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#The writer, who is becoming increasingly disgusted with life, leaves this message before going to b

Uh... First of all..... Hello..! I'm the author. The author (currently 15 years old, in the middle of October, so I have to study) is currently living... no, no, the present life... but the reason I came in the middle of the night is... just... because I'm feeling a bit dizzy..?

I don't know. I've actually thought about being born into a good family, and I've studied as much as I could, and I've gotten the grades I needed, and I've gotten what I wanted, but... I just live without really thinking about it, and I'm having a bit of a dilemma these days? Writing?

It just... seems like something like that. Really, no, I don't know... Heh.. Actually, it was a dream too..
It just feels vague, and I don't know how to define what I'm good at or not at... I think I'm living each day well in my own way...

This feeling, this helplessness...? This is the first time I've felt like I don't know what to do right now... (If I reveal my life story here, you'll never be able to sleep.)
My life? It was quite spectacular, haha. In some ways, it was because of the coronavirus.
Maybe it's because I can't do what I've always done...

...Have you ever experienced something like this...? ..I still enjoy writing, I get a lot of ideas, and school life is okay, but I feel a bit... disconnected.....

Oh, is it just puberty? ...Is puberty like this these days..? ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
If you have a younger sibling (or maybe an older brother or sister(?)), lol, just say this...
No, should we at least have a serious conversation in the comments...,???








....What am I really doing.. Seriously, ..ha.....