But I never had the courage to tell him this . Now he debuted and I hardly get to see him. Anyway ... maybe he never felt something for me . But now it's so hard for me to see that a lot of girls like him... Girls that are prettier than me , or smarter or taller.. Now he can secretly date girls from girls groups. Maybe he doesn't even remember me .
How we met ? I'll tell you now !
We both met at auditions. He wanted to be a dancer and I wanted to be a singer . We trained together at JYP Entertainment. We danced together , but...we hardly talked.
Like a fool , I missed every chance of talking with him. He was always busy ... and when he was free he was with his friends.
Even today I regret every time when I couldn't say at least " hi hyunjin ".
After one year of training together , he was chosen to be a member in the new project group . One year after he was chosen I couldn't see him anymore. I quitted being a trainee , so I couldn't even hear anything about him .
Until one day... when JYP told me to come back as a trainee ... Now it's been one year since I didn't saw him. My hands were shaking when I opened the door of the practice room. It was all for nothing.
Hyunjin wasn't in the practice room. I tried to find him in the studio, but he wasn't there either. I thought that he might be with his team on an interview or something..so I gave up .
Anyway...what will I tell him when I'll see him again ? Maybe he won't even remember me ...
One year without even seeing him was very hard for me . I rejected a lot of boys because there was only one in my mind. I left a lot of people heartbroken because only Hyunjin was in my heart . How will I face him now ?
Maybe I will only look like a fool trying to act out . In his eyes I might be just another fan girl But it's much more than that .
( hi , I am chris and please tell me if there is anything to be improved)