Your point of view
"Hey Veronica! Did I really won the fan signing?! Omg I can't believe it! Am I dreaming?" I said while lifting my laptop through the air. Veronica, my big sister rolled her eyes and said.
"How many times do I have to tell you? Like duh, you can just give it to me if you really can't believe it." She said and just continued scrolling her phone.
"Can't you just be a little bit happy for me? It just feels so surreal that I can't even believe that this is real. Tell me, will something happen to my future? I'm too young to be so lucky I really can't believe it." I said and hugged the laptop tightly feeling our connection to each other.
"Yeah congrats. How did you actually won that? You just bought an album right?" She said.
"That's why I really can't believe it. Well anyways, I gotta pick my outfit now. I'm so excitedd." I said and immediately went to my closet to pick some clothes.
A day before the fan signing~
"Don't forget to ask Felix tips on how to be so hot like him okay?" Veronica said that made me roll my eyes. Is she serious about that?
"Of course I would!" I said but I was actually not going to do that. Who actually would?.... except her.
"Good. Anyways give the letter to Felix safely okay? Take care sis and don't steal Felix from me! Goodluck and don't get nervous!" She said and I just gave her a nod because I'm too excited.
I arrived at the venue without knowing I did because I'm too excited to even focus on the road. I immediately got off the car and kissed your mother.
"Thank you Mom! See you later i gotta go!" I said and went to the other people. I'm about to go when I heard your mom saying..
"Have fun honey! Make sure to give the hat I made to Chan alright?" Mom said that made me turn around and say..
"I will Mom! Take care!" I said and did a thums up. I happily, excitedly and nervously went to the venue.
I just noticed yourself being inside of the venue and became more nervous and excited at the same time. Minutes had passed and I saw someone giving some fan made goods so I decided to go because I think it's still early. I'm about to go when you bumped into someone.
"Ouch!" A familiar voice said. You immediately apologized and bowed multiple times.
"That's alright. I gotta go! See ya!" After realizing who's voice it is you immediately looked up and saw Minho catching up with the other members.
"O.M.G." I said and hurriedly get some unofficial goods and went to my sit back still thinking if I really had a conversation with... I know. I know. We know. Lee Know. I can still feel his arms on mine and all I can do is hold my hands to less the nervousness I are feeling. I didn't even realized how we bumped into each other without the guards stopping me.
"Chan!!"
"Minho ya!!"
"Felix!"
"Jeongin ah!!"
"Seungmin!"
"Jisungah!!"
"Hyunjin!!"
"Changbin!!"
"Grandpa!"
Are the only thing I could hear in the room so I also began shouting their names and surprisingly... Seungmin and I.N. waved at me and smiled with a kinda looked surprised.. am i imagining things? Well anyways just... It is look how cute they are~~
While the members are comfortably sitting and waving at some fans, stays are all trying to get noticed. Few minutes later the fan signing started and I got in line nervously. I almost fell when you saw hyunjin smiled and waved at me.. well, who wouldn't? While waiting for my turn I can catch hyunjin staring at me multiple times. Am I imagining things? Well whatever I'll just try to do an eye to eye contact with him even though It isn't true.
Minutes passed and I didn't noticed that it was already my turn and Jeongin softly called me.
"Hello there~"it is I can't believe you really did come! I missed you!!" Jeongin cutely said. Wait did he just said that he missed me? Well, that's normal, they love stays so much and missed all of them.
"I missed you too Jeongin, btw how did you know I'm your noona?" I immediately said with a shaking voice while playing with my hands. A wider smile curved on his lips and said..
"What are you talking about noona? Of course I would. Well anyways, how are you doing?" Jeongin said and signed the album.
"I'm fine thank you and you?" I asked, imitating them.
"Btw, can I ask you a question?" I said and he looked up on me after signing the album.
"Of course noona, what is it?" He asked looking at me while having both of his hands rested on his chin.
"How can you became so cute and hot at the same time?" I asked half serious and half playing around.
"Woah there noona, calm down. Hyung will punch me but try to ask my parents noona... Just kidding" He said and winked that made my heart flutter. But what did he just say? Okay I better stop imagining things.
"Btw, can you please sing baby shark for me?" I requested.
"You're still the same noona. Baby Shark do do do do do do~" He said, smiling while dancing. What is really happening? Am I just too excited or not?
"See you soon noona~~" Jeongin said after singing. I smiled back at him and went to the man beside him and I know, You know, we know who it is. Lee Know!
"I didn't except you'd actually go here. Anyways, how you doin?" He said INFORMALLY. Why tho? And why does it looks like we already met once? But of course, all we gotta do is relish the moment because.. why not?
"I'm doing good oppa, how bout you?" I said nervously and smiled at him. I also gave the album. He smiled back and signed it.
"As usual. Do you have any questions or requests?" He said.
"Actually... None. I'm too nervous and excited to even think of something. But actually wow, how can a face of yours actually exist? Back to the topic, I'm actually curious about something. What is your favorite song on the album oppa?" I asked. He laughed that made me pause for a moment.
"I love every song on the album so I can't really pick one. But actually, why is it so awkward?" He said and laughed again. I laughed back at him and also realized that it really is so awkward.
"Yeah. I don't know what to say anymore.." I said while playing both of my hands. I saw the girl in the side telling me to move because the 2 minutes of my precious moment already ended so I immediately got my album and said..
"Anyways, always take care oppa!" I said and waved at him, smiling. I moved to the side to have a conversation with.. who do you think it is? Seungmin!
"Noona! You're here!" He said energetically and cutely.
"Yeah.. you are really cute Seungmo~~" I said awkwardly and gave the album, not knowing what to say next..
"You are too noona." He said. Did he really say that?
We had a very awkward conversation because I'm too spaced out by what he just said..
"Bye now noona. See you again soon! Take care! Seungmo will miss you~~" He said and waved while smiling. BIAS WRECKER ALERT. How can he be so adorable?
"Bye~~ also take a good care!" I said shyly and also waved. After that, I went to bangchan.
"Oh! Y/N!"He surprisingly said. How did he knew my name...? Oh wait my name is attached on the album, silly me.
"Hello, Grandpa!!"I said and gave the album for him to sign.
"You good?" He asked while signing the album.
"Of course! How about you? You should never skip a meal, okay?" I said. He laughed a bit... Am I that funny? Well, it's good that I made him laugh.
"You're still the same."
"What? Did you just say something? I'm sorry I'm not able to hear it clearly.. stays are just too loud" I said while playing with my hands.. again.
"What? I didn't say something. Anyways, what is that hat? It looks cute." He asked and smiled.. look at that face of an angel~
"Oh I almost forgot the hat my mom made for you. She's a big fan of yours actually." I said and gave the hat I am wearing. Mom will be happy that Chan loved it.
"Cute~ tell your mom that it looks so good and I loved it!! Thank you also for this. I'll always wear it!" He said and wore it. The hat looks good on him. Well it's natural because any outfit really suits him. I'll take a picture of him with the hat later.
I saw the girl beside me moved and it just means that I should go... Nooo not yet why does time flies so fast when I'm with them?
"I gotta go oppa, I really really love your leadership. Bangchan best leader!! Fighting!" I said and got the album with my fist on the air and went to the next member, Felix.
"Hello noona! How are you doing?" He said with a deep voice and smiled.
"I'm doing okay thanks to y'all! How about you? Don't overdo yourself, stays will be very sad if you do." I said and gave the album, still nervous.
"Of course! Anyways, did you enjoy the songs?" He said and signed the album.
"I actually love them all, and just helps me everytime. Anyways, my sister wrote this for you." I said and smiled after giving the letters.
"Oh thank you!! I'll be sure to read this later~. It's good that you loved the album and we can help you!" He said and got the letters.
"You can help me everytime and also the whole fandom. You never fails to make us smile every single day." I said that made his smile wider.
You didn't noticed that the conversation should end already so you immediately said goodbye and got the album and thanked him. He went to the next person. It's actually a baby... Changbin!!
"Aaa i missed you Y/N!!!" He said cutely and we made a fist bomb.. I don't also know why. But actually, why are they all so gorgeous?
"I missed you too oppa! Btw, can you freestyle rap about your feelings in here?" I requested and put the album down.
"Today is the day I've been always waiting for. Y/N, y/n, stay, stay, don't you know how much I missed you? I'm so happy to see stay so happy communicating with me. Hope this day won't end." He rapped. How could he actually do that?
"You really rap so good oppa, actually you don't have to add my name..." I said shyly.
"But it's true." He said while signing the album.
We talked and talked comfortably at each other like we are childhood friends. I bid my goodbye and said I had a very good time and thanked him. I moved to the next man, Hyunjin. He looked surprised when he saw me and then smiled... Oof, calm down heart.
"Hello, Grandpa!"I said then gave the album having an eye to eye contact with him and our hands just touched... Am I about to get a heart attack?
"Long time no see y/n, i missed you so much. You're beautiful as always but you got more beautiful" He said and signed the album. Did he just say that I'm beautiful? I can't do this anymore omg. Anyway, I really am overthinking things. Better focus on this angel right here.
"I missed you too~. Don't joke around, I know I'm not" I said. He laughed and just looked like he's used to me saying that. Surprisingly, he showed both of his hands... Err are we supposed to do a high five?
I tapped both of his hands that made him laugh and get my hands... omg so he was saying that we should hold hands. He intertwined our hands and started talking but my ears can't absorb it. This is just normal right? I watched too many fan signing and they always hold hands but I just realized that my heart can't take it and my brain can't believe it. I'm getting lucky in a very young age, will something happen to my future?
"Your hands are still soft as usual y/n~~" He said while inspectioning my hands.
"Y/n~~? Y/n? You okay?" He asked. Oh wait I almost forgot.
"Oh yeah? Ah of course." I said without knowing what he just said. He laughed.
We had a conversation that I really can't remember because I'm too focused on our hands and just absorbed by his eyes. I can't...
"See you later y/n~~ always take care of yourself~" He said and gently put my hands down.
"No~~ not yet- I mean yeah, see you later. Also take care of yourself!" I said and immediately picked the album. Did I just say that? I shyly went to the next member, It's an animal, a quokka to be exact.
If hyunjin is shocked when he saw me Jisung is more shocked like he saw a ghost. I slowly put the album down. Is he uncomfortable..?
"Y/n.... You're here.." He said.
"You really did come back.." He said unknowingly and smiled.
"You really returned to me."
"Well, yeah. But did you just say something oppa?" I asked and smiled.
"Don't you remember me at all?" He asked like hoping.
"Well you're han Jisung..? J. One and also Peter?" I said... Why did he asked a question like that?
"So you really did forget me." He said with a pain in his eyes. Wait, what's happening?
"Wait are you oka-"
"What happened to the word 'us' for you to easily forget it?" The last thing I only remembered he said before everything went black. What did he just say?
THE END.
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