Catch Me I'm Falling (BS)

Episode 18: Realization~

He sat at edge of the bed and stare straight through my eyes.

Jin

I pick you up cause were going here in Yoongi's house, but while at the road you saw Y/N's house at made me stop..

He sighed.

Jin

I'm trying to stop you but you're the one insisting~ You want to hurt yourself. And here you are grabbing your head in pain..

Jin

..because you're too drunk~

Jin hyung narrated and my head feels like its about to burst in any second.

TF?!

I grab my head and stare at my phone. Y/N is my wallpaper. Her smile send me some energy that it is not true! Jin hyung just pranking me!!

But at the back of my head tell me that 'what if it is true?'

Jimin

I went to her house... right?

I want clarifications! This can be possibly be a dream and when I woke up Y/N will be there..

Jimin

That's not a dream?.. am i right?..

I say while staring at my phone, but a couple of seconds of silence had passed and Jin hyung didn't respond. I looked at him.

When I saw his eyes, my tears whose brimming at the corner of my eyes falls down and my head starts to hurt again!!

Jimin

Tell me hyung!?

I grab his collar and shout as hurt as I could!

Jimin

Tell me!!! This is a dream!!! Right?! RIGHT!!!

Jin

I can punch you if that's the way to woke you up~

Jin hyung say with a serious eyes, manner and tone.

My mind was hazy when I picked up my phone and checked our messages... but it's still the same.. the same as before, no seens nor replies..

Is it true? Is she really.. gone?

I drastically shakes me head. They're just pranking me!! No! No way that can be true!! Fucking NO!!!

I immediately unlocks my phone and dial Y/N's number.. but it made my world stop when she didn't pick up instead her voicemail did.

Voicemail

'Hi this is Y/N. If you hear this I might be busy. Come ask my mom and went to my house. Ciao'

Jimin

Answer it..please...

I redial it again but it's still the same. Dammit!!!

Jimin

ANSWER IT Y/N!!

I desperately yelled. That's not gonna happen!! Y/N is still here!!! SHE'S HERE!!

I weakly sat at the floor. She's not answering, only her voicemail did. Is it really true?

DAMMIT!! Did she really leave me?!

I hardly pulled up my hair from the sudden dilemna i'm facing. I'm still convincing myself that she's just busy. She's busy!

But that hope ruins everything when at the back of my mind, yells painful words, that crushed my only hope.

From my weak heart to my body and to my hand I dial Y/N's number for one last time...

but the same voicemail of hers answers instead of her.

Jimin

Y/N please... please...

I cried..

Jimin

answer it... please.. I'm begging you~ Answer it... please...

I pleaded but it torn down when Jin hyung stated that truly break my eyes walls and let the tears flow; non-stop..

Jin

You're experiencing nostalgia, Jimin-ah. Because you missed her your mind takes you back when Y/N is still alive. She's dead, Jimin-ah...

Jin

She will never come back..