- Suzy... do you know what bited those three? They are emanating an aura of destruction... that I don't even would like to ask - I hushed when I arrived and received a grunt as salute, they eat in a corner without anyone trying to approach them.
- no idea... I don't want to know either. But when I asked why they came so early today, Jin said the managers just dropped them here as soon as possible... whatever it is, surely is not our business... seems something personal.
- we can hear you gossiping, actually - Jungkook said he didn't eat much, Jin at least was eating a reasonable amount but not his usual and Yoongi was just moving the ingredients around without trying to taste anything by himself.
- careful Namjoon! - said Hoseok but our leader almost killed himself walking into the studio and throwing a ventilator on his path. Today was hot and I noticed they were on, to maintain this area fresh since the air-condition was being repaired this afternoon.
- Dammit... I am so clumsy today - RM said moving carefully.
Jin's P/V:
I couldn't even fake an smile, Yoongi has tried to talk with Baika over the phone. She answered immediately to him but just heard him telling the truth... that Baika has all the rights to be angry with us, specially him that is her husband... we tried to apologize since she answered to him... but this isn't going to be solved over the phone.
- please, can you check Baby's agenda for tomorrow, for me? - Yoongi asked to the first manager he saw.
- surely... no problem - he answered getting into his phone, probably to check what he was asked.
- can't open the file on my phone but can send to you the data, to your account, so you can check it in the laptop - the manager said a few moments later.
- A photo session in the morning not very early... and then nothing until the trainees' evaluation.... what are you doing later? - asked Yoongi.
- Why? do you wanna hang out? Did the princess let you have some fun around? - I joked
- Do we look like trying to organize a party or what? - I asked... being a little harsh the way I said it.
- okay... let's take it easy ? He wasn't trying to imply anything... something happened? - RM came to his rescue.
- Sorry, I couldn't arrive earlier, I must have my luggage done, to travel tonigt... by the way, why the princess changed her mind of coming to see me later? Something happened to her? - said Taehyung, he was the latest to arrive today.
- Nothing extraordinary, don't worry about it... maybe she regrets those words later and will come to see you in the end - Suga said.
- I hope so... she is the only nice one that remembers to care, if I need to travel or anything, that implies not being in contact at all for obvious reasons. I will be recorded almost all the time for the program, better if I text her when I have time.
- She is not going to kill us if we wait for her in your household ? I asked as we tried to get rid of the anxiety in the gym.
- I will text her to see what happens - says Jungkook
He pouted to the mirror and wrote something on his smartphone, thinking well what to say.
- whatever... I can't stay here any longer... even if she kills me, I prefer to see Baika being sane and safe at home, to be able to sleep tonight, we can apologize to her when she comes around again.
- Yeah, let's go Jungkook... I am too anxious to get any exercises done - Yoongi sighed.
BABY'S P/V:
Started to rain, so when I arrived to my old apartment I changed my clothes, the walk from the agency was long enough to feel the anger left my thoughts. They have gone crazy? At first I thought they where kidding, but later I realized that something was off...as much as I tried to analyze their words, the puzzle was too incomplete for me to understand.
They are acting weird... not that Yoongi could admit certain jealousy, or that they noticed that they are really busy because they have to prepare a lot of things in advance, Jin's enlistment was around the corner and even if he was doing a big effort to arrange our issues to tell the truth, he doesn't have a minute to himself, but the short distance between our houses made possible he came to have dinner, and talk a few things in person.
Nothing in my memory made me feel like this was normal, because they act totally out of their personality every time I do something sudden or unplanned... But today Yoongi seemed genuinely bothered and also said that I wasn't studying enough... how could he notice? If we didn't worked in the same agency or lived together... probably wouldn't be able to see him enough to feel like we are in a relationship.
Seems like they were reflecting on their actions and words but still, I didn't felt like going to the agency as I planned to do when Bang Chan invited me. Since I wanted to see Taehyung before he traveled and now, I just apologized to him. If I go there is like accepting that I will let them treat me like that again, also I didn't ignored their interest on knowing how I was, to leave open at least, the opportunity to talk.
I left my old apartment after cleaning it and walked towards my new home, security was following me from the agency. I don't know why they called them, usually they are the ones in need of protection and I am good defending myself and protect them from unexpected danger.
- I will stay at home until tomorrow, you can return now - I said to them, nobody else was on the streets and I was familiar with most of the bodyguards.
- Agencies orders, we will stay around until they call us back - they said walking closer.
- I will let you enter my neighborhood, so you can wait in a bech or buy anything in the store, or go to the bathroom. But I don't think is necessary to have two bodyguards for myself.
- Sasengs and haters are very active lately, they extended the protection to you since you live with one of the Idols - one said.
- So that's the reason? I don't mind, but it is excessive in my opinion
- Those are what we were told, we aren't that up in the company to know all the details - the other one affirmed
SUGA'S P/V:
We arrived a little late actually. Taehyung was sad, because it was our fault she changed her plans to come to the agency. Baika didn't came to greet me and I missed the usual welcoming gesture.
- Are you sure she is at home? - Jungkook asked.
- Yeah... the bodyguards told us she didn't moved from here, I said, getting inside and giving them more room to take their shoes.
Baika exited the bathroom of our room, half dressed on her pijama, as my friends stayed on the main area waiting for me and to see her.
- I was going to sleep - she said softly
- sorry... can we talk? Or do you prefer to do it later... Jin and Jungkook are here too.
- Have you eaten? I cleaned around today so they can spend the night... it's late for Jungkook to go out again, does he have a car or someone that can drive him? - she talked to me, but didn't answered my questions.
- no... my worries didn't let me open my mouth, the guys tried a little the food we bought for lunch but haven't had dinner yet - I tried to be closer to her, to touch her hand and arm. Baika didn't said anything or pushed me away.
- tell the managers or the musicians to not smoke if the room is too small... the odor are all over you now... it's like smoking by yourself... go take a shower please, I will prepare something.
- okay... babe? - I asked before she left the room
- mmm? - she said softly
- wear something at the bottom, please, your underwear isn't the most covering thing I have seen - I said and she looked down and blushed.
- forgot everything when you arrived - she mumbled to herself.
I was in the middle of her way so I tried to have physical contact with her as she moved around the room, she looked at me in the eye, feeling me doing all the possible to be closer and didn't said anything or pushed my hands away. She has all the right to be angry still, even if we tried to apologize over the phone.
- It's incredible, I can just think on kissing you, no matter what you do to me... it's not fair - she said softly pointing at her pijama, the part she forgot.
- You are right... I am not fair... and egoistic, and demanding... the list of defects is long - I said finally touching her as a lover should be permitted to do, but not really touching anywhere she will consider seriously a problem... she it's not happy with me, even if she loves me.
- Don't tease me, I don't know what I can do to you... I have never been so involved with anyone... I am not a Saint... I try to do things right too, but my blood boils when I get angry. I just don't want to end all hurt and broken... you can't imagine how I felt in that car, what crossed my mind... believe me that you don't want to hear about it.
My wife pushed me lightly, varely used any force to control the situation.... sometimes I feel like if she just hits me wouldn't hurt as much.
Jungkook's P/V:
- Bunny? - was the only thing I could say
- Chiquita... didn't Yoongi told you that we were here? - Jin blushed and removed his eyes from her as I did when my brain started to work properly after she appeared.
- Dammit Yoongi... - she said and I heard her steps going back.
- Goodness... she is going to kill me one day by mistake... - Jin said.
- It's too sexy for her own good, no wonders she learned self-defense or we won't be able to sleep having her around... dammit green is going to be my favorite color for a while... I need a girlfriend... a real thing.
- So, you had girls that weren't real? - Jin teased me, laughing.
- Don't be stupid... I am talking of the "call babes" we have around.
- yeah... they aren't appealing enough for me lately... woah, she makes my body react - he said embarrassed about it and hugging a Koya decorative cushion she left on the sofa. I doubt Yoongi would buy anything that adorable by himself.
- I am more fan of her bad side... when she is trying something on propose... this was just surprising and well... nice to see, not everyone can see that often.
- I'm in trouble... I don't know how to not fall for her - Jin admited
- all of us like her a little, just that we control it and just keep avoiding her when we need affection... you two, never put any distance in your friendship.
- I can't manage her... they day I get a girlfriend is going to kill me, if she sees me around Baika... no matter how much I try to convince myself that it's not possible... I don't know how Yoongi doesn't gets obsessed, about having us on the same place.... we are a bunch of horny animals looking for a prey - I laughed to his choices of words.
- We can control ourselves. Did you remember Yoongi being so out of his personality, to say he was jealous, ever? ..."I am jealous, jealous, jealous".... ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
Jin laughed to my imitation and Baika returned more dressed than necessary to be at home around us.
- Bunny... nun's attires now? Are you so ashamed? - I asked
- yeah... isn't like I was trying to show my underwear to the enemy... I am still angry with you two, but go chose a room to spend the night and get ready for dinner... I will prepare something delicious meanwhile.
- let's go Jungkook... let's be nice before she changes her mind or do you prefer to sleep in my apartment tonight? - Jin asked.
- I would like to arrange things with someone as soon as possible... I don't like to see my Bunny mad at me.
- Me neither, Chiquita... Do you think we can talk about what happened today? - Jin asked.
- Okay... but I will only let you have a little alcohol... you shouldn't need it to talk to me... but I suppose you will keep everything to yourselves if I don't give you any.
- let's go get ready, it's late... - Jin said.
- wait... some spare clothes... are new... I washed them today... Yoongi doesn't stops scratching if he uses clothes straight from the store.
- ah... that explains a lot of things - I said thinking how many times he doesn't endures the outfits we are being given.
- what thing? - asked Jin
- why Yoongi asks what the clothes we have to wear are made of, and keeps pulling them. The conservative products from newly things must be irritating to him... they wash Taehyung's attires since he told them it was itchy, but Yoongi hyung never said anything... I didn't know his skin was sensitive - I said
- He never said a word about it, even if he hated something it's the only one that never argued that, just the size to not end naked on stage - Jin said.
Jin's P/V:
I looked at myself again in the mirror... 🤬, why I am trying to look good? She is not my girlfriend... when I'm going to forget about her beauty?
I walked back to the main area and slowed down at the sound of a conversation.
- I'm not that innocent... you think that I'm just a good boy? - I heard Jungkook asking her as he helped around, in the kitchen.
- you only have showed me the parts of your personality that any army learned to love, I know you do it on propose too. When I call you good boy... it's because I think you deserve my time and effort to know you and have a nice friendship... I would like to have as many friends as you have... but I can't ... I am very perceptive and keep avoiding the ones I don't want to have around... you must have a lot of virtues, just you woulfn't let me know... I understand.
- I get enamored easily, I give my entire self to that feeling... do you think you could have fallen for me if I had tried? - he asked, I sneaked a look and he held her chin carefully to make her look at him.
- probably... who knows? I don't think you have something that would made me think I should stay away from you... to protect myself. I don't like to be the one hurting others when I am angry... that's why I left... You guys are behaving really weirdly lately.
- I get angry faster than Yoongi, my wife would never date another man unless it's a doctor appointment or something like that... I... not my wife has to be 500% just mine - Jungkook said
- means your insecurities are big... If I wasn't sure that I am strong enough to be what a man needs to be happy, then... I couldn't manage a relationship with someone like Yoongi, or you, that can conquer anyone with just the sound of your voice... and not necessarily when you are on stage.
- Should I take that as a praise Bunny? I will tell my hyung that you are flirting with me...- Jungkook teased her.
- Tell him... I like to be on trouble with Yoongi... he is not scary even when he is furious... at least until now.
- Naughty... will you forgive me? - he asked and I decided to walk in... I don't know why, I didn't liked to see them on that flirty attitude.
- You should dry your hair - I said to Jungkook
- I'm too lazy... my hair it's too long. I should cut it, but I would like it long again the very next day.
- Why ?! having such a nice hair would you like to wear it short? - Baika said.
- It's more comfortable and doesn't need much care - I said
- yah... then why you are so angry and throwing tantrums every time I decided to wear it short?- she asked.
- you are a girl - we said at the same time.
- uhg... I don't want to tell you how many nasty thoughts that sentence gave me - she said
- Yoongi is always the most upset about it, what's the difference? - I asked
- He really loves girls with short hair style compared to others hairstyles but, he learned my effort and dedication to have it on the best condition... so he doesn't like to see it gone afterwards... not like he has a settled image that I should fulfill... he always answers that question saying "your hair it's so beautiful and now it's all gone" then usually compliments me too.
- mmm... so every time he asks us to bring our friends around so you can meet new people... goes around the same lines?... the better for you, even if he hates it? - Jungkook asks
- should ask him directly... but I suppose... I try to give him my best, I feel like he does that for me, without doubts he does a lot for me... if he isn't happy, it's impossible the ones close to him would be fine when Yoongi is not on good conditions, don't you think? - Baika said.
- I'm trying to be happy too, but certain girl keeps dating handsome dudes she varely knows - I teased her.
- Jin I have a knife in my hands... don't play around would you? - She was kidding but I didn't teased her further.
SUGA'S P/V:
- Bro! The cat ate all your shirts? And you don't have electricity in your bathroom to dry your hair? - Jin asked but returned to look how Jungkook and my wife cooked our dinner.
My wife left the knife on her hand to look for something in the fridge, she served herself a glass of white wine from a bottle she quickly opened... she drank it nervously... I can see how much her hands tremble.
- Bunny are you alright? - Jungkook tried to not laugh
- Would you be fine if the person that turns your on, the most appealing one, walks happily like that?... sometimes I think he just likes to torture me... I retire all the nice things I said before about Yoongi - she drank another good glass and I laughed
- So... that is how our hyung plays? to make you forgive him? - Jungkook teased her
- no... that's how I end pregnant or almost... the only thing saving me tonight is that I end so drunk he will not touch me even if I try assault him on my sleep - Jungkook found her answer funny, but took the bottle and the glass from her hands to serve himself a little sharing the glass.
I pulled a couple of glasses and Jungkook filled them, I gave Jin one and got seated by his side.
- she keeps sleeping walking? - Jin asked and then started to examine the wine before trying it... he liked it, his tongue crossed over his upper lip in silent approval.
- Baika has a such good taste for alcohol, though it's the first time I saw her drink wine in months - I said
- It's easy to drink but not what I would like if I had choosed it... I like strong flavors - Jin said
- Me too, but for her, wiskey it's like drinking perfume... traditional beverages instead... I should hide some brands of those - I said.
- Licor perhaps? Those fruity ones?... this wine it's rather sweet and makes me salivate for more.
- Yeah... can't just have a try of it, would have the entire thing before you can notice she is drinking that much - I said.
- Interesting... she avoided drinking - I was surprised she decided to not drink with him.
- Don't talk about me as if I wasn't present.... anyway set the table, dinner it's going to be done already - Baika said.
- you want to have this for dinner? This bottle it's almost gone - Jungkook said stirring something in a pan.
- yeah... it's nice to me - Jin said
- I'm accostumated to her choices, so whatever you want... - I said
- I like it... hopes I don't have a headache tomorrow - Jungkook said.
- Eat well, drink water too not just alcohol... humans started to create alcoholic beverages because the water was contaminated could get you ill, if you didn't boiled it first. - Baika comments.
- How do you know that?- Jin asked
- I was hearing you with attention when you talked, you have been learning about traditional beverages and how to prepare your own licor at home.
- See? she doesn't hates you at all - Suga hushed to me.
- Bunny? Why Yoongi said you aren't studying seriously? I always see you doing it - Jungkook asked.
- Don't ask me, he said that nonsense... even dared to be jealous and act like a lunatic today - she said looking at me and I know we will talk about that too.
- I'm not a lunatic - I huffed
- ya... like walking half naked is totally normal for you - Jin laughs.
We ate together, more relaxed knowing she was trying to understand us, before being angry enough to do something drastic. The guys left us alone since I am the only one getting short answers from my wife.
- Beautiful... are you drunk? Your cheeks are pretty, all pink - I touched her.
- No, just ignore it... - she said dryly as she finished cleaning up, the stove, everything else was clean already so she washed her hands.
- I can't... I love you - I hushed on her ear and kissing her neck from behind.
- Yoongi... What do you have in mind? I am angry with you - she said softly.
- You can forgive them but not me? - I turned her around
- I am married with someone else? I can't believe you... what were you thinking? Poor girl is going to fall for the first monkey talking pretty to her... or she is playing with my heart... what is it? - she asked... she really knows how to kill me
- Any of those.... you are also hiding something important, don't you? - I said
- Hiding? What the heck!...Yoongi, start talking - now she pushed me away, she wanted to drink but I stopped her from choosing anything with alcohol, those two glass are enough for someone that varely have something different from tea or water... maybe fruity juices.
- hey... you have to work tomorrow - I tried to negotiate with her
- Do you even care? How many times I have seen you doing worse? Stop trying to control me... you don't know what I want to do.
Baby's P/V:
- Just forgive me... I don't try to control you... I just was taking care after you - said moving forward.
I got from the fridge a new bottle from a different kind of wine, a red one, then opened the freezer to take some meat from there, it has an almost black color and he seemed curious.
I opened the frozen bag and washed the meat a little before setting it in a bowl and cover it with wine and a lid so nothing can fall inside by accident. I put everything in the fridge again and the empty bottle on the apropiate place to recycle it.
- can we talk now? - he asked
- I have been trying, you are the one acting weird... more lunatic than ever... Yoongi... what do you want from me?
- I mean in our room...
- okay... I finished here anyway.
- I love you - Yoongi said softly seated on the bed.
- I hope so... I need to use the bathroom really quickly... get ready for ... whatever you have in mind.
I prepared myself again for what I was ready to do time ago, before they came. A few tears scaped and I washed my face to not start crying, Yoongi can't endure them... I know it's the last thing he would like to see on my face.
I doubted if I should go with my heart or my head... I don't want to forgive him easily, the risk of enduring another situation similar is higher if I don't fix it now. But hearing... he has been trying to call my attention as much as possible since he arrived, Yoongi walked half dressed just to see my reaction, to make me desire him over any other sentiment... will be him fine with just that?
My anger will just become worse if we just spend the night together without arranging anything... I don't want to give him the idea he can solve everything making my desires overcome everything else.
