Before I die, I hope I can proudly say that my life was happy.

responsibility

정국

Kim Yeo-ju, what are you doing?

여주

좋은 말 할 때 놔, 개새끼야.

정국

How does that sound good? Talk to me.

여주

Shut up, I have nothing to talk to you about.

정국

I'm here. That's good, you have nothing to say. Then just listen to me. Right now, I don't want to hear or accept your opinion.

여주

Hey, just relax. Do you really think you're anything? Who the hell are you to try and interfere in my life!

정국

You told me about your family history. Since you told me, I take responsibility.

여주

What? Ha, puhahahahahaha.

정국

...

여주

What responsibility do you have? Is this something you can handle? Do you think this is a game you can win? What good are you doing trying to stop me from dying? My life is already ruined. You heard me, so you know. I have no reason to live anymore. Want to see my wrist?

정국

You have no reason to live, but I have a reason to live for you. And I've always been someone who can handle what I say.

여주

Not this time, you can't take responsibility so easily. I'm so fucking wronged. Born the daughter of an alcoholic, abandoned by the people I thought were my friends, made fun of, and now I can't even die on my own. So what am I supposed to do? Seriously... what am I supposed to do?

정국

Trust me, don't cry, I want to hug you more.

여주

Mr. XXX... If you want to wrap me up, then just wrap me up. I'm cold and scared right now.

정국

I'll hug you. You say you want to die like this, but you really want to live. You want to somehow hold on and overcome this fucking world.

I cried like that for a long time. Jeon Jungkook was right. I wanted to live so badly I needed salvation, I needed light. It was too much for me to live alone, it was too hard. Maybe I needed you.

여주

... woah.

정국

What? I didn't hear that.

여주

Haa... Thank you...!!!

정국

Hahahahahahaha! Wow, Kim Yeo-ju said thank you.

여주

Won't you shut up?

정국

Phew... Phew... Ah, ah! Sorry, sorry, sorry, sir, I'm sorry!!! Ah, don't hit me! It hurts so bad;;

Still, I was so relieved. Even though Jeon Jungkook listened to my story and saw me contemplating suicide, he treated me like normal. I'm so grateful. Now that I'm living a life I don't want to live anyway, I guess it's okay to go all-in on Jeon Jungkook.

Hello! >_0 I heard your opinions, and since you all wanted me to write again, I decided to serialize not only this piece, but all of my other works! Thank you all so, so much ㅜㅜ.

And I think this episode is the one I've written with the most emotional immersion! What do you think? Hehe. I hope the gentle, sometimes sad resonance in my writing touches your hearts ♡ Thank you for reading today too!