Alive (SB19 x A'TIN One-shots)
Paralysis


First One-Shot Story under Felip Jhon Suson's POV

Felip Jhon
I was awakened by the crows shrieking who never fail to do their job in waking me up in the middle of the night.

Felip Jhon
Another night to survive. Here we go again, Felip.

Felip Jhon
"Crap." I uttered and started walking down the cold dark street.

Felip Jhon
I can feel my stomach grumbling in hunger right now. I'm damn starving.

Felip Jhon
"Yo dude! Wanna rock tonight?" a guy shouted from the other side of the street.

Felip Jhon
The guy met my gazed. And before I knew it...

Felip Jhon
I couldn't move an inch.

Felip Jhon
I am in a paralysis again.

Felip Jhon
"Don't move Ken. He's staring at you." my Mom said back when she was still alive.

Felip Jhon
I complied. The guy has poor sight so he couldn't see me in the dark if I won't move an inch.

Felip Jhon
Therefore, I survived from those murderers. Yet, my mother didn't.

Felip Jhon
The guy slowly approached me, making my heart beats faster than ever. My body is all tensed up that I couldn't even blink an eye!

Felip Jhon
The guy slowly approached me, making my heart beats faster than ever. My body is all tensed up that I couldn't even blink an eye!

Felip Jhon
"You're weird. Why aren't you moving?" the guy asked, but I still didn't bother moving even a bit.

Felip Jhon
The guy looked at me in confusion and roamed his eyes throughout my whole body.

Felip Jhon
"What the hell? I must have been really drunk. I didn't even notice you're a mannequin. Haha!" the guy said and left.

Felip Jhon
I flinched as soon as I couldn't see him anymore.

Felip Jhon
Well, they always thought of me as a mannequin although my complexion is not white but moreno.

Felip Jhon
I continued walking to find some left over foods, which I have been consuming for 18 years.

Felip Jhon
Luckily, there's a stall offering left over foods from a charitable institution. I'm grateful for it.

Felip Jhon
I was about to grab some bread but...

Felip Jhon
"Hey, who are you?" a female voice from behind said.

Felip Jhon
And I couldn't move again.

Felip Jhon
Why didn't I notice her?

A'TIN
"Huh? That's weird. Why aren't you moving?"

A'TIN
"Ah, you must've been afraid that I saw you. Don't worry, I've been seeing you every night for 3 years already..."

Felip Jhon
Three years?!

A'TIN
"...so this is nothing new to me. I'm A'TIN by the way! What's your name?"

Felip Jhon
What?!

Felip Jhon
So I've been observed by this woman for 3 years already? How come?!

Felip Jhon
That's insane! This A'TIN girl has gone nuts!

Felip Jhon
And why didn't I even notice her all along?

A'TIN
"Hmm, alright. You really won't move huh? Okay, I'll close my eyes."

A'TIN
"I have a pen and paper here. Write what you want to say, then drop the pen if you're done."

A'TIN
"Then, you can stop moving again as soon as I open my eyes. Okay?"

Felip Jhon
How the hell did she know that I'm afraid of being seen moving?

Felip Jhon
"I told you, I've been observing you for years already so I know a lot about you," she added, as if she could hear my thoughts.

Felip Jhon
Then, why did she choose to reveal herself now?

A'TIN
"Ready? 3...2...1."

Felip Jhon
I don't know what's wrong with me, but I did what she told me and wrote...

"You're so beautiful..."

Felip Jhon
Woah, what? Are you crazy Felip?!

Felip Jhon
I was about to cross out what I wrote but because of recklessness and nervousness, I dropped the pen.

Felip Jhon
I picked up the pen and immediately erased what I wrote.

Little did he know, A'TIN was staring at Felip already.

Felip Jhon
I turned my head to see if she's still closing her eyes, but to my surprise, she's already staring at me.

Felip Jhon
She didn't saw what I initially wrote, right?

Felip Jhon
But she lessened the distance between us...

Felip Jhon
And crashed her lips to mine...

Felip Jhon
For the past 18 years, I've never felt this alive.

Felip Jhon
She broke the kiss and I was bamboozled.

Felip Jhon
"And you're handsome too." she giggled while staring at me.