Maybe not just a trainee

Notes of despair

   She couldn't say a word, his smile was like a rainbow after a storm. She was really happy that he wants to help her. His personality was really adorable to her. 

   He started teaching. His explanation was really well delivered and his mid-conversation jokes were making her laugh.

   Y/N was having fun learning something new and the thoughts that she's getting better was giving her hopes. 


   In the next days she was practicing her piano skills and she noticed that it becomes better day by day. Her first training week was about to come to an end.
 
   Everything was okay, except she got criticized by the rap coach because she couldn't rap. Y/N was more a dancer, vocalist and visual that a rapper. But this wasn't the reason Y/N was frustrated.

   It was that some trainees were laughing at her saying "What's wrong Y/N? You can't rap?" "Aww what a shame. Why don't you ask Chan for help?" they laughed again.

   She decided to learn how to rap by herself without asking for help to anyone. She went to other studio and made sure nobody's around.

   Y/N started. She tried to focus but all that was in her head we're those trainees that were mocking her. She couldn't concentrate. She tried to write some lyrics and to rap them but the lyrics were plain and when she listened to the recording of her rap it sounded horrible.

  Y/N was really desperate. She sat on couch and a tear fell of the ground. The pressure she was facing being a trainee was hard for her to deal with it