Phew... So I made plans...
What if it's awkward..? What if they find out I like my senior..? What if my outfit isn't good..? Aaaaaaaah!!! I don't know!!!!!!
Phew..! It felt a bit awkward to just go out completely unkempt, but I figured it would be too obvious if I dressed up too much, so I dressed up in a "effortlessly chic" style. It's 11:57!! Just 3 more minutes to wait..
Uh... what's going on...
Thinking I'd just wait three minutes, I happily arrived in front of the pharmacy only to witness him kissing a girl about 10 meters away. Huh... I've seen him somewhere before... Let me rack my brain... Let me rack my brain... Ah!!!! It was the transfer student from the next class. That girl whose name I didn't even know. Anyway, so that's the girl Jungkook sunbae likes...
Honestly, the two of them looked good together. Jungkook was super, really handsome in his own way, and the transfer student wasn't exactly stunning either. No, actually, she was totally pretty. Yeah...
Then again, there was no way someone like me would catch his eye. It was just my delusion, merely my misconception. Jungkook sunbae is not at fault.
I know very well that Jungkook sunbae is not at fault... I know it better than anyone... so why do I keep...
Will tears well up?
How much time had passed? The seven-second kiss, which felt like seven hours to me, had ended. I don't have the courage to look at you in this state... If I do, I feel like I'm going to cry so much...
Then I made eye contact with Jungkook sunbae.
"Yeoju..."
"Senior... I'm sorry. I had a prior engagement."
"..."
I'll be going now. I'm sorry.
It's because of that just now.
"yes?"
You're acting like this because of that just now.
Right?
"..."
It's a misunderstanding, Yeoju..
"I'm sorry, senior. I'll be going now."
I ran. I really ran like crazy. Even though my vision was blurred by tears, they fell quickly. I didn't look back. No, I couldn't look back. Afraid I might see Jungkook sunbae. Afraid I might lose my heart again.