Thank you my beloved Y/n

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(Previous years) 

*niki and y/n were childhood friends,a years passed (2019) they were in 12 grade, ni-ki started to like this girl named Alexa(some school rumor said she was a bully, heartbreaker, and back stabber) but niki doesn't care about who her personality was*

*niki started to confess his love to alexa*

*as a year pass by, niki ignored y/n because of Alexa*

*suddenly y/n receive a call saying*

In call:: meet you at the park. 

*y/n agree because it maybe some emergency happening but it's not what she expect*

Alexa: you're here! Your a b@st@rd, how was being ignored huh!? *pushing y/n's shoulder*
Have you ever think that don't ever come near at niki again understand!!!!? Do you understand!!? 

Y/n: y yes I understand*sad tone*

* Alexa pushed y/n hard until she fell* 

*y/n wants to revenge so she pushed Alexa in ground as hard as she can, but niki saw it*

Niki:how dare you!!!! How could you do this to her!!? Are you jealous of me!!? You know what our friendship is over! 

*y/n came home crying, as she arrived at her house her mom asked why us she crying, but y/n couldn't respond**next day*

*y/n feel better again, y/n's mom tell to her that niki came here, he's even worried abt you*

Y/n: Is it possible for me to transfer to another school??

Mom: why?? Is there something you can tell me what happened? 

Y/n: no mom it's just I feel uncomfortable in that school, please mom please. 

Mom: Okay, but where will I transfer you to the school??

Y/n: Can it be in hanlim??? I heard it's a good school.

Dad: okay but we have to move to another house. 

*her mom and dad agreed, y/n and his parents prepare all the thing they have*

*and then y/n and her mom went to school where she used to go, to ask if y/n could drop out to this school and move to another school, the principal asked if y/n have insecurities, y/n said nothing so the principal agreed*



Note: to my childhood friend Niki, it's been a year when we are together, I'm sorry I didn't even say goodbye to you in personal I just wanted to say that take care of yourself, don't mind me I'm happy for you, your 19th birthday is near, I can't go to your birthday, even if I want to. I hope your happy with her, we don't know if you guys can last long but, if you need me just chat me,all through the years we've been together, this is the day just hurt my feelings, I know we're just friends but it may be the last time you see me again, I moved to other school so you can't see me again, I know your worried about me don't worry I'll take care of my self. I will miss you! 🙂* One year later (2021)*

* pretend they've already graduated*

Niki:in mind : it's been one year y/n I miss you. 

Kian: bro bro, you're zoning out, your next in speech. 

Niki:oh okay. 

*next we have Nishimura riki! *

*some of the students cheering*

Niki: hello I'm Nishimura riki, well thank to all of the teachers, parents who helped us graduate, well some of students here asking who is my inspiration, well my inspiration is my family,my friends and my childhood bestfriend y/n, If only she was here I would be happy, thats all thank you*tearing tone*

*went down to stage tearing*

*Y/n receive a video message from her friend ella, y/n watch the video that ella send*Y/n smiled*

*Next year(2022) *

Alexa: it's fun if you being my servant, you think I'm inlove with you well no, I'm only using you, I'm done with this stupid relationship. 

Niki: no please don't go! 

Alexa: get off me! 

*Niki received a phone call to y/n*

In phone: hello Niki, it's me y/n I saw the video last year well, I'm happy for you, how did your relationship go? 

Niki:*crying* y/n please comeback, I'm sorry for what I did to you last two years ago. 

Y/n: oh don't worry I forgive you, wdym about it?? You two break up don't you?? 

Niki: yes we broke up. * Shaking restlessly* Y/n!! 

Y/n:what???Ni-ki: can you be my gf?? If you agree or no. Just chat me if you respond 

Y/n: I would love to!! 

Niki: r really!?!! 

Y/n: Yes!!! (Marupok line ni y/n)

*03-1-23*
*y/n agrees to just be her and niki*

*suddenly niki received a mail saying"hi would you like to be an idol kpop star?? If you want book a audition, be in i-land(place) with other kpop boy group(Auditioning) and be famous. 

Let's pretend he's auditioning now*

Niki: y/n can I ask you something, well I want to be an idol kpop star(boy group) and would you let me have an audition? 

Y/n:well I wouldn't mind, that's what you want to do so go for it. 

*niki went to audition, he successfuly went in i-land where some auditioning kpop boys*

*after all through hard practices, he finally made it in the top, The group they chose for niki was enhypen*

*niki succeed in his dream to be in a famous kpop boy group*

*when the enhypen had a vacation niki wanted to visit y/n, so niki went to the apartment, suddenly Alexa appear in his front. *

Alexa: is that you niki?? 

*niki respond*

Niki: Alexa!?? Long time no see, well yeah it's me. 

Alexa: Can we go back to the beginning?? Let's do happy things again like we used . Please. 

Niki:me? Go back to beggining??! To be your servant again sure am I?! 
No!

*niki caught y/n chatting with heeseung*

Y/n: it was a mistake, I wouldn't do that to you! 

Niki:fine a mistake, you know what, this is so done, let's break up.! 

Y/n: fine, I've already told you it was a misunderstanding, so your going back to her then. Fine go back to you real gf then!!!! 

Niki: fine, you know what I still love her! You don't even know what I feel if I'm with her!!! 

Y/n: so your choosing her over me!!!?? Fine, be happy with her! I don't even want this relationship this way! 

Niki: then why would you support me to my dreams!? 

Y/n: because I love you!
Y/n: how could you betray me!!!?? Tell me if there's anything missing!!?? Is that all I can do to you?? 

Ni-ki:it's not enough!!! But since you love me, now I'm letting you go! 

Y/n: I just want to make you happy!! That girl you used to cry about,do you ever know that I wasn't that stupid. All I want is a good guy, but my expectation far to high, is there any wrong with me!!!?? 

Ni-ki: I'm sick of this!! 

Y/n: am I a servant to you???! Is that what you think don't you!?? 

Ni-ki: so that's what you think to me???! After some years we've been together (friends relationship) !!! 

Y/n: you know what Im Out of here, and that girl
 you've been loving the most, will be yours now... *crying tone*

*the book slip on y/n's hand*niki immediately picks up the book and reads it*

*niki reads the book, but niki heard a crash outdoors, Niki didn't have time to read or read what was written so he first looked at what was happening outside, outside there was a girl lying in the road, full of b100d in her hand, head. Niki took a look to who it was**it was y/n, ni-ki rushed to y/n*

*ni-ki carries y/n while running to hospital*

*ni-ki continue reading the note*

Note: your eyes twinkling like a star, it is the time to be free from a stupid controlled body. 

Note:it's me y/n, I made this note a years ago(2020), it will be a peaceful day, if your reading this note, well since your happy with her, be with her. Well you know I never forget the day we argue bcs of misunderstanding, well Alexa pushed me first before I pushed her as my revenge, it hurts a lot to me but forget abt that. 

Note(goodbye message):dear my friend Nishimura Riki, thank you for everything, it's time .to let you go I know I'm just your childhood best friend, maybe this is the day we need to refresh our memories when we were was in kinder to senior high. I hope your happy with her
I hope you take good care of yourself. Maybe this is the last good bye message for you,if your crying rn please don't mind me, I will take a good care to myself from far away,I'm sorry but I'm officially letting you go. 😊

*skip time, night*

*ni-ki was restless about what happened to y/n, when he fell asleep someone whispered her name as if it was y/n's voice*

*Pov when they were kid, went back in time, dream) 

Whisper(y/n) : wake up!!! *y/n laugh* let's play niki!!! 

Niki: heh it's early in the morning y/n.

Y/n: oh please! 😙 here have some ice cream it will cheer you up! 

 *skip time when they were in 5th grade*

*bring back the memories*

Y/n: Look at yourself, oh you are sick,and I will take care of you,aunt said. 

Niki: Don't worry y/n it's just a fever. 

Y/n: just a fever?? That's bad you know. 

Niki:I'm kinda sleepy, will you stay here by my side then?? 

Y/n: I will always at your side. 

*skip time when they were at 10nth grade*

Niki: Y/n let's go to school together oh, hurry up!! 

Y/n: wait I'll just get my water bottle!! 

Niki: look at this bracelet is it beautiful?? 

Y/n: wow it's pretty, nice necklace!! 

Niki: mom brought the same bracelet as mine, here mom said you'll have these. 

Y/n: r really???wow!!! 

* Niki slowly tearing because of the memories of the two of them

*skip time, next day*niki went to hospital where y/n is confined*

Ni-ki: d doc! Is y/n okay???

Dr: I'm sorry Mr. ni-ki but y/n didn't make it well, it was a long time when she have been fighting . but don't worry, well were not sure if when will she wake up.. 

Ni-ki: please doc do something!!

Doc: we tried everything mr. ni-ki but she needs to be in coma for a years.. 
you can visit her every week, days even years, just to make her memory will gain.. 

Ni-ki: h how come my only friend leave me!! ?? 

Doc: I'm sorry for your loss😞please excuse me. 

*Niki went to their apartment,Niki barged into anger*

Niki: how come!!!!? How come my only supporter leave me!!!?? why did these happen😭

*skip time at night*

*nightmares, nightmares is worst but niki didn't get any worse*

* dream pov*

Niki: why!!? Did you LEAVE ME!???!! 

Y/n: I'm sorry but I have to. I'm letting you go so you don't have to think any problems🙂

Niki: but why!!?? Why is that the way you know!!?? 

Y/n: it happened early, I don't control the death time,it is the only way😞I'm sorry😭

Niki: why did you have to do that!!!! *wants to punch y/n but he couldn't because it's a dream*

Y/n: I need to go😊bye😊😔

* Niki woke up from a bad dream  *