I was scared but also excited.. even though he might not even see me .
I was 100% sure that he will only listen to music.
It was weird though... all the members started acting differently since I told Chan that I have feelings for hyunjin. They started being friendlier, they asked me to help them , they asked me about my age and personal stuff. Felix even told me to talk with hyunjin because we have a lot in common .
I don't know what happened . But once I tried talking with him , bout school and music , even though we didn't talk to much , I did it ! I finally did it !!
Now we were going together on a field trip... just the 3 of us in a car . Since it was November, it was snowing. As soon as we picked up hyunjin , he plunged his earphones in... yeah... I was expecting that . But suddenly Chan told him to take them off, he talk him that he should talk with us .
Waw ... I didn't see that coming. We started talking and laughing together. Even though he wasn't joking too much , he made my jokes seem funnier. We went shopping for some food , because it was a 2 hours long trip . Its was fun! We reached our destination .
I entered the building , but I forgot my phone in the car , and I was afraid that it will freeze. Hyunjin noticed it , and he went to the car to bring my phone. I was shocked.
Then we started talking with the staff while drinking hot chocolate. I looked at him and smiled, and he just looked at me .
After the meeting and shooting was over , we went back to the car . It was freezing cold . We turned on the car , and we waited for Chan... now it was just the 2 of us in the car... he started listening to music , and so did I.
On our way back we took with us 2 of the stuff girls . One of them sitted in the front sit , the second one sitted with hyunjin and I in the back . So , I had to sit right next to him . I plunged in my earphones and I made myself comfortable.
I don't remember anything more , but I remember that I woke up on hyunjin' s shoulder ...