Hello everyone, it's Star!
Hmm, I'm not sure how to start this.
How should I do the intro in a situation like this....
I just came running here thinking about how I used to interact with my friends back in the day haha. I remember communicating really well and paying a lot of attention to each and every one of you back then, but it feels like things have slowed down a bit lately....
Sometimes I guess I'm keeping my distance when I speak.
I'm a little suspicious, too...
(If by any chance you were offended by something I said
I'm really, truly sorry. I didn't mean to say it that way.
So I am always so grateful to my readers and friends!
So I listen to them as much as possible.
I used to comfort you a little if you needed it.
(Of course, depending on the perspective of the recipient)You might not have felt it was comforting, but)
I'm a little upset because it seems to have slowed down a bit lately.
Of course, the half-brothers are still treating me well, but
I feel like I'm not doing my part well...?
And unfortunately... it looks like I'm going to get even busier... (Damn real life...!) So I came to write this because I also feel like I won't be able to communicate often.
Yeah, I think the introduction might have been a bit long ๐
Anyway, I might not be able to come often,
That doesn't mean I've forgotten my half-friends, absolutely not!!!!
(If that happens, I'm truly trash...)
But it makes me a little sad that I won't be able to listen to these friends when they are having a hard time or need someone to confide in in the future....
When you're having a hard time, just having someone listen to your story and empathize with you would be a huge comfort, but since I can't do that for you...
It leaves a bit of a bitter taste.
so!
Because I can't listen to you when you're having a hard time.
I'll write down a little bit of my sincere feelings before I go.
Make sure to take this out and read it every now and then when you're having a hard time. You have one person on your side.
I hope you can find strength again with this kind of feeling!
I am also an imperfect person, so I might be clumsy at comforting you, but
With a blurry gaze, I just vaguely conveyed that this is roughly my true feeling... Haha...
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Everyone has their struggles.
Whether it is depression, conflict with family, or conflict with friends.
I think enduring hardships is the hardest part.
And sometimes it makes me sad that there isn't really anyone I can confide in.
And I think there are many people who live difficult lives, laughing more and pretending to be happier to hide their sad true feelings.
There is also a saying that the prettiest eyes are the eyes that have shed the most tears.
I believe in you.
First of all, I think it must have been very difficult for you.
I'm barely managing to carry all that luggage again today.
You must have been tired and exhausted.
Please give yourself a tight hug and tell yourself you did a good job.
Enduring the current hardships and getting through each day,
It's because it's something really amazing.
You might think being happy is a luxury, but
The way I see it, you deserve to be happy.
If the burden is too heavy for you right now,
It is good to put it down for a moment and take a break.
It's too hard if you just keep running blindly, isn't it?
We also need to take some time to regroup.
It means you can move forward even more vigorously.
And honestly acknowledge your feelings,
Itโs not bad to have a good cry once.
"No, I'm not. I'm so happy right now!"
Don't try to sugarcoat it with a lie like that,
Because if you do that, it could escalate into even greater depression.
What I truly need
Think about it carefully.
I can't be of direct help, but
Sometimes when I want to give up everything
Please don't forget that somewhere, I am always on your side!! Keep even a little bit of hope in your heart! I will be waiting for the day when you can smile brightly with all your heart to come soon!
I support you, who shines every moment.
(It was a clumsy attempt at comfort, but I hope you felt my sincerityโค)
The sky is really pretty today. Look at it and cheer up!! Someday
Even a gloomy heart will become clear like this!
Sincerely, Star05