M/n perspective
I still wasn't use to it the drills that my sister made me do in order to be an idol. Since she already dealt with the pain. Get up early was step one the worst step. Step two requires me to do everything but eat breakfast. You can imagine how far this list goes and that I was not happy. Building muscles and working and my vocals everyday. For two years I felt like I was in prision yet this would but it be worst if I didnt prepare my body.
"Noona can we stop or take a break now" I pouted trying to act cute.
"Do wanna be an idol or not"
Sighing bitterly the training got worst
"96...97...98...99-"
"Come on one more push! Push!"
"100!" Shouted a tried boy bench pressing ...oh wait it was me.
"Your done for today I want to to eat dinner and go to bed!" Noona shouted gathering her things ready to rush out the door.
" why? It's only 6 pm." my face puzzled by the sudden demand.
" Well tomorrow is the day you get to do try out for jyp." Without a second word she left shutting the door. A dream come true was possibly happening tomorrow. My brain stopped functioning that night as I layed in bed. Tomorrow. Tomorrow. Sleep was far FAR away from me and adrenaline kept my blood pumping fast. I can't screw this up I thought I do my sister's recommendation would be all for nothing, this training would be all for nothing. Anxiety started to cloud my mind. crying slowly thinking { what if I was not good enough, what if all the hard work we put into this just becomes a waste and I have to wait another year or so or maybe forever}. Music is my life line nowadays. Grabbing my phone with ready air pods I played insomnia by stray kids. Voices as clear as night that cut through my doubt the words I can't sleep direct my mind to a Paradise of euphoria.
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"So we the new groups is formed we need you two to mentor them. This is fine with you right?"
"Sir we will do our best to make sure that the the new boy and girl group are fully prepared and trained."
He has no idea if the rookies will ever be that good.
"I can count on you also to help select the members correct. Tomorrow is important and is fill with a lot of fresh talent don't forget it."
With that me and chan left the room. Tomorrow iz important and I only care if one person gets in.
"Mina noona are you excited for tomorrow?"
"No."
"Yeah I know lik- wait what?!"
With that I left stray kids leader behind in the poorly lighted hall way. More nevouse than ever.
Thank you for reading ep 1.