After he finished you said " Yoongi don't worry I will accept it, and also I don't use any social media much so there is you need or worry about. And I understand what you are trying to say and I respect that. So just don't worry and I accept the condition ". As you finished he looked at your eyes with so much joy and his eyes were filled with happiness. You two were just looking at each other and he was holding your wrist like he is never gonna let go of it. You two were just staring when you heard your father say " So is the marriage happening? ". He let go of your wrist and both of you looked at your father. "Yes" both of you said at the same time. Everyone sighed in relief.
After some time of discussing the marriage date and more everyone gets ready to leave. You and Yoongi somehow end up going together out of the meeting spot. So while both of you are walking he hands you a small piece of paper and says "this is my number text me later". You had some butterflies again. You took the paper and put it in your purse. "Y/N definitely text me later cuz I have more things I need to tell you and I couldn't tell them because the parents were there". You nod as an answer. He smiles and after few minutes both you said bye and left the place.
After reaching home you immediately changed and texted him. "Hi Yoongi it's me Y/N" You wrote. After few minutes you got a reply back. "Hey. Did you reach there safely". Upon those words you were so touched. You guys talked for hours. And now everyday you would talk to him. It was like you cannot live even one day without texting him atleast a hi. Even if he was busy he would talk for few minutes. You guys got along very well. But the thing was even after talking for so long ,whenever you both met it was very awkward (you guys only met for 2 times before he went back to Korea). You missed him so much even tho you talked. You missed seeing his smile in front if you. You missed seeing him get all shy when he talked to you. You missed seeing him get very nervous whenever your father asked him something. You missed him so much. So much that you were about to cry missing him. But you had to just hold onto it and wait, wait for the marriage day. Wait to meet him again. You sighed and continued scrolling thru your phone.
After some minutes you texted yoongi a hi. He didn't reply so you went on with your day thinking he might be busy. You texted him again the next day. Still no reply. You texted him for almost a week and he didn't reply. Your mind again having those weird negative thoughts. You started thinking that he never liked you and you got way ahead of yourself. You started to think bad of yourself for evening thinking he could like you. You were just broke because of over thinking. You once even thought of breaking the marriage but you held it back.
You stopped texting him and after two most more days he texted you. He wrote "I'm really sorry sam I've been really busy with our upcoming album. So please don't get mad if I don't text you back". You read it and still with guilt you replied "it's ok Yoongi I understand ". But for the next conversation it wasn't the same. You always felt guilt. Guilt of marrying him without him wanting it. You always felt like he doesn't want it but you didn't knew how much he was looking forward to it. He always was very excited for this marriage since the day he saw you. He was noticing how the conversation if not the same anymore. He felt like he was rushing it and maybe you were not happy with this marriage. He felt so guilty but he didn't want to make any misunderstandings and break the marriage and maybe even break your heart. It was very difficult for both of you. Both of you felt guilt and both of were never brave enough to clear things out.
This went on for months until the wedding day arrived. You were so tensed and all you wanted was to talk to him and make it clear if he wants this wedding or no. You got ready and you were about to cry thinking this wedding might cause a lot of chaos in your life. Maybe Yoongi never wanted this. Again you had those negative thoughts ruining everything, those thoughts never left. Even until you got fully ready and was about to leave for the ceremony they didn't leave. So while you are in the car you decided to call Yoongi and clear this once in for all. Your heartbeat raising and you almost having a panic attack. You dialed his number.
On the other hand Yoongi was also feeling very guilty. He told his members about everything and they said him to just calm down and talk it out with you. He was very stressed. Just walking around in circles thinking what to do when he heard his phone ringing. He picked up the phone to see who it is. It was you, he quickly declined it not knowing what to say to you. After he declined you started to panic, you thought he was angry. But with some courage you dialed it again. This time he picked it up. "Listen I have things I want to clear up before this wedding happens" both of you said at the same time. You both went "oh". "You say what you wanted to say" you told him. He went ahead and said " Y/N if you don't want this marriage just tell me I don't want to trap you into something you don't want to be a part of. If you don't want it just say it and clear things up please. I've been feeling so guilty and so worried from the time our conversations changed. Our conversations now are never the same as before. Please say what's bothering you. I would like nothing other than clearing thing up between us".
- end of episode 3