It's already 3pm. We had our light lunch after we came back from Yoori's apartment and in Hongdae, in case we could find Yoori somewhere around. We all, worried about Yoori, but at the same time I know she needs time for herself. I was a little upset with Yoori because she kept blaming herself for going out with us that day, causing someone to take pictures of us secretly until our story came out and became trending on social media. It was nobodys fault but how come she just disappeared just like that, without any news, without telling me or telling the others where she goes. Jimin, Taehyung and Jungkook had been trying to call her so many times now, but still her cellphone is switched off. I been calling and texting her too. I really don't get it, why is she doing this to me. She'll be the death of me.
We are having a RUN BTS filming tonight, the whole RUN BTS team, including us will be staying in a hotel for tonight's episode. We will only start filming around 8. As for now, we are free to do anything. As usual, Namjoon and myself is in our own studio, and the rest is at the practice room.
🐹Okay. We still have a few hours before we left to the hotel for filming RUN BTS. What are we going to do while waiting? I'm bored as hell.
🐰It's not just you hyung. I'm bored too and I don't have the energy to practice anymore. Can I just lay down?
🐿Just lay down JK. We had enough for today. I don't think I can continue too. Look at Jimin and Taehyungie, it didn't take long for them to lie down and take a nap. Just have a rest Jin hyung.
🐹Don't worry, Hoba. I will. Hey, have anyone of you manage to call Yoori? Jungkook?
🐰No, we haven't. I wonder where she is. We've been trying to call her so many times, but her cellphone is still off.
🐿Yoongi hyung looked worried but at the same time, I can see he's angry with noona.
🐹Haha... he will erupt in anger at Yoori later, for sure.
🐰Poor noona. She feel guilty about what happened. But even we were careful with things like this, it will still happen, sooner or later. I just hope that our fans won't jump straight into conclusion, whenever they saw anything like this, but of course it's doesn't happen the way we want it to.
🐿️Well, some of them are quite understanding, they're just relax and waiting for any public announcement but some are really aggressive, they just attacked you on the spot, without checking. So sometimes, we can only be silent and let them talked about it until they're stop on their own.
🐹The world is so scary sometimes. How I wish, we can live a normal life, but I know that’s impossible.
🐿️ I'm sure noona will call Yoongi hyung later. Of course, she won't let us worry about her for too long. Let's just take a nap for now before our next schedule.
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It's half past seven, and we have arrived at the hotel for filming RUN BTS. We had so much fun filming tonight. I can't stop laughing. We were filming at the pool side and playing with water, even though I don't like water that much but I still had a good time laughing with the other members. I forgot about Yoori for a moment, and I think I need that. I'm sure we can reach her out later. It's took us about 3 hour for filming tonight episode. Luckily, we're staying at the hotel tonight. After we finish filming and playing games to decide who get the best room, we went to our own room and I went straight to the bathroom to take a shower. I decide to have a long shower. The warm water inside the bathtub, just make me don't want to go out. As soon as I came out of the bathroom, the phone in my room ringing.
🐱Hello.
🐿️Hyung, we gathered in Jungkook's room, come here immediately, we want to order food from room service.
🐱Give me 5 minutes please.
🐿️Okay, faster.
I walked over to my bag and decided on a pair of sweatpant and a t-shirt. I took my cellphone and went to Jungkook's room.
🐱Sorry guys, I'm late.
🐹 It's okay Yoongi. Now, order your food,we have ordered ours.
Half an hour later, all of our foods arrive. Because Jungkook got the suite room, it has its own dining table so we gathered in his room and have a late dinner together. After we had our dinner, we chatted while relaxing. When suddenly....
🐥Noooonnnaaaa.... Where have you been? Haish, I put you on speaker."
🐰Noona, are you okay? Where are you? We real-
🐱Yah! LEE YOORI..
🐥Ouch hyung, my ears..
I snatched Jimin's cellphone from him.
🐱SHUT UP JIMIN. YAH! YOORI WHERE THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN? DON'T YOU KNOW THAT I'M SO WORRIED ABOUT YOU? I MEAN WE ALL WORRIED ABOUT YOU. YOU DON'T EVEN TELL OR INFORMED US IF YOU'RE GOING ANYWHERE. AND WHY DID YOU SWITCHED OFF YOUR CELLPHONE? IF ANYTHING HAPPENED TO YOU, WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO? YOU TELL ME.....FCK!
Suddenly the atmosphere turned so quiet.
🐱DON'T JUST KEEP QUIET, SAY SOMETHING. YOU MAKING US WORRIED ABOUT YOU AND NOW WHAT?? YOU CAN'T EVEN SPEAK?
🐰Hyung...calm down. I believe noona had her own reason. Please?
Everybody is looking at me. I saw Jimin's face is a bit pale and shocked by my rather loud shout.
🐱 I'm so sorry guys...Jimin, sorry. Oh God...Yoori, I'm sorry for yelling at you. I'm so sorry...
"Yoongi"
I can hear her taking a deep breath.
"Don't be sorry. I deserved it. It's my fault for not telling you all, I took a week off. I feel so guilty about what had happened. If only, I didn't go with all of you that day, this incident won't happen. I just can't see you guys face to face at the moment. Guilty overwhelmed me. I'm sorry."
🐰Noona, what do mean by "if only you didn't go with us that day?" Are you saying that you're not going to see us anymore?
🐯 Seriously noona? Like seriously? You feel regret going out with us?
"Guys, that's not what I meant-
🐰It seems like that to me. Jimin hyung, say something.
🐿️Jimin? Jiminie? Sorry noona, I think Jimin was still shocked when Yoongi hyung yelling just now.
"Oh no Jimin, sweetie...Hobi, can you please hug him for me? Min Yoongi, what have you done?
🐱Jiminie, I'm so sorry. I accidentally yell at you too. I'm so worried about Yoori but at the same time I'm so angry and upset then boom! it's exploded. I'm sorry, please?
"Jiminie?"
🐥 I'm okay noona. I am a bit surprised because I never saw Yoongi hyung get mad like that, not even once. This is the first. Hyung, can you just chill out a bit? You scared me.
🐱Sorry.
🐨Okay everyone, relax...calm down. It's nobody's fault the incident happened. It will still happen even we are so cautious about things like this. We never know what will happen ahead us. But it's good to know that, the agency handle this matter ASAP. So noona, just chill out, it's going to be okay. I hope you will never stop seeing us in future. And hyung, you should cool down a bit. You scared Jimin to death.
🐹That's our leader, who's always good with his word.
🐯 Namjoon hyung, I love you.
🐨All of a sudden, Taehyung ah.
"Thank you Joon. And I'm so sorry once again. I know that all of you are worried about me but I just don't have the guts to tell you guys, I'm taking a week off because I feel guilty, to ARMY especially. I know they really meant a lot to all of you. There's so much on my mind. Only God knows, how I felt inside. I really tried controlling myself from crying when Yoongi called me yesterday morning."
🐱So you pretending that you're okay? You shouldn't have Yoori. Look, I'm so sorry for yelling at you, I don't mean it that way. I know it's so rude of me saying like that, I don't know what get into me. I'm so worried about you, I guess.
"I know you'll be nagging at me and I'm expecting that...but you scared Jimin. I know, he is sulking right now."
🐱I know, he's not going to sulk long. Right, Jiminie?
🐥You know I will hyung, if you do that again. So noona, where are you now?
"Oh sorry, I forgot to inform. I'm in Jeju."
🐱WHAT??? Jeju? As in Jeju Island? Jeju-do?
"Yes... where do you think it is? There's only one Jeju in the world."
🐱Waa! You really don't want us to find you, isn't it?
"That's one of the reason. But I never been to Jeju and it's one of my wishlist place to visit so I guess it's vacation then."
🐿️Haha..noona, what in the world are you doing in Jeju?
"I need to calm my mind Hobi.... you know, the incident. But Jeju is such a beautiful island. I feel so relaxing and enjoying myself here. Beside, I rarely took a leave so this was like, a reward to myself, after working like hell for years."
🐰Noona, you will still come and see us after this right?
"Oh my God, my baby Jungkook. Of course I will. Why? Are you afraid, I'm not going to meet you all anymore?"
🐯Of course, we're afraid. You're our noona.
"Oh...so sweet of you Tae. Don't worry, I will keep seeing you guys until you get bored with me. And let's say, I don't want to see you all anymore, I'm afraid your hyung will be mad and will be nagging at me for the rest of my life."
🐱Oh yes definitely.
🐹 I'm so glad Yoori, you don't give up on us. Like I said to Hobi, how I wish we could have normal life, I want to go out with my friends without feeling worried, do whatever I like but you know that's impossible. So thank you for still being there for Yoongi, for the maknae, for all of us.
"Haish oppa, why do you have to say that? You know, I will still be there for all of you even if you're not famous, even if you're not BTS. I'm glad, I got to meet you all."
🐥 Noona, is the best.
🐱So, you'll be in Jeju for the whole week? Or are you going back to Seoul early?
"I'll be staying for a week. I want to enjoy the beauty of this island to the fullest before returning to Seoul."
🐱Fine. Take care and don't switch off you cellphone ever again.
"Are you still mad at me?"
🐱No.....but do that again and you'll get from me.
"Okay...okay. I get it. I'm sorry. So, we're good?"
🐱Yes, we're good.
"Good. I have to go, I feel sleepy. I call you tomorrow okay."
🐱Good night, sleep tight.
"Good night everyone. I miss you all."
🐥Bye noona, take care. We miss you too.
"Bye Jiminie, bye everyone."
Then she hang up.
🐨Are you okay, hyung?
🐱I'm okay guys. Sorry for my behaviour just now, that is really not cool of me. I don't know what get into me.
🐨I know you just worried about noona. Anyone would behave like that, if they're in the same situation.
🐱Jimin, we're good?
🐥Of course hyung...just don't ever do that again. I remember when in our old dorm, you and Namjoon hyung always fighting with each other but never like you're yelling just now.
🐨Ahhh yes, we fight a lot before. But nowadays, Yoongi hyung is my respect.
🐱Haha..Joon. Alright...I'm going back to my room. See you guys tomorrow and sorry once again.
🐿️Okay, let's go back to our room. Oh and please bring your tray and your dishes to your own room, so that the room service staff will collect it later.
🐰You're the best, Hobi hyung.
🐹Jungkook ah, can hyung sleep with you?
🐰Noooo. You have your own room hyung. Go..now.
When I reach my room, I went straight to the bathroom and brush my teeth. I went to bed with happy and grateful feeling. But then, I feel really bad for what I did just now. It was really rude of me. I'm also surprised, why did I do that? Yelling at Jimin and Yoori. I guess, I really care about Yoori, that's why I acted like that. I just hope, I won't repeat doing that kind of behaviour ever again. Now, I can sleep soundly and comfortably.
A/N : Wishing everyone a HAPPY, HEALTHY New Year. BORAHAE💜