Summer vacation

Episode 2- The dare kiss

I looked down, nobody knew I had a crush on him, and Ni-ki didn't know either, Jay was the only person to know. But he was too kind. And today I didn't want to tell a big secret to everyone.

I looked blankly for 2 minutes and I took the bottle of some whisky and drank up a little. They all were surprised, but they knew I didn't want to say it. So without looking at them all, I said I want to back up, they wanted to say no but that was the rule.
My head was hurting a bit and I decided to look at the beautiful sunset. When Ni-ki had come because he backed up and it was sorry to ask me that kind of question, I didn't say anything, but we were both watching the sun going down.

I felt someone looking at me and Ni-ki but I saw just Sunghoon took photos of the sunset. I looked back at Ni-ki and he was just looking silently and he moved his head down. And said I'm sorry for doing that but I have a reason."

I moved my head towards him and watched how he had his eyes closed.

"My reason for asking you that was that I do like you, Jay-Hyung told me a lot about you, the way he described you, I wanted to meet you, but I don't expect you to like me back."

I saw him stood up and go to his hotel, I didn't go to him, I just let him and have a personal space so I stayed quietly in my place.

After some time, the guys said quietly
that they should do a campfire. I noded and Heeseung was bringing the woods from his backpack. I didn't ask but he was a weirdo anyway.

We made a campfire, but more than half of the work was because of me and Sunghoon. It felt like a school camping, but the only strange thing was the view in right was the blue water and in the left were the hotels and other buildings.

We talked for a while but Ni-ki didn't show up, so I felt kinda sorry towards him.

After some time, Jungwon wanted to play dare. Another stupid game I said to myself, it was normal and the craziness began after 30 minutes. Heeseung said to Sunghoon. "I dare you to kiss...", he paused for a second and he was pointing his finger towards me. I was surprised, but I stood up and wanted to go to the hotel, but that it was a wrong move.

Sunghoon hesitated for a while and Heeseung said that he had enough courage to make it, it was just pushing Sunghoon to do it. And when I was halfway closer to the hotel, I felt something running towards me, and he took me by the wrist.

I closed my eyes and my heart was beating fast, but I wanted my first kiss to be with the person I loved and his name was Jungwon.

I didn't move an inch, because his hands were on my wrist and I couldn't escape. I felt a bit awkward because Heeseung, Jungwon, and Jay were watching me.

But Sunghoon did kiss me, I felt awkward maybe embarrassing, but I didn't felt anything towards Sunghoon.

When the kiss ended, I went towards the hotel and I left Sunghoon behind. I didn't even dare to look him in the eye.

The next day, I felt somehow sick, everything happened so fast and I didn't have a chance to do anything. And in the morning I went to the airport.

At the airport, I met with Jungwon and I felt too embarrased to look him in the eye, because of what happened. And when we were sitting in the aeroplane, and the plane decorated he asked me an unexpected question, he said. "It's true that you had a crush on me?"

I looked at the window and said isn't too obvious. I wanted to say everything to him, but instead, I was just being cold.

When we have arrived at Seul, Jungwon was taking me by the wrist. I didn't turn back, but I could hear my heart beating as fast as ever.

"All I wanted to say it's that I was a bit jealous of Sunghoon, just doing the dare yesterday. I knew it was just a dare, but I couldn't take my mind off it. I knew we were in the same school and it was because of you, because I couldn't study and my grades were pretty bad.", he paused, then I turned back to look at him and I said the words he could not say,

"But all I wanted to say shortly is that I like you, and I wanted to keep my distance from you."

He was shocked that I knew what he was going to say. It was like telepathy, but in real life, it was just a hunch.

I stayed for a few minutes and say again "You like me yes or no?"

His expression changed and I knew his words pretty well so, he was just moving closer and closer to my lips and my heart was beating faster and faster.