Huh???!!!
I got up from my couch. I was so surprised when I read the writer's notes on the last page.
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"To those who don't have a dream, It's okay if you don't have a dream. You just have to be happy. But if you have one, do not let go of your dream. You are more brilliant than anyone."
That was a beautiful saying from Suga-ssi. I remembered a couple of years ago, someone say the same to me. Back then during highschool, I am not an ambitious person. I don't know what is my dream and I'm not sure if I ever have one. But I held on to those words until I entered University. Those beautiful words made me more mature and always think positive. Never underestimate ourselves. Love yourself. Everyone has their distinctive abilities and privileges. Today, I'm a senior editor and writing is my passion.
~A very special thanks to Big Hit Entertainment for giving us the opportunity to write an exclusive cover story for BTS.
~Thank you so much to our Global Superstars BTS for their superb cooperation through out the photoshoot and interview session. It's an honor to work with the 7 of you.
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My heart beating fast. I feel uneasy on my stomach. What is this feeling? I sit back and read the notes again. Why does my heart beating fast all of the sudden after reading Yoori-ssi notes? Calm down Yoongi... Wait, I remember something... Shit!
I went to Namjoon's studio and rushed in without knocking on the door.
"Namjoon ah...Namjoon ah."
"Hyung??? What happen? Please have a sit. Take a deep breath. Inhale and exhale. .. Thats it. Calm down hyung. Now tell me, what happened?"
"Do you remember, after we debuted, I once told you that I had a best friend while in highschool but then we lost contact with each other?"
"Yup... Why?"
"I think, I found her Namjoon ah."
"What?? How?? I mean where?? Who??
I showed him the magazine.
"Read this."
"Okay.....But what is this, I don't understand hyung."
"Back in highschool, I did told the same to someone. I just remembered. I feel so uneasy just now, because....
"Wait.....Wait. Hyung, I think I get you.... Yoori-ssi, she's...
I nodded.
"Namjoon ah, I think she's the same Lee Yoori that I know back then....my best friend. I'm very sure, my instincts never been wrong. God, I missed her. "
"I know hyung. I feel you. What are you going to do now?"
"I don't know Joon. I can't think of anything right now."
Suddenly, he went through to his drawers and get something. Then, he smile at me.
"What now?"
"You can thank me later. This is Yoori-ssi name card, she gave it to me, before we left after the interview the other day. Give her a call, that's the least I can help."
"Why did she give you her name card?"
"Oh come on hyung. It's for business purpose, of course. She told me, to give her a call if we have any new story in the future. She gave one to Sejin hyung too."
"Hey, I'm just asking. But, thank you Joon, really. I'll try to call her later."
"Don't just try, call her. Do it. Because I know, moment later when you're alone, you will just stare at the name card and think whether you should call her or not."
I laughed.
"You know me very well."
"We've known each other the longest hyung, of course I know you."
"Don't worry, I will call her."
"Good. Now, let's go and eat, I think Sejin hyung and everyone is at the pantry, waiting for us."
NEXT DAY
Namjoon was damn right. I ended up looking at her name card and thinking whether to call her or not. I really wanted to call her but guilty overwhelmed me because all this time, I hadn't done anything to find her. But I know, I have to do this and I will. I get my phone and dial her number. It's ringing.
"Hello, good morning. This is X magazine. How can I help you?"
"Lee Yoori-ssi?"
"Oh.. You're looking for Yoori. Sorry, I'm her colleague. Yoori is actually on leave for 2 days. She told me that she's going back to her hometown."
"Hometown? In Daegu?"
"No. They have moved to Ulsan, a few years ago."
"Oh... Do you mind if I ask for her mobile number? My name is Yoongi and I really need to talk to her, this is important."
"I'm sorry, but I...
"Please...
"Okay. I'm not sure why I did this, but I'll give her number. Just don't do anything bad to her."
"Oh no, no, no. Don't get me wrong, I'm not going to do anything to her. Trust me."
"I trust you. But if anything happened, I would not hesitate to report to the police. This is her number 82xxxxxxxx."
"Thank you so much, eeemm...can I have your name please?"
"I'm Jihye…Kim Jihye."
"Thank you, thank you so much Jihye-ssi. I owe you."
"No problem."
Okay Yoongi... Relax, take a deep breath. I dial her mobile number.
"Hello."
"Lee Yoori-ssi?"

