Y/N's POV
(Your Name's POV)
I'm here at our house right now. My boyfriend and I just broke up earlier.
Well, it turns out he's just an ex because we broke up.
Take note...
IN CHAT! IN CHAT HE BREAK UP WITH ME!
This guy's face is so thick. Reason?
He said there was no spark anymore. He said he didn't feel like he loved me anymore. Wow?!
Just wow, and now I see him posting on Facebook saying he's not enough? What else is he missing?
We're in an LDR, I know it's hard but there are many LDRs that work. :(
Anyways, that's our chat. It's corny, isn't it? Tsk.
But come on first…
Wait a minute...
SHOULD I POST?!
The nerve of this guy.
I went online on Messenger and was about to chat with him, but my group chat with my best friends popped up.
"I'm sooo lost without you~" Stell chatted.
"Am I not enough? Is there something missing in me? Is there something wrong with me? Am I ugly? Oh wait, I'm not ugly." Josh teased. He imitated Liza Soberano's line in Ex and Why's.
"Is my body ugly?" Ken continued on Liza's line.
"Oh wait, I'm sexy." He added.
"Am I taking turns?" Sejun and I continued.
"No." Stella replied.
"Then why!?!!!" Sejun chatted passionately. I imagined and knew that while he was chatting, he was also acting. We can give him an Oscar. -___-
"Hey, don't be like that to Y/N." Jah chatted. Yieeee, Jah loves me so much. ^____^
It's obvious they read my ex's post, that's why they're acting like that now. -__-
They probably thought we had a fight or I was the one who broke up.
"What a disrespect!" Sejun's sermon.
"HEY DON'T LET Y/N GO AWAY!!!" He shouted at the gc. Yes, he shouted. Capslock eh HHAHAHAHAHAHA. He's really brave sometimes even though he's the youngest of SB19 hahahaha.
"Uyyyy seeneeerr." Stell said.
"Guys, you really don't know." I voicemailed them. My voice was a little different because I had been crying.
They all just watched.
Wow, seers? -___-
"Hey, don't be seen, guys." I voicemailed again. But they were all seen again.
So I just went out and took a shower. I stayed in the cr for a while because I was still crying. After I took a shower, I got dressed and left the room.
"HEY WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE!? WAIT WHO'S LETTING YOU FIVE IN!?" I shouted in shock.
"Hey! Y/N, eat!" Stell greeted me.
Suddenly there's SB19 in your house.
"Hooooooy who let you in?" I repeated my question because these people seemed deaf -__-
"Auntie." They said at the same time.
"He said he was going shopping first." Stell said.
"You haven't told your aunt about your boyfriend yet, have you?" Ken said.
"It's obvious Ken, he was looking for Y/N's boyfriend earlier, so the two of them had a LQ." Jah said.
"Ex." I answered modestly but I laughed a little at Jah's philosophizing with Ken.
They were all surprised.
"Wait, I think I know what happened. You're jealous of us, right? You have five handsome creatures as your best friends." Josh joked. I laughed at that but I just shook my head as if saying no.
"Hmmmm. Wait, you took a break?! That's why you emote on Facebook!?" Jah said.
"No! Me? I'm going to break up!?" I said.
"Yes, Jah. You know Y/N doesn't leave her unless there are big reasons like cheating. She's the one who often leaves him." Josh said and shot Jah.
"Wow thank you Josh for reminding me." I said and rolled my eyes and laughed too.
But this time they just looked at me silently?
"Why?" I asked.
It's so self-conscious that they just stare at me.
"You're crying again in the car, aren't you?" Ken said.
"That's why it takes so long to take a bath." Josh agreed.
"You're crazy, aren't you? How could you say that?" I said while laughing.
Just pretend you can do that Y/N. Don't make them worry.
I said I was myself but the five of them didn't want to listen. They know me better than I know myself. -__-
"Your eyes are swollen." Stell said.
"You're faking your laugh." Sejun said with a smile.
"You're just standing there like if you take one step you'll cry." Jah said.
"You asked who let us in, and you know we only go in and out of your house. That means you're hiding something." Ken gave a long explanation.
"And most importantly. When we entered, you didn't ask for food. So therefore we conclude you were crying!" Josh added.
"Guys, it's okay." I said and couldn't hold back my tears.
"HAHA YOU'RE CRYING ALL THE TIME!" Jah said, panicking.
"Hey, I'm getting out of there, you're the one who's going to make trouble." Ken said.
"Sejun takes the tubing!!!" Stell orders Sejun.
"Hey Josh, comfort me!" Sejun also ordered while getting water.
And that's when I really laughed without forcing it.
They're acting like crazy.
Josh came to me and wiped my tears with his hands.
He looked at me and said..
"Just cry. We're just here."
That made me smile.
"YOU'RE STUPID JOSH! YOU SHOULD BE CHARGED, DID YOU JUST SAY YOU WERE CRYING?!" Jah shouted and threw a pillow at him.
"Well, it's better to just hide the pain, right!?" Josh replied and threw the pillow back.
According to the ending, the two had a pillow fight. -___-
Sejun came to me and gave me water to drink.
"Thank you Sejun." I said.
He just showed me his eye smile and patted my head just like he always did since before when I was crying.
It really gives me comfort. When even without words you feel like everything will be okay because he patted your head.
Suddenly my stomach growled. I hadn't eaten yet.
Stella laughed.
"I'll cook." He said and went to the kitchen.
While waiting for Stell to cook, we were all in the dining area.
"Stell, hurry up, we're hungry! Chicken haaaaa!!!" Ken said.
"I'm not cooking for you, Ken. Just Y/N." He told Ken. Ken just pouted because of that.
But I know that everything she cooks is for us.
Stell finished cooking and placed the food on the table.
We prayed first and then ate.
"So. Why?" Sejun asked.
I just sighed.
"They said there's no spark anymore." I didn't feel like answering but still continued eating because I was really hungry, I was hungry for heartbreak. Hhahahahaha.
"Edi, give it some sparkle!" Jah said. There you go again, those corny jokes. But it really helped a lot to lighten up the mood.
"Jusko dai sparkle?!" Komento ni Stell.
Add Stell to this. They made me laugh.
"Last you're gone Jah. Knowledge of Ken.
"Hey, sometimes I really don't know why you ended up in SB19." Josh said.
"He said he didn't feel like he loved me anymore. He actually broke up with me while chatting!" I said and swallowed a lot.
I noticed that they all went silent, so I raised my head.
The five of them were on their cell phones.
"HEY, DON'T CHAT!" I threatened. They all stopped.
"Why?" They said together.
*sighs* They said they would really chat. Best friends are more angry with exes than you are with yourself.🤦
It's a good thing I stopped.
I took out my cellphone. I thought it was over but it wasn't. My girl best friend sent me something.
"Girl? What happened? I saw his post on Facebook. Did you find out?" he asked.
"What do you mean?" I felt like I already knew what he was going to say but I still asked, maybe I was just guessing wrong.
She sent me a screenshot of a woman's tweet.
[ Can't wait to be yours, baby. ]
Then a picture of my ex and a woman. It was 2 weeks ago.
Two freaking weeks ago.
Then everything become clear. That was the time when he started to get cold with me.
I always shared with the five that he was cold but they comforted me that maybe the person was just going through something and knowing boys especially my ex he didn't want to share his weakness with me.
I always ask the five of them why that is?
Well, it's better to share than to keep it to themselves, but they don't know because they shared their problems with me and they said they'd do the same with their future girlfriends.
I dropped my cell phone and started crying again.
The five stood up and came towards me.
It was a bit messy because Stell put away the food even though we weren't finished eating yet.
He knows that when I cry, I lose my appetite.
And the five of them stopped eating to come see me.
Sejun helps Stell clean up first.
Ken went to my room to get a handkerchief.
Jah got water.
And after everything they were doing, they came to me. Josh turned off my cellphone so they couldn't read the convo.
Despite being best friends with them, they really give me a lot of privacy, even though I said it was okay for them to check my phone, but no, they would wait for me to say it myself or for me to open my phone again to let them read the convo or other things on my phone.
They didn't say anything. They didn't ask questions. They didn't rub my back because they knew I would cry more if they did that.
They were just waiting for me to settle down and tell them why I was crying. They gave me a handkerchief and water.
They're always like this when I cry.
They are beside me and in front of me, and sometimes I even see them trying to stop themselves from punching the wall.
This time I saw Sejun clench his hand.
As well as the four.
I gradually stopped crying and wiped my face with a handkerchief.
"S-sorry guys. You didn't finish eating." I apologized.
"It's okay Y/N." Sejun said and patted my head again.
I opened my cellphone and asked them to read the convo.
"WHAT THE!?" Sejun said and punched the air.
"This jerk!" Ken commented again.
Did I say that? We've been together for 1 year and 2 months. Maybe he's really bored with me.
"Don't ever go back to that again, Y/N." Stell said, also annoyed.
"Yes, of course. You deserve more." Justin and I said.
"We're just here for you, right?" Josh said.
"I'll just fuck you." I said laughing.
Hey, but we really just consider each other best friends and I know their crushes even though...
"We don't want to lose our jobs yet, Y/N." Stell said and patted my forehead.
That's it. They're not even allowed to have girlfriends. Hahahahaha, that's so pathetic.
"Poor thing!" I said laughing.
"At least we're not leaving!" Ken said and the four of them shot at him.
"He actually spoke!" Josh said.
"Let Y/N win the argument!" Sermon by Pinuno.
"Ken, if Y/N cries again, you really should buy food without disguise, okay, when can you come back?" Jah said.
I laughed at the five of them.
They are really crazy.
That day they just accompanied me home. Movie marathon. Pokemon. Anime.
And other genres but when it was horror, Stell stood up and said she would just cook. We agreed. That one was scary and so when he came back there would be food and other genres for us to watch. Mama came home in the afternoon and also watched the movie.
When the five of us are here, mom forgets that I am her child. -___-
When my mom found out that my ex and I had broken up, she was happy. She also didn't like my boyfriend because she said he had a bad feeling about him, but she still supported me. Turns out her bad feeling was right.
It's been 2 months since the break up. And I can't believe the pain is gone. Isn't there a 3 month rule for moving on? Anyways, I'm happy for him now that he's with someone else. He's in charge of his life. Hahahahaha.
I'm here today at the SB19 concert. Actually, I'm on the side with Tatang, Ms. Hong, and ate Rose.
They danced and sang Go Up. I was deafened by the A'Tin's shouting and fan chat.
After they sang, they sang the chorus of A'Tin in Go Up.
These guys are really going up. I smiled.
Their last song is Hanggang sa Huli, which is a favorite of the crowd. While earlier they were very noisy, now they are crying.
I cried too. Because I felt that A'Tin loved them so much. And the five of them also love A'Tin, when I'm with them they talk a lot about them. About the gifts, their efforts on twitter, facebooks, youtube and other social media platforms.
They keep telling me this even though I know because I'm on social media too.
But still, I let them be. Alam kong masayang-masaya sila to have A'Tin by their side in their journey.
Their song and concert were over. They said goodbye and said they would be back next time.
They are coming down and coming to us, Dad. They wave to us.
Well, who needs a boyfriend though? When I have SB19 as my boy bestfriends.💙
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