Unfading memories

SAY IT.....the things she'd been through

All humans go under making decisions in life. 
I never know such small decision I made can change someones life.....-Chan

I don't know anymore but my feet seems to have thier own will leading me to a certain direction. I didn't notice I run after that girl. That eyes.... Was very familiar like I've seen it somewhere before. It's bothering me that I forgot what my Mom asked me to do. I just keep on running "who's that girl and where is she"? the only question formed In my mind. I was only destructed when I saw a crowded street. I already lost my chance to find her. Right now I'm having a strange emotion creeping within me it's so foreign that I can't understand my self anymore until I saw that white dress she's wearing, I'm sure it's her! I run again and found myself on one of the alley. I walk near the end and I hear someone's sobbing I keep on walking and saw that girl. She's crying sitting on the ground, her white dress was stained with dirt and... she's holding a knife in her hand. I was dazed for a little while until the situation sink in my head I almost run to that girl but to my surprise... "Why did you follow me? " she remembers me but her voice was so cold that even my tongue got frozen that I couldn't answer.I just silently looking at that eyes "I said who are you and why are you following me"? "Um" at last I said some words but she was looking at me intently " I'm not a bad person I just follow you because you look like you're not okay" she didn't speak she's just staring at me blankly "I swear I'm not a bad guy"
I said nervously as I saw her tighting her grip on the knife "you can leave" she said. But my feet seem to be glued on the ground I never know I started speaking
 "Can you please talk to me I'm willing to listen you know what everything in life has a solution"
-Chan.
 
" I want to die can you please leave me alone"-girl
I was very careful not to provoke her so.. 

"If you take your life what will your family and friends will be felt?"-Chan


"Hahaha (sarcastically laughing) my parents died along time ago but my friend and relatives? Sure they'll be happy when I'm gone"-girl

"Then you just want them to have thier way?
They'll be happy when you're gone what about you? "-chan

With that she started crying I grab that chance to get the knife from her hand and put it away from her. She talked to me the things she'd been through...She was bullied by her own friends in School and she was recently in a car accident and her only cousin died and she was blamed by her relatives not considering the trauma she got. 

"It's not your fault okay? It was an accident no one to blame. If you were bullied fight for yourself don't let them step on you"-Chan

"Okay starting today I won't let my life ruined because of them I won't bother what they think of me because I know myself better, than them"-girl

"That's good in this world you need to be brave enough to survive I may not experience what you had but I understand you we have different circumstances in our life that we might feel like givi g up but just hold on no matter, what when you can't endure it's okay to cry and find someone you can talk to"-Chan

"I talk to people I know but I never feel totally listened to... I don't even know you but I'm thankful"-girl

"My name is Chan... Park Chan now you know me and you're welcome"