekhyun never left Chanyeol alone after he was found. Baekhyun was tired, he was still taking care of the two infants Jong In saved and he watched Chanyeol from afar.

Jong In was still unconscious but the wounds were healed. Baekhyun was trying to find the better way to tell Kyungsoo about his husband being alive, but the toddlers begun to walk and talk. He was really occupied.

Few months passed and Jong In wake up. Baekhyun was going nuts, Jong In forgot everything, and the toddlers were his parents clones.

Months went by, Jong In remembered the kids and thought they were his. Baekhyun starting building a secret house under Kyungsoo's farm. 

And he could finally told Kyungsoo that Jong In was alive. Kyungsoo was soooooooo happy but life hasn't been kind to him that long.

Jong In didn't remember Kyungsoo. He didn't even feel attracted to him anymore. Jong In created a life in which he was a father of 2 kids and killed for a living. And that made Kyungsoo a monster.
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Kyungsoo was working hard. He watched the news again in his house. His crimes were really a hot topic, after many years killing, his soul was still mourning his husband. 
Jong In was in fact still alive but the Jong In Kyungsoo married was long ago killed.
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When Kyungsoo knew about Jong In being alive, he rushed and expanded his basement it took him around a year to prepare the bedrooms for Chanyeol and Baekhyun. 

Kyungsoo was preparing a bigger room for him and Jong In. But then he learn about the kids. He went several times to Baekhyun's secret place to babysit the kids as Jong In was working as a hit man. Kyungsoo could not meet Jong In on time. He wanted to see him again one more time but it wasn't destined.

Baekhyun contacted Lay as Jong In's wish. Lay wasn't forgotten, maybe because he treated Jong In as his son, and training him to be a killer.

Lay noticed Jong In was different, Lay realize that in their first conversation. There was no Kyungsoo. Jong In before Kyungsoo, that was the Jong In in front of him. A void Jong In.